Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 73

At seven in the morning I rushed to work. I deliberately used my brother's two-wheeler. Because my vehicle is in the garage. If I use the car I'm afraid it's too late. Because if the morning like this can be sure the streets are crowded because of the hours people leave for work.

I deliberately passed through the path of a mouse that I rarely pass. I don't know why this heart is taking me down this road. And I also felt something was going to happen to me. Because I feel so nervous.

I was traveling at medium speed. After passing through the T-junction, I saw someone I might know. From his posture seemed very familiar. I hope my guess is not right and I saw it wrong.

In front of me was a pair of young men riding on two wheels. From the body posture of a woman who is hugged is very similar to Chika. Starting from her hair, body stature, clothes, pants, and also her bag is very similar to Chika's.

I'm getting curious and want to see if it's true Chika. But who is he with, and why is he so friendly. Hugging while hugging that sepsrti.

Wait, looks like that bike is no stranger to me either. White matik motor with a little modification with so many plates. There's a sticker on the slebor. Yeah, I know whose vehicle it is. Because I borrowed that vehicle. Rohman, yes the vehicle belongs to Rohman.

My heart is pounding more and more. I'm getting more determined to see the close-up. I drove the vehicle faster and found out. When I passed, I took the time to look around for a while. And I really can't believe what I saw today.

That's right Chika and Rohman are having a very friendly conversation. They betrayed behind my back. Though this year's plan I'm going to propose to Chika. But after seeing this, my intention was to undo it. Chika betrayed me.

Fortunately, I was wearing my brother's vehicle and helmet. So they won't recognize me. The jacket I wear is also new. They won't know who I am.

I intentionally accelerated the vehicle. Then I stopped in front and pulled out the phone. While waiting for them to pass, because I will photograph it as evidence later to expose their affair.

Finally the waiting came. I was relaxed so they wouldn't suspect me. As they passed by I immediately photographed them several times. Fortunately, Rohman's vehicle drove slowly. So the shooting was perfect and not blurred.

I put my phone back in my pocket. Then I hit the gas at high speed to get to the destination. Even though their actions hurt my heart, I kept trying to calm down.

Not long I will break everything. I'll disassemble it in a good way either. Because I'm not the type of person who easily provoked emotions and I'm not arrogant.

After a long journey, I finally arrived at my new place of work. I met my colleagues one by one. And I was also taught my system of work with someone Thank God today's work went well.

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This afternoon I was home. I take a break while playing on my phone. There was no communication between me and Chika. I don't really care about it. Because I already know everything.

If he sends a message I'll reply. But I won't send a message first. Considering her behavior towards me, it really hurts. But what can I do, I'd rather just shut up.

This heart is eager to repay its actions. But I always hold. Because I never had the nature to hurt a woman. Remember my mother was a woman too. So I have to treat women well. Although actually I myself also felt a deep heartache.

I snooped on Chika's Facebook account. And he made a story that might be said if he was happy. 'Thank you for your time today. I'm very happy.'

I know if that status is for Rohman. But what is my day that can only watch. My head was a little dizzy from remembering them. I'd better watch a movie on yout*be. It may be able to eliminate these stitches and headaches.

A comedy movie made me laugh. I was so comforted that I forgot that I was hurt. Dizziness in the head also suddenly disappeared.

After everything I thought was better, I decided to take a shower. Remembering the day that soon turns dark. As I was moving, a message notification came in through whatsap.

[Darling, what are you doing?]

[I miss you. Not seeing you all day.] I don't feel like retaliating, but I have to be nice to him.

[I just took a shower]

[Where have you been all day?]

[I'm busy baby, I'm going to college in the morning. I continue to help them.]

[Lumayan now gets part-time work, baby. It's good to add more jajan.]

[Sorry maybe I'll be busy going forward, baby.] Very clever acting. I already know all the rot. All right, game I'll start.

[Oh, yes it's okay Chika. Vaguslah you get part-time work. You can be independent without depending on your parents.]

[Yes dong, baby. I should have been so. My parents are looking for money. They are also old.]

[What do you do anyway, Chika?]

[I help out at my friend's parents' restaurant, baby.]

[Oh that. You take care of your health, yes.]

[Dear, you also have to take care of your health.]

[Oh, baby, what about your new workplace? Is everything okay, and you feel right there.?]

[For now everything is going well. Hopefully until next.]

[Yes, baby, amen.]

[Yes, then I'll take a shower. I'll have magrib in a minute.]

[Yes, baby.]

I'm not returning any more messages from Chika. She is very good at making drama. But unfortunately, he is not good at playing the drama. I can only laugh bitterly in response.

I immediately went to the bathroom. I washed my whole body with cold water. It feels very fresh even though it will be dark. Yeah, that's because in this city it's very hot. Showering with cold water does not feel cold.

After bathing, I prepared to wait for Azan magrib. While waiting, I played my phone. It feels like this heart is eager to peek at me Rohman's social media.

There's still time, I opened the IG account. And again he uploaded a story holding someone's hand. Sooner or later we will be together. If something gets in the way, I'll get rid of it.'