Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past
Trapped in the Love of the Past



Eps. 35


Rohman looked at me with a smile. Her sweet face made me a little withered. If only I were healthy, I would have left before him.


"Non, don't talk much. You better take a break."


"But, I don't want to be terrorized again by Chika because I met you."


"Non, please do as I say. And again, please don't say that name in front of me."


"Why, mas? It's not like you're getting married this month. Or even married."


"The story is long, non. I'll tell you, but later you're healthy."


I exhaled violently. In my mind I still ask. I was wondering what really happened between the two of them.


"Non, have you eaten?"


"I'm not hungry yet."


"No word hungry. You have to eat, here I bribe. I can't refuse to be beautiful."


I was a little embarrassed. My heart is very flower-flowering. Either because of Rohman's concern or I don't understand it either.


Rohman patiently fed me until the food ran out. He also did not hesitate to take me to the bathroom. When I told him to wait outside, he refused.


Rohman walked in and closed the bathroom door. I'm confused how. Intention wants to take a shower instead so think that is not.


"Mas, I'm gonna take a shower. You shouldn't have come in. You better be outside."


"I don't care, non. Are you sure you can bathe yourself with your hands still stuck with the infusion hose?"


Instantly I realized that my hand was still stuck with an infusion needle. I can only be quiet and down. I stopped the intention to take a shower. But Rohman insisted on bathing me.


"Mas, I'm not taking a shower."


"Why? Don't you feel sultry, non?"


"Let's just ask the nurse to help me bathe, or later if Rere comes I'll ask her to help me."


Rohman came closer and hugged my waist. His extremely gentle gaze made this heart beat irregularly. Her sweet face was getting closer. And he whispered something into my ear. Until it gives me the creeps.


"Non, I've harbored this feeling for a long time. There are so many obstacles when I'm going to tell you."


"What do you mean, mom?"


"I've liked you for a long time."


Arman's lips are peeping at my neck. It made my blood shake fast. I started to get carried away and overwhelmed by it. Instantly I was silent and still digesting the word he said.


Arrive Arman******* my lips softly. With my hands still on, I enjoyed it without replying ****** his lips. I let him enjoy it.


Not long after he let go of the stick. He looked at me and clasped my hand. Her distinctive smile with her dimples made me always melt.


"Non, let me marry you."


I was shocked and could not believe what he said. I still don't believe what he said. I thought if this was a joke.


"Sorry, you're not funny."


"Do I look like I'm joking, non? I know when to joke and when to be serious. And right now I'm being serious."


I shut my mouth with my hands. I still can't believe what Rohman said. I watched her eyes so seriously that it made me misbehave.


"You're not kidding me anymore, are you?"


"I'm serious, non. Let me marry you."


"Ta.but mas. Do you know what my situation is like now? I'm dirty and I'm pregnant right now."


"Yes, I know. And I will also accept you no matter what. Please non, let me marry you. I love you so much."


"Wait a minute, mas. And what about Chika. Can you please explain your relationship with him? I just don't want to get into trouble between you guys."


"Later I'll tell you. Now bathe. I'll help you take off your clothes. After that I'll wash your body."


I can no longer say. I just kept quiet and obeyed what he said. One by one my clothes were taken off. Until there was not a single piece of clothing I was wearing. Then she washed my body slowly.


I'm holding in shame. I am naked in front of Rohman. But he still clean my body. Because of the condition that is still with the infusion needle stuck, I still find it difficult to move alone.


"Mas, are you sure of your decision? Please think about what you said."


"I'm sure, non. I'm ready for my choice now. Your problem, we will raise this child together. As long as you can also accept me for who I am."


"What do you mean, mom?"


"It's over, I'll put on your clothes. Then you take a break, I've contacted your friend Rere. He'll come here when he's done."


My heart was happy to hear the name Rere. My best friend where when I need her she's always there for me. I can't wait to meet him. It feels so bad.


Wearing clothes, Rohman led me out of the bathroom. I went back to the blankar and leaned back. I remember something of mine. A very important flat object, which is a cell phone. I looked for it in the desk drawer, but I couldn't find it.


"What are you looking for, non?"


"Ehm, anu mas I'm looking for my phone. I want to open it. Maybe there was an important message from my family. I'm afraid they're freaking out because I haven't given it all this time because I'm in a coma."


"Here, your phone is safe. I always kept it and brought it here if I saw you guarding if you ever came to your senses. Because this thing is so important."


Rohman gave me that flat object. I accepted it and immediately turned it on.


"Sorry non, hpnya it was deliberately turned off. I also did not open the contents of your phone. The battery's also fully charged."


"Yes, it's okay. Thanks a lot, yeah."


Once my phone was on, so many messages came in from my family. Sure enough they were so worried about me that there was no news all this time. I immediately replied to him on the grounds that I was damaged.


I deliberately didn't tell you what I'm going through right now. I'm afraid my family is panicking. So I had to lie to them.


Not long after, a message from my family came in. They were relieved that I had given it to them. They're afraid if I'm why. But finally now all conditioned and safe.


The woman I was waiting for finally arrived. Who else if not my best friend Rere. Instantly my face turned very cheerful.


Rere came over and hugged me. I returned his embrace as well. I don't feel these tears just dripping. Happy but also saddened by the fate that befalls me at this time. It's so sad this life.