Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 58

Tonight I'm with members of Rohman's family. We watched TV in the family room. Sometimes we joke to break the silence. After passing through the tubed trials, I was finally able to find happiness. I hope there are no more dramas I come across after this. I just want to live happily with the people I love.

The night is getting late. One by one members of the Rohman family began to enter the room to rest. Even with me and Rohman, because the eyes are no longer able to wake up. We both decided to go into the room to rest.

But before that, Rohman asked me to serve him first. As a wife, I give my husband satisfaction. Tonight we are back in bed to worship.

Sweat began to pour, but Rohman refused to stop. He still wasn't satisfied. I who was tired finally gave up. And finally we ended the activity tonight.

Same tired but very fun. We lay our bodies together while slightly joking. And I didn't feel like I was asleep in Rohman's arms.

**********

Today is Sunday. And on the day of my wedding reception with mas Rohman will be held. In the morning, Rohman and I woke up and prepared for the event.

I cleaned myself first, even with Rohman's mas. After the bath we rushed to Mirna's room, her sister mas Rohman. Because that's where we'll be in makeup and then be made queen and king all day.

It turns out the fairy was talking to Mirna. It seemed to have arrived about an hour ago. Before Diras, I moaned myself to fill the stomach first. Imagine how it will be displayed in front of the crowd for hours. Especially when I'm young pregnant. Being in the limp phase due to the new content of two months.

I sat down and started to get made up. I don't like thick makeup, and have advised that the makeup is weak. The fairy understood my request.

For about an hour, I finally finished. I stood in front of the big glass and how graceful I was. With a kebaya dress that is very beautiful color. Coupled with a natural face makeup but looks elegant.

The guests have started to arrive. And the chairs began to fill with guests. The organizers began to arrange the seating of the invited guests.

I have been waiting for this show to start. It felt very impervious to the heat. I'm afraid my makeup wears off with sweat.

After waiting for a long time, it finally started. And finally Rohman and I were in the armchair. I did not expect, today I became a queen in the Rohman family.

Event after event has finally passed. And today's show is over. Rohman and I stood up to greet the guests who were to say goodbye.

Not a few also asked to take pictures with me and Rohman mas. I don't know who they are. It could be Rohman's friend or Rohman's parent's friend.

One by one the guests had disbanded. But I'm reminded of someone who might not be here. They are important people who are always there for me when I am in need and always come at the right time.

All the families have had a photo session together. Both from the Rohman family and from my family. I hope this marriage lasts until it separates us.

And my net was on two people who had just arrived. They're saluting my whole family. Yeah, the two people I'm talking about are Rere and Andry.

At first I was very sad and very worried if they did not come. But they both came anyway. It was late but I was very happy.

"I'm sorry, I just got to come."

"I was so sad not to see you guys here. But as soon as I see you, I'm so happy. You guys just want to come here, I thank you very much.

"We may not come. There was a slight obstacle so it was too late."

"That's it, there's no need to talk about it anymore. You're already here."

"Oh yes, please eat first. Must be hungry, right? Haha." I laughed mockingly at Andry and Rere.

"You know we're hungry."

"Yes, eat first. The food will be gone." Again I teased them both.

**********

It's getting late afternoon. Rohman and I changed clothes. Because it feels so unbearable to wear a kebaya. It looks beautiful, but very uncomfortable.

It was dark, but the guests were still coming. Rohman and I welcomed the guests. It seems like most of them were guest guests from his parents.

But I was surprised, when I found one female guest who came wearing a mini dres. He walked up to us. I remember thinking back, it seemed like his face was very familiar. I try to remember.

And it turns out he's ex-wife of Rohman. Because Rohman is a young widower and has no children. The woman was in sight, and smiling at me and Rohman.

He greeted my family and Rohman's family. Then he he greeted me and Rohman. Not to forget, he also gave me a cipika cipiki and Rohman mas.

"Congratulations, mas. May you last." Said Rohman's ex-wife with a friendly smile and clasped her hand. I don't know why this chest is so tight to see a scene like this. Is this real in front of my eyes.

I really want to leave them. I was ashamed of the guests present. I tried hard and it was as if nothing had happened.

But this time I was infuriated by his ex-wife mas Rohman because of his behavior. He took a picture with Rohman affectionately without caring about me his wife. I chose silence and sat back to focus on greeting the guests who came.

I wonder why Rohman did not refuse his ex-wife's invitation. He was not ashamed to see so many people. Unable to make them more friendly, I chose to go into the house.

I rushed to the bathroom to get some water. Then perform the magrib prayer because there is still time.

After the prayer I was still sitting wearing a mukena. And it doesn't feel like this clear bulge just drips away. I was just wondering why Rohman was so happy and didn't appreciate me as his wife. Maybe they both still have love.

'Astagfirullah, why do I think bad like this.'