Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 41

'Deg's.

My heart is back irregular. Did I hear wrong about what Rohman said. I shut up for a moment and thought. How can I not be his wife, but he will give all his salary for me. Though as far as I know the salary of BPR employees is quite good.

"Darling, why silence?"

"Eh, not mas. I just thought if I heard wrong just now."

A sweet smile with dimples adorned her face. It is very charming to face Rohman if he smiles.

"You didn't hear wrong."

"Sorry, this time I refused your offer. Not what it means. It's just that I don't have a right to it. Because I'm not your wife yet."

"You will soon be my wife. And everything I have will be yours. But on condition.." Rohman stopped talking. He looked at me seriously.

"What terms, mas?"

"Never disappoint me. And stay with me forever. I want you to be the last of my life. Until death do us part."

I was silent at the words of Rohman. How much love that felt to me. I hope this is the last one too. I also want to bury it in the memories that have already been.

Because if you remember, it's painful. A very painful journey of love. May it not be repeated in my life.

"God willing, mas. Because the life of man is only God knows. We can only pray our best."

Rohman clasped my hand tightly. Again her sweet smile made me melt. I was overwhelmed and overwhelmed by him.

"Don't forget tomorrow at four o'clock in the afternoon I pick you up."

"Yes, my mom."

"Yes we're jaoan again, yuk."

"Huh, walk? Where are we going? It's night, huh, mas?"

"It's also half nine. What did you not buy first?"

"No, no one wants me to buy. It's late at night to find anything."

"Would you like to go home?"

"That's it, mas."

"We stopped by the minimarket ahead there first yes ."

"What do you want to buy, mom?"

"You buy your snacks, usually pregnant people like laper. Your ass will be sparse."

"I know you."

"Yes, baby."

Rohman went to the counter and paid for all the food we ordered. After that we rushed on the bike. Then Rohman started driving towards the nearest minimarket.

It did not take long, we arrived and immediately entered the mini market. Rohman put some biscuits, bread, and milk in the basket. There's enough he bought for me.

Then Rohman walked to the shelf where the bath was needed. He put out scrubs, soap, toothpaste, shampoo, and tissue.

He walked again towards the cosmetics stand. Take a facial wash and put it in the basket. But I refused because it was not the face wash soap I used to wear.

"Mas, who's the facial wash for?"

"Make you, lah. Cook me this."

"Sorry, I never wear that. It doesn't fit in the face."

"Who are you wearing then?"

"Not just do it, Mom. I still have it."

"Take it, baby."

There was a bad taste when I was about to take it. But Rohman kept forcing him to take it.

"I wear this, mas. Nice on the face."

"Oh that, yeah, that's all the cream."

"Please love whatever you want. My money won't run out just to buy stuff like this."

"That's enough, my mom. This is more than enough."

"Are you sure you don't miss it anymore?"

"Mmm, I think it's quite a mas."

"Yes, let's go to the cashier. Remember not to spend a penny. Let all your needs I pay. Remember there is no rejection."

"Yes, it's up to you. I follow how good."

"Good, that's the answer I want."

After paying, Rohman drove me back to the boarding house. The vehicle is traveling at medium speed.

I tightly embraced Rohman's body. I felt something very different than before. The warmth and comfort I feel right now.

It's different from how I felt when I was with Rendy or Jimmy. Yes, I do love them. But my love for Rohman is far greater than theirs.

'Oh, my God, what am I thinking right now. Realize Lisa you're with Rohman. Not with Rendy or Jimmy. Deep burials in old memories of being with them. Remember Lisa there is Rohman who is now with you.'

My mind went back to irregular. They come up often and disturb my mind. I don't know why I feel so unsettled.

It didn't take long, we finally got in front of the hostel. Rohman parked the vehicle in front of the gate and locked it.

Rojman rushed to bring my groceries to the boarding room. I refused because I was not feeling well. It was bought and helped too.

"Yes, let me bring it in."

"It's just me, let's walk open the door first."

"Yes, thank you."

I walked ahead of him to my room. Then I opened the door and let Arman in.

"Get in first, did you rest here."

"No, baby, I'll just go home. You rest yes. Don't get tired of it."

"Yes, my mom."

Before coming home Arman hugged me and gave me a friendly kiss on my lips. I also kept quiet without a word.

"I'll go home, baby. I love you."

"Yes, thank you for everything."

"If you have anything, or need something don't hesitate to tell me. Remember you're mine."

"Yes, you heart the way."

Rohman began to walk out and towards his parked vehicle in front. I kept staring at him until he left. Her dashing body, her sweet face with dimples on her cheeks made me not want to be away from her.

Just now that he was gone, this self already missed him. I always wanted to be around him. Want to lean and on his shoulder and tell him a lot of things.

But the delusion of ity was blown away instantly when there was an incoming call. On the screen of the phone is written the name of Bu Rita.

'Deg's.

'Rendy's mom, what's up she tumben once called me the other night. I said in my heart. Then I rushed to pick up the phone. Know if there is anything important.

""Assalammualaikum, ma'am."

"Waalaikumsalam, son. Sorry in advance, did you interrupt your break, son?"

"Oh, obviously not ma'am. I haven't slept, though. Oh yes mom, how are you?"

"Alhamdulillah mother, healthy. I hope you're the same mother, son."

Thank God, Lisa is healthy Mom. Oh yes mom, there's a nighttime tumen mom called me? Did something happen?"

"Ehm, there's actually something you want to talk about, baby. It's about Rendy."

'Deg's.

Rendy, what is this. Why is my feeling suddenly not good to hear the name Rendy.