Trapped in the Love of the Past
Trapped in the Love of the Past
Eps. 77
My heart blossoms flowers hearing Mas Rohman want to invite me then night. Because it's been a long time since I've had dinner outside the same Mas Rohman. He will also take me on the road.
Yet again guilt re-emerged in my heart. My mind was not upset because I had met Mas Rendy this afternoon. I'm really confused by how I feel right now.
Yeah, I admit I'm guilty of this. I love Mas Rohman who is now my husband. He was very kind and attentive to me. But on the one hand I remembered the word Mas Rendy said about my husband.
On the other hand, right now I also love Mas Rendy very much. I don't know why this feeling came back when I was happy with my husband. Maybe it was the meeting that got me back stuck in my past love. I'm confused how.
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After performing the congregational magrib prayer with Mas Rohman, I prepared to be ready. Because I'm going to walk with my husband. And it just so happens that tomorrow is Sunday. So we both freely want to pupang any hour is not a problem. Because Rohman is also off work.
"Mas, where are we going?"
"Tomorrow holidays, how about we walk out of town, baby. It doesn't have to be far away. Maybe we go to Jogja or Magelang let the trip not too far."
"Let's stay one night, baby."
"Kok you didn't say you wanted to go out of town. We can leave a little early."
"Not what, baby. Let's just use the car, let's go to mom's house first."
"It just so happens that the bike will be borrowed tomorrow with my sister."
"Oh that way, did you not invite your father to mother, Mas?"
"Yesterday I bargained, but he said there's a study tomorrow. So can't come."
"Oh, that. Yes, I have, Mas."
"You're ready, baby."
"For a while, it's almost done. We'll take a step, so we'll have to bring a change of clothes."
"Why not buy it, baby?"
"Ribet later Mas, mending just take it."
"It's up to you, baby."
I finally finished too. I brought two change-shirt stels. Likewise with Mas Rohman, I brought him two stel clothes change.
"I'm done, Mom. Everything is ready. You want to go now, Mom?"
"Can, baby. Come on, let's go to mom's house first."
The vehicle is traveling at medium speed. We headed to Mas Rohman's parents' house to borrow a car. The journey doesn't take long. Because the distance is not too far either.
Thank God we have arrived. I entered the house with a greeting. It just so happened that my father and mother-in-law were having dinner. So Rohman and I were told to eat.
"Assalamualaik."
"Waalaikumsalam, come in son."
I kissed my father and mother-in-law's palms as my dedication to my parents. I consider them like my biological parents. Because they treat me so well. And also think of me as his own son.
They can also accept me for who I am. With my situation like this. Contains a child who is not from Mas Rohman. But Mas Rohman's family didn't bother about it. Because they also realized that Mas Rohman was barren as well.
"Come in, kid. We eat the same, I happen to be the same mother again cook."
"Yes mom, thank you."
Rohman and I sat at the dinner table. Mom brought me rice in the dish. I felt bad for being served like this.
Mas Rohman even took his own rice. I should have brought rice for him. But I was served like the queen of this house.
"Mom, I can take it myself."
"Here you sit down."
"Already, darling. You sit down, I can take it myself. This is at my mother's house." I just kept quiet and according to what Mom and Rohman said.
"You're healthy, aren't you, son?"
"Thank you I'm healthy, ma'am."
"Thank God then. How do you live there, not at home?"
"It's not good, mom."
"If you don't have friends, you can come here first. Later if Rohman comes home to be picked up."
"Yes, thank you for the offer." You also joined our conversation.
"Where are you going this night?"
"You're on your way, sir. Once you can, let's not slap."
"Where are you planning?"
"Maybe go to Jogja, sir. Are you sure you don't want to come?"
"You're the one who left, nitip's mother bought by him alone. There's a study tomorrow."
"You're careful on the road, don't speed."
"Yes, ma'am."
After eating I hurried to say goodbye to mom and dad. It just so happened that his brother Mas Rohman was out with his friend. I kissed the back of my hands to my two in-laws. And I wave my hand as the car starts to leave the yard.
The journey from Semarang to Jogja takes a long time. It could be up to three to four hours if it doesn't get stuck.
At exactly seven o'clock we both left from the house of Mas Rohman's parents. We'll probably be there at about ten in the evening. It is easy to do so faster than expected.
Along the way I was eager to ask about Mr. Rohman's past. But I'm a little scared that he'll be mad at me. But if I don't ask, how do I know about Mas Rohman.
So far, Rohman has always treated me well. Never been rude to me. But somehow I feel very curious about who Mas Rohman really is. I finally got the courage to ask. So that I am not haunted by constant curiosity.
"Bag.."
"Yes, baby."
"I want to ask you something."
"Ask what? How you seem to be serious, dear."
"Yes, Mas. It's a little serious."
"What do you want to ask, honey?"
"But promise, you have to answer honestly."
"You just don't want anyone covered up."
"covered? All this time I felt like nothing was covered, baby."
"You know what my past is, what I am."
"Then you want to ask me what else, baby?" I noticed that Mas Rohman's face looked ordinary. He also spoke in a subtle tone. Could it be that this is just Mas Rendy's wits to separate me and Mas Rohman. But there's no harm if I ask directly.
"Mas, I hope you won't be angry and will be honest about everything."
"I have no intention whatsoever, and just want to know."
"You're kenpa, baby. How come it's like this."
"I just wanted to ask you something. Even if you're telling the truth, I won't be angry."
"It's up to you, baby. Whatever question you ask, I'll answer it honestly." Rohman stroked my hair and smiled at me.
