Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 59

The sound of knocking on the door blew my daydream. Pintupun open, it turns out Rohman. He went in and sat down next to me who had finished praying. I don't know why I feel so lazy talking to him. But Rohman asked me to speak. I also answered the question.

"Honey, why did you pray magrib didn't invite me?"

"Ehm, I guess you're still busy. I'm just afraid to bother you with him."

"Him? Who do you mean, baby?"

"Who do I mean you really don't know what you don't know, mas?

"You do not realize mas, were you photographed with your ex-wife in front of me? okay, I'm not what can still stand still be understood. But this is in public. I have pride, mas? Fortunately my parents have all gone home, just try if you see this incident. What will it be?"

"You should be able to think, Mom. I know he's your ex-wife. You should know yourself and know the place."

Not yet had Rohman answered all the words that came out of my mouth, I first left him in the room. Than the two later that there was even more emotion. And the end of it must be quarreling.

I went out to fill my stomach. Because this stomach feels very hungry. After a day as queen in a pelaminan, I have to fill up first.

A little rice, a piece of meat and a glass of warm tea can fill the stomach void. It feels very nauseous if the stomach is empty. The view is also slightly disturbed the body also feels very trembling.

'Alhamdulillah I am full. I decided to go back to the front to greet the guests who might still be many more.

I began to sit in a chair in which there were already my in-laws. Then Rohman appeared and sat down next to me. I know it's not good because I'm angry with him. But I think this is really outrageous.

Where surely the wife would be angry if she saw her husband was with another woman. Especially when that woman was in a relationship. And more precisely can be called by the word ex.

If I remember what happened earlier, it's really painful. It could be that Rohman took pictures with his ex-wife. It was clear I was beside him. But why would he do that. Especially this in public. I am deeply ashamed of Rohman and his ex-wife.

Or don't let this ex-wife deliberately make my heart hot with her clinging to Rohman's mas. I can no longer imagine it.

I who continued to think about the problem earlier ventured to ask directly to Rohman. From this heart is not calm. And continue to be haunted by curiosity. I'm actually lazy to ask. I'm afraid that the end will be a quarrel.

"Mas, do you still love your ex-wife?" Suddenly, Rohman turned to me with a few glaring eyes. Maybe he was surprised by my question or how I didn't understand.

"Why did you ask me that, baby?"

"No, I just wanted to make sure. Do you still love your ex-wife, mas. Answer ita or not. No need to twist. The answer is very simple."

I noticed that Rohman seemed to be breathing out violently. He was silent for a moment maybe he was composing words to answer them. Or maybe he was trying to cover something up.

"Darling, she was my wife. And of course I love him. But that was when we were husband and wife."

"Different from now, I just love my wife. Not to love my ex-wife. To me, she is still an ex-wife. There's nothing more, dear."

"Yes, I know she's your ex-wife. But what makes me disappointed, why didn't you try to resist earlier when he took you a photo together. Especially very friendly and in general deoan. There is me here too. Can you think about it, Mom? You know how I feel, Mom?"

"If it had happened to you, I'm sure you would have been angry too. Yeah, right, mas?"

"Dear, I know I'm stupid. Sorry if I hurt you, baby. Next time I'll be tough if my ex-wife does that with me again. I'm sorry, honey."

"I know, you're still in love with her. Nothing needs to be covered anymore."

"Geez, baby, why are you talking like that? Okay I understand I'm wrong, but please don't think like that. I just love you."

I did not reply to Rohman because there were several invited guests present. And I immediately stood up to greet and regret it. I have to keep smiling. I can't show my anger in public. Especially this is at my wedding reception. So I have to look happy.

The night is getting late. Thank God no more guests came. Because time has shown at nine o'clock in the evening.

I immediately rushed to get some warm water for a bath. Because this body feels very sticky and also sore. Plus the weather is very cold. So there's no way I'm going to take a shower with cold water. Later there was even me getting in the wind.

I took a quick shower and didn't have to last long. Considering the day was already quite night and I was also pregnant, so it was not good to take a night bath. Older people said pamali.

After taking a shower, I immediately entered the room. Apparently there was already a Rohman sitting on the edge of the bed. He looked at me and smiled at me. I also tried to be careless to him. I didn't smile back from him.

As I was standing in the mirror, Rohman hugged me from behind. He kissed my cheek warmly. I keep pura cuek. Let him know if I'm upset with him.

"Darling, are you still upset with me?"

"Just think for yourself how I feel."

"Yes, I know, I'm sorry. You are just like you there is nothing else.

"It's late at night, I'm tired of taking a break."

"Dear, I'm going to sleep too. Don't sulk anymore, baby. I don't want you to keep crashing. I feel lonely if I don't hear you talking."

"Yes, don't talk. When to sleep if you keep talking."

"Dear, this is going to sleep. Rohman hugged me tightly. Before going to bed he also kissed my lips.