Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 75

(Lissa and Rendy)

Rendy told me everything. And I already know everything. It turns out that Mas Rendy and Mas Rohman have known for a long time. And they're staying away because of Chika.

It was only fitting that when they met in the park, something was not right. Like hiding something. And it's finally been uncovered.

I don't know who's wrong here. If I see Chika's behavior while she's alive, I'm sure she's a bad woman. Because I've caught him walking with oom oom several times, and it's often changed partners.

And for my husband Rohman, I don't know what to say to him. I just didn't think he would be my best friend. I'm confused as to how to go ahead.

But different from my response to Rendy. I either have to believe it or not with the story. But from here I realized, maybe he really wanted me. I have to find out the truth first from Rohman's mouth. I'll ask a little about Mas Rendy to Rohman. I hope there is an answer.

I still sit and look. If at that time I want to be a little patient waiting for Mas Rendy, maybe I am married to him now. But it's all too late. It was all my fault for wanting to sleep until I got pregnant.

"Mas, what are you telling me is true as it is?"

"Liss, I'm not forcing you to believe me. But at least I'm relieved to be able to tell you everything."

"Let's know, I believe it or not. But when it comes to Chika, I've been seeing her a lot with other guys who are much older than her."

"Even I've also seen him check out the same oom oom. And lastly she got pregnant, then Rohman had to take responsibility. Because he said he'd sleep with."

"When they're about to do the ijab, Chika's rot was dismantled by my best friend. Because he's upset that the tantenya household is a mess because of Chika."

"All the decisions are on you, Liss. I'm sincere with you."

"Originally you know Lis, every time I date even though I change partners, I never even have sex."

"Even with Chika and Dilla I never touch her."

"Different from you Lissa, I dare to fuck you. That's not what I do for no reason."

"You're a nice, innocent woman. As long as you're with me, never once have you asked me for this. Especially when it comes to money, you never ask for a dime."

"Even if I give you, you often refuse. For the reason that you still have money. I salute you, and you are different from the others."

"I just want you to get pregnant, and that way I can marry you. Because I see you're not ready if I get married."

"Maybe that way it will work. I know it's a sin, but I had to. Let alone seeing you who is close to Rohman."

"I don't want you to take it. But it all just fell apart."

"When everything I want really happens, the trials come to me. If there had been no accident at that time. Maybe I'm happy with you now, Lis."

"So does my brother. He must be alive now."

I noticed that Rendy's eyes were glassy. And in the end it drips clear circles. I am confused by all this because of my current position. But seeing Rendy crying, I really can't bear it. I'm sure he's very sincere with me.

Honestly, I still love Mas Rendy. Although he had made me hurt, but I realized that at that time he was forgetting memories. I'm also much more comfortable with Mas Rendy than Mas Rohman. I don't know, my fikkiran is currently not care.

"That's it, then let it pass. All of this is by God's will. We'll never know our life tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow."

"Our life is set, my. If we are a match, we will be united."

I was silent for a moment when Mas Rendy said so. I was confused as to what to answer. If I stay here all the time, I'm getting worse with Mas Rendy.

"Yes, I beg you to continue like this."

"You know what my current position is? I'm a man's wife."

"And you should also remember Lis, the child you bear is my son."

"Enough, mas!"

"Never again do you use this baby as your weapon. I know you love me. But what can we do, mas?"

"You should realize, there are still a lot of women out there who are much better than me."

"You're handsome, man. You are kind, well established, from family to be. Your parents are good too. Someday it will.."

Emotionally ignited, I stood up and spoke in a high tone. Until something happened to my stomach. I felt such great cramps. I can no longer afford to dwell. I fell silent and held my stomach.

"Dark."

"Lis, what's wrong with you?"

"Okay, mas. My stomach is cramping, it hurts." With a swift Mas Rendy immediately helped me to get on the bed.

Maybe this is the effect of my emotions until my stomach feels cramps. It is true that I did not expect to have spoken rudely to Mas Rendy. I can't hold back my emotions.

Actually I can't blame Rendy. It's just the circumstances that made us this way. I was lying limp with my stomach.

"You rest first, Lis. I'll get you a hot drink."

"Mas, ma. I'm sorry I spoke rudely to you. Me, I just.."

Not yet I continue my words, Mas Rendy has cut my conversation. I really feel so guilty about him. I shouldn't be like that.

"It's Lis, you don't talk much. There's nothing wrong here. Just circumstances that are not possible."

"I'm sorry Lis, if I make you like this. You better take a break."

"I'll let you out for a bit, be back soon. What do you want to eat, honey?"

"A..What mas, you call me baby?"

"I'm sorry, I was flabbergasted. What do you want to eat, Lis?"

"Anything, my mom."

"Yes, please don't go anywhere. You were here before I came back. I'll take you home."

"Don't be long, ma'am. I'm afraid I'll fall asleep until you don't wake me up."

"It's noon, I'm afraid it's too late to get home. I just don't want Mr. Rohman to be suspicious of me. I hope you can understand."

No response from Rendy. He just looked at me for a moment and gave a friendly kiss on my lips. After that he left me in the hotel room alone.