Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 82

"Mas."

"Yes, honey. What's up?"

"I.. I'm sorry, huh?"

"I'm sorry? For what, baby?"

"Ehm.. I'm.."

"Say, honey. You why?"

"Ehh, what's wrong. I just want to apologize to you, Mom. Because I suspect you."

"Honey, there's no need to talk anymore. We better take a break. Tomorrow we will walk again, there is still a place we want to visit."

"Yes, Mum."

"Here, baby."

I slept in the arms of Mr Rohman. I felt the warmth in my body. And these eyes are getting dimmer because they are no longer able to wake up. I finally started to fall asleep. So too with Rohman.

**********

Highlight sunlight entering through the glass gap. So that made my eyes a little glare. I woke up from my sleep. I can't find Rohman next to me. I don't know where he is.

I hurried to get my phone. Maybe Rohman sent me a message. It just so happened that two days ago I did not open my phone. Because it was so happy, that he forgot not to open the message.

And sure enough, the incoming chat has piled up a lot. I read one message at a time. Started with Mas Rohman, because he's my husband. Although the message from Mas Rohman is not at the very top. But I still chose to open it first.

[Darling, I went out for a while to eat and drink.] Message from Rohman.

[Mbak, when do you get back to Salatiga?] From my sister

[Say, how are you? I miss you the same.] A message from my best friend, Rere.

[Woii, where are you going? Very arrogant, mentang mentang already no husband now never say hello to me.] Message from Andry

[Son, your sister asked to buy brownies Tugu Jogja said.] A message from my mother-in-law.

[Lis, are you on vacation with Rohman?] Message from Rendy.

[My mom is sick, I really want to see you.]

Is it true that Mas Rendy's mother is ill. Or it's just Mas Rendy's wits to meet me. My mind went back to chaos when everything was fine.

But if it's true that Miss Rita is sick, do I have to see her. Because Rendy said it was a request from her mother. I was confused myself.

Maybe I should ask permission just the same as Rohman. Maybe he'll let you know if Ms. Rita is really sick and wants to see me.

I began to reply one by one the incoming messages earlier. Fear of being arrogant or how the same thing that has sent a message.

[Yes, Mom. Not for long, yeah.] Message to Rohman.

[Not yet, this is me still in Jogja.] Message to my sister.

[Hallo say, I'm sorry I rarely hold a cell phone. The news is I'm good. You how? I miss you too. When can we meet, really want to gather with you again like before.] Message to Rere, my friend.

[Sorry Ndry, I don't mean to forget about you. I rarely hold my phone.] Message to Andry.

[Yes, I'm in Jogja again. Arman brought me. Is your mom really sick, Mom?]

[Or is it just your wits to meet me?]

[But if it's true that your mother is sick and wants to see me, I would like to ask permission from Mr. Rohman first to see her.]

I'm out of whatsap. Then I hurried to clean up. The warm water makes my body feel warm. My previously chaotic mind, now became calmer.

When I finished taking a bath, I found that Mas Rohman was already sitting on the sofa. He seems to be playing his phone. I don't know if he's calling who I don't know. But I don't really care about any of that.

"Kok you didn't wake me up, Mas?"

"And you're still asleep, baby. Kasian you if I wake up."

"And I want to take the road outside, Mas."

"Yes, sorry baby." The warm touch of Mas Rohman's hand melted my heart.

"Yes, Mas. What did you buy?"

"Buy chicken porridge with warm tea. It's bread too, suppose you don't want to eat porridge."

"I'll definitely eat it all, Mom."

"Eat a lot, baby."

"Yes, Mum."

Rohman opened a pack of chicken porridge. Then give it to me. I ate it because I was hungry too.

"Darling, are you going to see Rendy's sick mother?"

I was surprised by what Rohman said. Where does he know if Mas Rendy's mother is sick and wants to see me. Don't let Rohman read the messages on my phone. Because it's my postnel I put it on the table and that's it without my password.

"Why are you so surprised, baby?"

"Mas, you.."

"Yes, honey. I'm sorry I've opened your phone."

"At first I just wanted to see. But I accidentally opened your message. And I've read it all."

"Ma. I don't mean anything. Please if you want to be angry with me, Mas."

"Sstttt.., it's a pity you don't talk like that anymore. I'm your husband, but I can't control you either. Because you need freedom too."

"Darling, I love you very sincerely. I just want you to be the only person in my heart. So pupa on the contrary, I hope you are too."

"I. yeah, Mom."

"Do you want to see Rendy's mom, baby?"

"Ehm, I. I don't know, Mas."

"No need to bother, baby. Go if you want to see him. Bring me something worth carrying."

"You gave permission, Mum?"

"If your intention is only to visit Rendy's mother, I will let you. Though I'm afraid that you'll meet."

"But I'll always trust you, baby."

"Thank you, Mom. You already believe in me. You are the best man. Although...."

I no longer continue to say. Because I'm afraid that what I've done without Mas Rohman's knowledge will be exposed. I'm sure, although Mas Rohman is very kind, he can be angry too.

"Despite what, dear?"

"No, Mas. No need to talk about it anymore. It doesn't matter, though."

"You're making Mas curious, baby."

"We continue to eat, Mas. The cold hunt will not taste good."

Rohman smiled at me. And we both go back to eating the breakfast that was purchased earlier. There was nothing else we discussed and soon our food was gone.

After a few hours, I took a few pieces of my stuff because this afternoon will be chek in. And will visit other tours in this city. I choose to go to Prambanan Temple only. Because I didn't go there at all. Last time I visited was in sixth grade.