Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 40

After walking for a long time, Rohman's vehicle finally stopped at a restaurant. The place is quite spacious and clean. Visitors are not too many either. No need to wait too long to order food.

"What do you want to order, baby?"

"Ehm, I want chicken rice plus sambal and lalapan only. Drink avocado juice."

"Is that all?"

"Yes, that's all."

Rohman called a waiter and ordered the two menus I mentioned earlier. While waiting I looked around this restaurant. It is luxurious and the place is also comfortable.

When I was cool to look around the place, it turned out that Rohman was silent to watch me.I realized when he accidentally looked into his eyes.

The sweet smile with the dimples that always welcome me keeps me from wiggling. I was always overwhelmed and fascinated with her smile.

It makes me nervous and embarrassed.

"oh yes, what did you want to talk about? The food ordered hasn't come yet."

"Oh that, tomorrow Sunday I want to take you home to meet my family."

"What, mas? Tomorrow's sunday?" I was in shock because I wasn't ready to meet her family.

"Yes, tomorrow Sunday. You should come, nothing but a fireplace."

"Mas, I'm not ready. I'm also afraid your family doesn't like me because I'm pregnant with someone else's child. If I told them all, what they said later. I'm really not ready yet."

"Here you go, baby, take it easy."

"How can I calm down, ma'am. I'm just scared of..." Rohman quickly clasped my hand tightly.

"You don't have to think weird. Look, baby, I've told you everything about you. Even about the baby in your stomach. I know it's not my son. But I convinced my family."

"Then what do they think of me, mas. They must have said I was mur*han. I'm dirty, mas."

"At first my father and mother fell silent, probably thinking. But I opened my voice, he said asking me to take you to meet them."

I can't get the word out. I am also confused as to how. But on one side of the child in my womb also needs a father. I was silent for a moment to think. And I decided to come tomorrow Sunday to meet Arman's family.

"Alright, mas. I'll come to meet your family. I hope they don't look at me badly."

"Relax dear, my family can tell which is good and which is not. Please don't ever let me down."

I nodded my head in agreement. Not long after, the food we ordered came. We hurried to enjoy it, because it was too late.

After eating, we did not leave. We talked and joked sometimes. Not infrequently Rohman also teases me.

It didn't seem like time showed at nine o'clock in the evening. This restaurant also started many visitors who came. I asked Rohman to leave immediately.

"Mas, more visitors. Go home yuk. It's also nine at night."

"Let's go baby, I still want to be with you."

"Rame Mas, I'm not comfortable. Moreover, I have finished eating. Not good with the others, change the place."

Rohman smiled, then took out an envelope and gave it to me. I don't know what's inside.

"This is what, mas?"

"Money for you. Whatever you want to buy. Because I don't know what your favorite is. Hope you'll take it."

"But I didn't ask, Mom. You better keep it. I still have money if it's just for snacks and pay the cost."

"Now you're my responsibility baby, please accept."

"Can I open it, my mother?"

"Open it, it's yours. Even if you want I'll give you all my pay."

Deg'

The words Rohman remind me of someone. Unconsciously I forgot about that person. Rendy Argawinata, a man who works as an HRD.

He and I were almost together stepping into the fold. But again something is in the way. An incident that separated us.

A traffic accident that makes Rendy forget her memories. He doesn't even remember who I am. The song again my mind feels sliced remembering him.

I shut up and thought for a moment. How is he doing now? Is it possible that she was married to her ex who was meeting at the Hospital.

'Oh, my God, what am I thinking. No, I can't remember him anymore. He's just my past. I have to throw away all the memories with him. Because he doesn't recognize me at all.

My heart aches when I remember Rendy's calm. But on one side I also remembered Rita's mother, who was none other than Rendy's mother. He thinks of me as his own son. He loves me very much. Guess how Rita's doing. Hope they're all okay.

Unintentionally, these eyes drip a clear circle. I tried to hold back, but my efforts turned out to be in vain.

"Darling, why are you crying? Did I have the wrong word with you? I'm sorry, honey."

"Ehh, mm not mas. It's just.." Just as I was about to continue the conversation, Rohman cut it off. He was also very good at reading what I thought.

"That's it, then let it pass. You have to remember, I'm here."

I feel bad about him. It's like I don't consider myself. I was with him but even my mind was thinking of someone else. I feel so guilty.

"Mas, sorry I didn't mean it that way. It's just that your words remind me of him."

"Which words, dear?"

"Your words about the salary you're going to give me. I remember about Rendy. That word was very similar to the one he had said before."

"Sorry baby, I didn't mean to remind you of him. I'm just offering. I don't know if he meant it that way."

"It's okay, forget it. It's not your fault. It's just a coincidence."

I opened the amlop of the gift from Rohman, and I began to count it. The amount is good if I think. A little difference with my salary while still working at Resto.

There are fifteen hundred thousand pieces of money. Means the amount of money given to me amounted to one million and five thousand. My eyes sparkled, very happy to receive money from him.

I'm not the type of matre girl who if dating asks this to a partner. Because I am still able to meet my own needs without having to ask. Because I am a hardworking woman and always try my best.

"Mas, this is you seriously love money for me. The number is good. Shouldn't you just tube it, or you give it to your parents."

"It's non, it's for you. For parents and savings I have arranged. Did you just bring all my money? Maybe you can use it to open a business."