Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 57

Everything is calm. Mas Rohman began shaking hands with the ruler for the kabul ijab process. With just one speech, it has been greeted with 'legitimate words' from the penghulu and witnesses and others. By saying Alhamdulillah, everyone prays for the smooth process of this kabul ijab.

In fact, I shed tears after being declared legitimate as Rohman's wife. I kissed the back of Rohman's hand as a wife. And Rohman kissed me on the forehead. I cried because I was Rohman's wife.

I kissed the backs of my parents' hands and those of Rohman's parents as a form of my devotion to mother's and daughter-in-law's children. And vice versa, Rohman did the same.

Rohman and I smiled happily. It is very unexpected, after several times had failed and calamity always came, I finally could feel this happiness.

The next event was a photo together. Our family alternated photos together to make it a very beautiful moment. Then proceed with a meal together. Not to forget I also gave food to the neighbors as a form of thanksgiving for my marriage with mas Rohman.

After everything is finished, I will be taken to the Rohman mas house, precisely in the city of Semarang. Because the reception will be held there. And I will also stay there for coming with my husband.

I say goodbye to all my family and neighbors who were present at my ijab kabul event. I hugged my mother, and the sadness hit my heart. I can't hold back tears. And finally a clear circle drips from the corner of the eye.

"Mom, for the reception tomorrow Sunday let's be picked up with our brother huh. Maybe morning has arrived here." Said Rohman's mom telling my mom for the day after tomorrow's reception.

"Oh yes ma'am, thank you. Sorry to bother you and your family." My mother replied to Besan, they smiled at each other.

"It's not a hassle, ma'am. We're already besan now."

"Yes ma'am, I'm so grateful that Rohman has accepted Lissa for who she is."

"If our children are happy, why not."

How happy to see my mother and mother-in-law smiling at each other. I hope my in-laws and brother-in-law are really good to me. Not just in front of me, hopefully behind you good. Hope all daughter-in-law get good in-laws. I don't want to be like in soap operas on tv. The in-laws are only good up front.

'Astagfirullah.' What do I think?, O Allah forgive me.'

Everything is ready and will go back to Semarang. I got in the car and sat down with Rohman, who is now my husband. The car drove out of my yard. I waved to all my family. I looked at them all, with glassy eyes.

The car is traveling at medium speed. Travel for about an hour and a half. And finally we all arrived at Rohman's old man's house.

"Honey, while living here first huh. Later when the reception is over, we'll move into my house."

I just remembered that Rohman already has his own home. That means that later me and Rohman will live alone and not be one with Rohman's parents. If I am personally very happy with this decision. Maybe self-sufficiency is much better.

"Yes mas. Whatever you do, I'm following."

"Son, you shouldn't be here until you're born. I'm just afraid what's going on. But if you don't like it, it doesn't matter. I'm just giving advice, not trying to set you up."

"Mom, Lissa and I will stay in my house. You take it easy, later we will often come here to look at you."

"Yes, whatever your most important decision you are happy mother is also happy. The door of this house will always be open to you. Whenever you come home, I will welcome you. And you want Lissa, never hesitate if you're in this house. Because you are now part of this family."

"God does not, ma'am. Lissa was happy to be here. My family is very nice to Lissa. Lissa is so lucky and so happy."

"Yes, then you go in first. Better get some rest."

Rohman and I went into the room. Rohman brought me the bag I had brought from home. And it's just some clothes. I intentionally didn't bring much. Because later if I menginao at mother's house, no need to bring a change of clothes. Some of my stuff in the boarding house is also still a lot. Maybe I will ask for help to clean it up and be brought here.

I took off my kebayak, and I changed it with a daily shirt. Makeup started to clean up. While Rohman put my clothes on and put them in his closet.

"Mas, can I ask you a favor?"

"What's up, baby? Put on the show for help. I'm your husband."

"Mmm, my goods in the boarding house are still many. The day after tomorrow if we have loose time, can you ask for help in cleaning and brought to the house?"

"Yes, baby, later if we've moved house I'll rub your stuff in the boarding house."

"Thank you, ma'am."

Yes, dear."

Without further ado Rohman grabbed my lips. We exchanged lips. This time I replied because I didn't want my husband not to feel good.

Just entered the room, we were already doing a hot scene. I will never refuse, for I have legitimately been Rohman's wife. Whenever he asks, I will be ready to serve him.

Maybe for about an hour we were on the bed. Sweat soaks the body. Breath was heavy and very tired. Mr. Rohman did it twice with a fairly long duration in my opinion. He is strong and powerful enough.

Rohman laid his body beside me. I looked at the sky wall in this room. Suddenly Jimmy's name came to my mind. 'Jeez', why is there always someone who fi mada then that bothers me. What's with my head. When I'm happy with someone I love, why do the shadows in the past always appear.

I saw that Rohman had fallen asleep without a thread. Maybe he was very tired from the activity just now.

I immediately covered her body with a blanket. Then I got out of bed and put on my clothes. And I went to the bathroom.

I didn't find Rohman's family in the living room. It seemed lonely, whether everyone was away or resting. I didn't care about it either, and went to the bathroom to pee and clean my face. It feels very sticky if not cleaned immediately.