Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 69

"You really don't have a problem, do you?"

"I don't have any problems at all, honey."

"Hmm, yeah. This is the tea first. How to know you're tired of missing when you've been drinking my tea."

"You could have, baby."

"Oh yeah, this is me making a cake as well."

"Make your own, baby?"

"Yes mas, I've been learning from yutu"e how to make various cakes. And thank God it worked."

"I'm cobain, baby."

"Please, mas."

Mr. Rohman put the piece of sponge cake I made into my mouth. He chews slowly while enjoying it. I'm still waiting for Rohman's reaction. Whether my cake is delicious or not.

"Great boy, baby. It tastes so sweet like you."

"You could have, ma'am."

"The plan if I'm really good at making cakes, I really want to open a cake business. Even though small through online."

"Don't you, baby. I don't give you permission to work."

"Why, mas? I'll sell it at home."

"You're pregnant, which. I don't want you until you're so exhausted why."

"You better take a lot of rest."

"Yes already, mas."

"Ehm, baby. I want something."

"What do you want, mom?"

"I want you, baby."

I understand what Rohman wants. Actually I want to refuse, because I've taken a shower. But I'm afraid it'll be a sin. Because the one who will bear my sins is my husband.

But I also read in the article if having sex will reduce stress and fatigue. I tried to reject it. But Rohman still wants to do it. What can I do to serve him.

"Ehm, mas but I just took a shower."

"Do you want me to take a shower later. It wants magrib loh, mas."

"Let's go, baby, just for a second."

Rohman took my hand. I got up from my seat and followed Rohman to my room. And we also have a husband and wife relationship.

But I felt something very different about Rohman. He did it very brutally. Like she was angry and was emotional. I'm afraid because this is not what it used to be that it's always soft and soulful. I was overwhelmed and in pain.

And finally Rohman ended this hot activity. I was so tired and my body was in pain. Rohman also made red marks almost once.

Both of our breaths were puffed up after the activity. I haven't gotten out of bed because I'm still breathing. It's really true to feel the pain of all my body.

"Mas."

"What's up, baby."

"Mas, are you mad at me?"

"No, hon. Why are you asking like that?"

"I just feel weird about you, Mom. You're not usually like this."

"Why, baby?"

"How brutal are you, my lady? You're not usually like this. You are so different."

"It looks like you're venting your frustration at me."

"I don't know why I'm like this either. I think I'm emotional. But I don't know who's mad at."

"Well, if you're not mad at me." I got up and wanted to wear my clothes again. But Rohman held me back.

"Darling, are you mad at me for what I did?"

"No, mas. Come on, forget it. I'm gonna take a shower first. Magrib soon."

"Darling, I'm sorry I hurt you."

"Yes, my mom." I passed to the bathroom. I immediately cleaned myself up as it was about to enter the magrib. Not to forget I also washed my hair because of contact.

There was no time for Magrib to arrive. Rohman also took a shower. And we also perform the prayer magrib congregation.

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The day has changed in the morning. I do my morning activities as usual. So did Rohman, he helped me with homework. Because he knew, the wife was not a maid. He did what he could. In addition, she also does not want me why because she is pregnant.

Breakfast was served at the dinner table. I cook spinach and fried chicken. Do not forget to add it to the sauce. I immediately told Rohman to have breakfast while it was still warm.

"Mas, let's eat first."

"Yes, honey. For a while I took a shower because my body was dry. After the shower, I eat."

"Yes already, mas."

While waiting for Rohman to take a shower, I play on my phone. I open whatsap app, there's a message from Rendy.

[Lis, can we meet later?]

[You're what we met, mas]

[I miss you.]

[I'll tell you later, mom.]

Immediately I closed the application and I rushed to the dining table. Because Rohman has finished his bath and is ready at the dinner table.

I'm getting rice for Rohman. I also had breakfast with Rohman. I looked at his face, I really thought of my mistake yesterday.

The great sin I have committed along with Rendy. But it was all out of control and not my will either. It's because I was forced.

But somehow the longer I get the more tired with Rendy's mas. I shouldn't have replied to her message asking her to meet. I wish I refused and blocked all access, but my heart is too heavy to do so.

"Darling, why do you see me like that?"

"Ahh, not mas. I just miss you."

"It doesn't feel like you're that far away, man."

"You just exist, baby. I'm working, the sore's home, too."

"Well, his name is also a newlywed, mas. It feels like the two of you don't want to be left."

"Prophey, baby. I work for you too."

"I promise you, Sunday I'll accompany you to make your way. Where do you want me to go. You want to buy anything I'll buy if I can."

"Surely, you want to take me on the road."

"Yes, baby I promise."

I smiled when I heard what Rohman said that would lead me on the road. I'll find a tourist spot close by. Because it's been a long time since I've gone both ways.

No time has shown at half-eight. Mr. Rohman immediately rose from his seat and hustled with a goodbye to me. Because I'm going to work soon.

I delivered Rohman's mas to the front while carrying his bag. I kissed the back of Rohman's hand. And he immediately rode his motorcycle and drove away from the yard.

I'll go in and lock the door. I cleaned up the dirty dishes and washed them. Suddenly remembered the oesan from Mas Rendy. I speed up my work. Then immediately pick up the phone and re-open whatsap. There's been a new message from Rendy.

"Lis, I know your husband has left for work."

"What about my invitation? Are you willing to meet me?"