Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 43

"I'll try to come."

"Thank you, Vin."

"Yes the same. Excuse me first, yes. My friend is waiting. See you soon Rohman and Lissa."

Rohman nodded his head and smiled. So did I, waving her hands. Either my heart is not good enough to see Rohman meet his ex-wife.

The question is why they are both divorced. Should I ask Rohman. It seems very unlikely. There is no harm in asking either. Let me also know what to fix in the household later.

My intention later if there is a good time, will be to ask about Vina. Why they could get divorced. But if Rohman won't answer later, I won't bother him either.

The car left the mall where we were shopping. I didn't feel like I was gone for half a day. The hot weather makes me a little dizzy. I really want to lay my body on a soft bed and close my eyes.

The vehicle is still moving and the journey is still quite far. This time Rohman stopped his vehicle. He stopped at a food stall. It just so happened that my stomach was hungry. This is a good time to fill your stomach.

We went in and sat in the chair facing each other. A servant came near. I ordered rice and chicken. Because it's my favorite food. A few minutes later, Rohman ordered rice rendang.

While waiting, we both chatted about the little things. Until I finally ventured to ask something that I had been silent about. Curiosity is very high. Besides, I also want to know maybe this can be used for lessons.

"Mas, I want to ask you something. Maybe this question is very personal. But honestly, I want to know."

"Can you ask what?"

"But if you don't answer, I won't force you."

"Yes, honey. What do you want to ask? Ask, as long as I want to answer, I'll answer."

"But I promise not to get angry, yeah."

"I can't be angry with you."

"Yes already, mas. Um, if I may know you used to be the same Vina divorced because what mas? I apologized earlier, Mom. I don't mean anything. It's just that we're getting married in a matter of days. How good it is that we are open to each other. Maybe with yesterday's failure can be a lesson. So that the future can be better."

"Hmm, baby I understand what you mean."

"Do you want to answer, Mom? I won't push if you mind."

"Fine first, baby. I promise you when I get home I'll tell you. What matters now is your stomach. Don't starve."

"Yes already, mas."

I'm actually a little disappointed. But whatever my day, I also cannot force the Rohman to answer. If he really keeps his promise to answer later, I will feel relieved. So that nothing else is covered between the two of us.

We both decided to eat. No chatter at all when eating. We focus on our plates. I quickly finished my meal and wanted to go home quickly. I felt my back hurt so much. Probably also because of the effects of exhaustion.

After eating we rushed home. The vehicle is traveling at medium speed. Fifteen minutes later we finally reached Rohman's house. I'll get down and get into the house.

I said my greetings, and my greetings were answered by her sister Mirna mas Rohman. I didn't find my mom and dad. It doesn't seem to be at home.

"Assalammual."

"Waalaikums." Mirna greeted me with a smile.

"Sleepy kok? Where are you going, Mir?"

"Oh, where do I think I'm going. Yes, it is, it is for you. And this later please give to mom and dad, yes. I'm so tired of wanting to fall."

"What is this mbak?" Mirna was curious and opened the plastic bag that I care about her.

"Waw, that's great. This makes me mbak, mas?"

"Yes for you at our wedding, Mir."

"You are my taste. I like 'em, deh. Thanks a lot, ma'am."

"That's Rohman who bought it, Mir. Thank you for being Rohman."

"But my future wife chose it." Sahut mas Rohman's.

"Yes, I thank you both mbak and mas. I love this so good."

"It's the same, Mir. Yes, I went to the room first to rest. Don't forget to give this to mom and dad."

"Okay, mas. Have a break."

I moved and rushed into the room. I took off my hijab and tied my hair. My head is a little bit dull. Maybe her hair tie is tight, so my head is a bit dizzy.

I put my body in bed. And Rohman also laid his body next to mine. When I wanted to close my eyes, Rohman spoke. He kept his promise when he ate.

"Darling, do you really want to know why I divorced Vina?"

"Of course, but if you mind answering it, I won't force it."

"Okay, baby, I'll tell you. You should have known. And nothing is covered between us."

"Yes, my mom."

"My house used to be fine. We're very romantic. In the early days of marriage, Vina wanted to live independently. And we finally decided to contract a house. As time went on, my household that had been good was often in trouble. We often bicker over trivial things."

"It's not just that, even Vina often rules my life. It has to be this way, and if he has a wish not fulfilled then he will be angry. And the more days I can't stand it. The more days Vina's getting selfish."

"Until one day there was a very severe scuffle. Even Vina dared to hit me. It seems like he doesn't appreciate me very much."

"Sorry, Vina hit you?"

"Yes, he hit me with a broom."

"But did you reply to him?"

"Maybe I could have replied to him. But I still appreciate if she's a woman. And I didn't reply to him. Even Vina didn't hesitate to throw me out of the house."

"When you got kicked out, did you really leave?"

"Yes, I'm really going. But I didn't go home to my parents. I just don't want them to interfere and be burdened with my troubles. I decided to rent a boarding house."

"Did Vina look for you while you were gone, mas?"

"Absolutely not. Even accidentally I caught him checking out of a hotel with a man. And that was the second time I saw such a sight. I also asked him to make proof. And without a second thought, I'm suing for divorce."

"Did you still love her, mom?" Rohman turned his head and I could see his face was very tense. Maybe she still loves him.