Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 26

My show went well. I'm so happy. I didn't expect my love journey to be this fast.

I took a picture of my hand while holding each other while revealing a pair of rings on my finger. Then I posted the moment on social media accounts. I forgot to put it on the story whatsap too.

Very nice comments and incoming messages because of my photo upload. Not infrequently they give me the best congratulations and prayers for me and Rendy. Because of the many messages that came in, I did not have time to reply. I put down my phone, I'll reply later if it's time-free.

Finished our family meal together as a thanksgiving. Rendy and Arya ate it. Both of them my mother's cooking was delicious. A plate of vegetable lontong is not left. I smiled at the behavior of this sister.

Since it was already noon, I told Rendy and Arya to rest first. Not tired later if the trip home. They slept well in my room.

While waiting for them to wake up, I opened the phone. I reply one by one incoming messages that have not been reciprocated. And there's two last whatsap numbers I haven't answered.

Unknown foreign number. There is no profile photo. I'm actually the laziest with foreign numbers. But because of that, I read the message.

[Non, congratulations on your engagement to Rendy. May you be happy with him.] Rohman.

I was a little surprised. Turns out he changed the number all this time and still kept my number. So what is he doing this for. It's like something's wrong.

[Please.] My reply was short. Then I read the next message from a foreign number as well.

[Ehm, who is again happy fiancee same dear person. Hope it lasts, Cha. I hope you never forget me.] Message from Jimmy

[Yes, thanks.] Short reply.

Without realizing it, my eyes felt heavy. I finally fell asleep in the living room. Perhaps tired of preparing for everything, I fell asleep in any place.

**********

Someone shakes my body. I woke up from my sleep. I noticed the wall clock turned out to be four in the afternoon. I saw Rendy and Arya sitting in front of me. They both smiled at me.

I rushed to the bathroom to wash my face. There was no shame in Rendy when I woke up. That's because I've slept with him, too. It feels like it has become a familiar thing.

I went back to the living room and sat down next to Rendy. Rendy stroked my hair and grabbed me. He smiled at me too.

"It's a shame I'm saying yes."

"Yes, my mom."

"You don't stay here long."

"Lho, why? This is my home."

"I'll miss you later, baby."

I pinched his arm. He laughs amusedly. Without me realizing Arya was looking at us with a very upset face.

"Dipuas satisfied first kangennya. If left home, don't miss."

The three of us laughed. Turns out Rendy's sister can also joke as well. I think he's a bitch. Humor as well.

Not long ago Rendy issued a sum of money and then gave it to me. I also refuse to accept it. Because I don't think I deserve the money given to him.

"It's for you, baby."

"It's up to you to wear it for whatever it may be."

"No, I'm not your wife. I don't think it's appropriate to take that kind of money from you."

"What's wrong if I want to give you some pocket money?"

"Yes, no, anyway. But I'm.."

"Udah, no need but tapian. Accept it anyway mbak. The wind cannot be refused."

"Tuh, Dengerin Arya. The wind cannot be refused. Just accept what's hard, baby."

"But this is too much, my. You have given me so much. I never asked for it either."

"That's exactly what it is, because you never asked me to love everything the same as you. You want to take a gift from me, I'm so happy."

"Yes, I accept you. Thanks, this is a lot of money."

"It's nothing, baby, compared to you."

I can only smile at him. I put the money from him in the bag. I don't understand why Rendy is so royal to me. I just hope he's really sincere with me.

I put the money from Rendy into the bag. I don't know exactly how many. That's definitely over two million. That's a pretty good amount for me.

Rendy and Arya are ready to go back to Semarang. Both of them were busy saying goodbye to my other family.

When everything is ready, Rendy and Arya get in the car. They drove the car so far away from me.

I don't know why I feel a little bad. It was like saying something was going to happen.

Remembering Rendy's hand, as if hinting at something. Like he's going to get away from me. My heart beats irregularly. I can only pray, may they survive to the goal. And I hope this feeling is wrong.

I went inside and took the phone. I sent a message to Rendy to let me know when I get home.

[Mas, please let me know when you get home. I feel a little bad.]

[Oh dear, pray well dong so that your future husband is safe until the destination. I'll let you know when I get home. Miss you dear.]

[Miss you too Rendy.]

I put down my phone and I started to get busy with homework. Clean up the house because it looks so messy. Some of my brothers have also gone home. Because they also have other activities as well.

**********

It was dark and the clock was seven o'clock at night. I put myself in bed because my activities are quite solid today. It's pretty exhausting.

In my mind I thought of Rendy and Arya. I took my phone and opened the message. No incoming messages or calls from Rendy. Maybe she got home and forgot to tell him.

I try to calm down and not think like that even though my mind is not careless. I put my phone back. Intention to contact him I broke it. Maybe he's on a break or he's busy preparing for work tomorrow.

But because this finger itches, I go back to pick up the phone and call Rendy. Unfortunately, the number is out of reach. Uncontactable.

I sent him a message. But the message was not sent either. My heart beats unbecoming. My body is shaking violently. It's not usually Rendy's number like this. Usually directly answered. What is this. My feeling is getting bad too.