Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 34

Twenty minutes later, we reached the hospital where Jimmy was being treated. I ran with a fucked up mind. Trying to figure out the name of the accident patient named Jimmy.

And finally we were escorted by the sisters to the IGD where Jimmy lay weakly helpless. I can only see it from the glass. Because he has not been allowed in and Jimmy's condition is very critical.

This body fell down and leaned against the wall. I shed these tears non-stop. I want to scream so loud. I want to feel like I'm crying. Lamenting my bad luck when happiness is in sight. Now everything is gone.

A doctor came out of the IGD room. I went up to him and asked him how Jimmy was doing. I just hope everything's okay.

"So, how's my friend doing?"

"Sorry, is there such a thing as Icha?"

"Yes Doc, I'm alone."

"Brother Jimmy is in critical condition. He lost a lot of blood and broke a bone in his waist. He called me Icha. Maybe something will be delivered. Please come in to see the patient."

"Okay Doc, thank you."

The three of us rushed in and met Jimmy. I held her hand and grabbed her hair. I really wanted to hug her body.

Little by little Jimmy's fingers moved. Eyes are starting to open. I cried, and I hugged him.

"Jim, why is it like this? You have to be strong for me, Jim. Please don't leave me."

"I. cha's.. Ma. afkan. I. not yet. can. mem. baha.. giakan.. you..."

"Jim, don't talk too much. You should rest. I don't want you why. Please hold on, for my sake."

Jimmy's hand moved slowly through his pants pocket. He took out an object and gave it to me. A red heart-shaped box. After I opened it was a ring with red eyes. It was so beautiful that the gift ring from him.

"To. long. teri. ma.. this. and. wear... on your fingers..!"

I followed what Jimmy said. I wear a gift ring from him. It just so happened that his size fit perfectly on my finger. It looks so beautiful. Either I should be happy or sad about the current situation.

Happy that a ring Jimmy gave me was coiled around my finger. Sad to see Jimmy's increasingly critical condition. I relentlessly pleaded with the Power to keep Jimmy well.

I hold Jimmy's fingers. On the contrary, he also clasped my finger. But suddenly Jimmy let go of his grasp. His hands are starting to go weak. And his breath began to sting.

My friends and I panicked. Jimmy's situation is starting to get more critical. We yelled for the doctor to check on Jimmy immediately.

Doctors and nurses entered to check on Jimmy. We were told to wait outside.

My body is shaking violently. Cold sweat soaks the body. Tears flow non-stop. I kept saying God's name, begging Jimmy to be okay.

After a few minutes, the doctor exits the IGD. His face looked tense and approached us. I got up and hurried to ask Jimmy.

"Sir, how is my friend? Everything's okay, isn't it, Doc? My friend must be cured, right, Doc?"

"I'm sorry, we've tried our best. But destiny says something else. Your friend is dead."

"A...what Doc? This is impossible. The doctor must be kidding. Jimmy was talking to me, Doc. Tell me Jimmy's okay, right."

"Patience to you." The doctor said as he left in front of me.

Rere hugged me and tried to calm me down. I still can't believe what I'm going through. The happiness that was in sight was now gone.

I'm constantly crying over Jimmy's departure. Until I ran out of energy. I can't move anymore. My body fell helplessly down.

My eyes were closed, yet I could still listen to the conversations of the people out there. I can't stand the tightness in this chest anymore.

The world is so unfair to me. This is not the second time I have experienced. Happiness that was in sight, suddenly vanished already. Maybe I am not allowed to be happy.

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I open the mat slowly. I still feel a little dizzy in my head. I looked around the white-painted room. I saw an infusion needle stuck in the back of my hand.

A nurse came in and approached me. He looked surprised to see I was conscious. Hurry up he checked my current condition.

"Mbak is conscious? I checked the tensinya yes, mbak."

"Yes, sus." I said slowly, because it still has no energy.

"The capacity is low. Rest first mbak, do not forget to eat to have energy."

"Ehm, sus. Since when have I been treated here?"

"Well, it's been a while. Maybe less than a month."

"what sus? I was treated here for a month. Seriously nun?"

"Yes, I was in a coma all that time. But thank God, the content of good mbak is fine there is no problem at all."

"What sus? Contents? You mean my sister is pregnant now?"

"Yes, I'm pregnant. It's been seven weeks."

Oh my God, what another trial is this. I'm seven weeks pregnant. And as I recall, I only did it with Rendy and Jimmy.

But now Jimmy's gone a long way and can't come back. As for Rendy, she has amnesia. Not remembering who I am. Do I have to hold Rendy accountable.

But it seems very unlikely. She doesn't remember who I am. All he remembered was the woman he was with right now.

"Ehm sus, as long as I am cared for, is there anyone who accompanies me?"

"There's mbak. Friends mbak same girl guy sometimes alternating. Sometimes I don't know his name. The guy is dashing, sweet there are dimples if he smiles. Sometimes there's also a mother's mother her man is tall slim, her hair is short."

"That's sus, well thanks for the information."

"Yes, same thing. Don't forget to eat it. Excuse me first."

"Good, sus."

Not long after the sisters came out, a male came in and approached me. I can't believe his arrival. He is the one I have loved in the past. Now it's in plain sight. He is Arman.

It feels awkward when you're alone with him. I want to talk but it doesn't start anywhere. I was so nervous I didn't dare to talk. The heart beats irregularly.

We looked at each other. Her distinctive smile kept me from twitching. To break the silence, I ventured to start a conversation.

"Mas, what do you want here. You better just go home. I don't want to have a storm with Chika."