Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 52

I feel like my body is feeling good. And today Rohman and I intend to fit a wedding dress. Because my wedding day is so close. In less than a week.

"Mas, our show's in less than a week. This includes very impromptu. Are there any wedding fairies you'd like to accept?"

"There, baby. I have a friend who happens to be a bride-groom. And I contacted him too. Thank God my aunt can accept it. There's no job this week."

"Alhamdulillah then."

"But the place is far away dear. Do you not mind later?"

"God, I'm fine. This will also make our show later."

"We have breakfast first. After that we immediately leave. If it's still early in the morning, the air is still seger."

"Good on."

Rohman and I slept in one bedroom and one bed last night. But I salute him very much. He doesn't dare do what I did with Rendy. He really takes care of me. Or maybe because I was pregnant then she didn't dare to do it.

Gosh, why my mind even traveling to the unclear. Again the name Rendy came to my mind. Why is it getting forgotten, instead he often interferes with my mind. I tried my best not to remember it. Maybe I still love him.

'Oh, my God, I'm why the hell. Why did Rendy show up again. I'm sorry Rohman.'

I sat at the dinner table with Rohman's family. There was a mother, father, and also a sister. Again I remember something. This moment is very similar to when I ate with the Rendy family.

The voice of Rohman's calling blew me away from the banquet. I don't know myself why he keeps showing up. I've been trying to erase the memory of him. But again and again reappear.

"Darling, let's eat."

"I. yes, yes."

"Why you?"

"Oh, no why. Sorry I was a little dreamy."

"Let's eat, don't think about anything else."

I know if Rohman can read my mind. But he kept trying to calm down. And gently counsels me without any emotion. And this was also not the first time he could understand what I was thinking. I feel so guilty.

But this is not all I want either. The shadow that always comes with arriving and disturbing my mind. It's so fucked up that I am.

I started to spoon the rice and vegetable soup into my mouth. It was so good to cook Heni, his mother Rohman. You know that this is my favorite vegetable.

"It's delicious, ma'am."

"Alhamdulillah if it's good. Let's eat a lot."

"Yes, ma'am."

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Rohman and I are getting ready for a suit fitting. He said the location was far away. But I don't mind. Count all roads.

Before we left, we said goodbye to our mother and father. Don't forget I kissed the backs of the hands of both old men. As a form of my time to the elderly.

Rohman and I got on the bike. Rohman used to use a car. But I refused, because I want to ride the bike just to be fast.

I hugged Rohman's body from behind. And the vehicle started to go. I waved at old man Rohman. And they also returned it.

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After thirty minutes of travel, we finally reached our destination. We were greeted with aunty Novita. Who was none other than a friend of Rohman. The guy is smiling cheap and very calm.

After the chat between mbak Novita and mas Rohman is finished, we are prepared to choose clothes that are suitable. All the clothes are very nice and elegant. So I had a little trouble determining it.

I chose three kebaya colors to try. Color light blue, light purple, and gold. The third kebaya I tried all. And I decided to choose the color light purple. I feel more fitting size on my body, and the color I like too.

Rohman agrees with what I choose. She said all those clothes still look pretty if I'm the one wearing them. I was also embarrassed by his words.

"Mas, I like this light purple one. How do you think you agree?"

"As far as you are, baby, whatever your choice I follow. All these clothes are beautiful if you wear them."

"Mas could have."

"Right baby, I love it when I see your smile. No wonder you're a snatch. I'm so sorry why I didn't express my feelings."

"That's it, what matters is that we're getting married soon. Pray that everything will go smoothly without any obstacles."

"Yes, baby, amen."

When Rohman was busy discussing with aunt Novita, I busied myself with playing mobile phones. Because Rohman said I must not be busy interfering. Let him take care of everything. Including the wedding costs later.

I opened whatsap. There was one missed call. I saw her name was Miss Rita, who was none other than Rendy's mother. Oh, my God, what's up. Why is Rita still calling me.

I wanted to send him a message, but I was afraid he'd call me back later. I'm with Rohman now. Situations like this make me very confused.

Mr Rohman is already giving dp to next week's event. And they shake hands with each other. After that we decided to go home.

" Yes aunty, then we'll excuse us."

"Yes Man, you take it easy. Surely later your future wife will be dressed with makeup that makes you so do not recognize her. Aunty can guarantee it all, anyway you will be satisfied."

"Auntie could have."

I smiled in response. We shake hands to say goodbye. And the vehicle started driving away from the aunt novita's house.

Mr. Rohman turned his vehicle towards the largest mall in Semarang. My heart asked me if he wanted to come here. Is there something to buy.

Once the vehicle is parked, the account goes down and will ask about stopping by. I remember Rendy again. When I first met him here. God, why Rendy again Rendy. My mind just got fucked up.

"Darling, why are you daydreaming?"

"Eh, um anu mas."

"What else do you think?"

"Eh, not mas. It's just that I'm just wondering. Why we stopped by here. Would you like to buy something?"

"Dear, I want to buy clothes for my family for a wedding at your place. It'll be in your place."

"Oh, yes, yes."

"I want you to choose what's good for my parents and my sister Mirna. I think you can pick a good one."

"Yes, god willing."