Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 78

A sweet smile from Mas Rohman that always makes this heart feel cool. A sweet smile with dimples on her cheeks made me lulled and lulled by her. The heart hesitates to ask a question.

I'm confused by my thoughts and feelings right now. I don't want to keep going like this. Sanggu tormented my mind a lot. My mind also became very chaotic and unsettled.

"Darling, are you okay?"

"Ehm, i.iya Mas. I'm fine, all right."

"Yes, I think you're why. I'm just surprised that you're so dumb, baby."

"Oh, anu Mas. Just put a sentence together to make it a question."

"You're there, baby."

"What do you want to ask, baby? I've been waiting for you, you know."

"Oh that, yes, my mother."

"Actually I want to know about you who are much deeper, Mas. Maybe there's something I might not know about you yet."

"Yes, you ask."

"Mas, have you ever known Mas Rendy?" Mas Rohman turned to me and looked at me in astonishment.

Rohman suddenly turned his car into a mini market. He he was for a moment, maybe while thinking about something. And true to my guess, he began to answer my question.

"Why did you come to ask about Rendy?"

"A.I, just want to know. Because I feel like you've known him."

"Well, I'll answer your question, baby."

"Yes, Rendy and I were best friends. But that was before, baby. We both stayed away for something."

"Is it because of a woman, Mom?"

"Where do you know, baby? Did Rendy tell you everything? Did he instigate you about my past?" I started to get a little tense because of Mas Rohman's question. I'm confused as to what to answer.

"I.. I'm just guessing, Mom. Because I used to see you with Mas Rendy talking in front of my hostel."

"Yes I feel like you know him. And I also have a feeling that you have something. Actually I wanted to ask you about this a long time ago, but I'm holding it."

Rohman stopped looking at me. He breathed out violently. I think he was thinking about something. No matter what he answers, I will still accept it.

"Darling, why do you have to bring up the past? We're happy for now."

"So you won't answer me, Mom?"

"Good, baby. I'll answer your question. Let you know, you don't think that's not anymore."

"Yes, honey. Rendy and I used to know each other. Even very familiar and close. Because we were both friends."

"We are good friends, happy or difficult to go through together. But one day there was an incident that made us stay away. Unexpected and happening."

"I admit it was all my fault. I don't know why my evil nature just came out. I'm so sorry for Rendy. I admit I'm so sorry and so guilty of her."

"No wonder Rendy hates me. I tried to apologize to her, but it was all in vain. He won't forgive me and keeps away from me."

"Is it because of Chika that you guys stay away?"

"Yes, honey. All because of Chika. I was mean to him. I got to play the show behind Rendy. I can take Chika from Rendy. Even I slept with Chika many times."

Yes, I was shocked by what Mas Rohman said. She said she slept with Chika many times. I never thought so bad about Mas Rohman for his own friend.

"But you take it easy, baby. I've never slept with a woman out there. I love you so much. I don't want to lose you."

"So from that, I never played out there. Hopefully after what I've said you don't hate me, baby. I've said everything. There's nothing else I cover for you. I've opened it all, I'm honest."

I was silent to Mas Rohman's explanation. Indeed, all this time Mas Rohman has never been like outside. Go home from work and go straight home. Even if he's late, I'll tell him right away.

I am more confused by the current situation. But I realize, if Mas Rohman is now your friend I am. And I made a promise, whatever Mas Rohman said, I must accept it.

"Alright, mas. I understand now."

"Are you mad at me, baby?"

"God does not, Mom. Whatever you say I accept, I'm."

"You're serious, baby."

"Yes, Mum."

"I hope you say you're not angry right from the heart. Not just a word, baby."

"We're going on vacation, baby. I hope your mood is fine. Because I don't want it later during our holidays there's a fight. Even if it's a small fight."

"Yes, Mas. I know it."

"Well, can we go on again, baby?"

"I can't, Mommy?"

"What else is it, baby? Is there something you want to ask me again?"

"No, Mas."

"What else, baby?"

"I'd like to buy snacks, Mas."

"Gosh, baby. I'm more gemes with you."

Rohman stroked my hair again. We both got out of the car and went into the mini market to buy snacks. Naturally, women who are pregnant easily feel hungry. So you have to be ready for snacks.

I picked up the basket and started putting in my favorite snacks. There's chiki, bread, biscuits, and milk. I also forgot to buy chocolate. My favorite snack I never miss.

The basket was full, and I went to the cashier to pay for it. When I was about to pay, Mr. Rohman first took out the money. I also have money from his salary.

"Just keep your money, baby."

"If this money I keep and never use, then there will even be money into Mas's plural."

Rohman smiled at my words. He didn't want me to spend money to buy my needs.

After all the groceries were paid, we got back in the car and continued on our way to Jogja. Only half the journey I felt sleepy.

I wanted to close my eyes, but I felt sorry for Rohman. If I stay asleep, then he has no friends to chat with. I'm afraid she'll also be drowsy. But these eyes are no longer strong enough to wake up. I yawned many times.