Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 38

After going through the checking process at a hospital, the results have finally come out. And what Rohman said turned out to be true without engineering. Rohman was declared barren due to a certain factor.

This time Chika was really embarrassed. He still doesn't believe in all this. But she still wants to marry him. She begged him to continue with her marriage.

Rohman rejects her, remembering Chika's behavior of sleeping with several men. Making himself feel disgusted and no longer want to deal with Chika.

Rohman then says goodbye to Chika's family. Then left Chika who was crying. Rohman does not care about his situation.

The cry of Chika became. His family tried to calm him down. Unable to accept reality, Chika finally unconscious.

After that incident, Rohman began to be quiet a lot. He is often moody and rarely speaks. She is ashamed of her family about Rohman's failed marriage. But his family still encourages him not to be too late in grief.

One day Andry came to Rohman's house and wanted to meet him. They finally chatted four eyes. Andry was also saddened by Rohman's situation. Although he used to have a grudge against her. Because Rohman was in love with Chika when Andry was Chika's lover. But the revenge is buried deep. He wants to make peace with the situation.

It turned out that the purpose of Andry's arrival was to tell me about my current situation. Where I am currently in a coma and pregnant. And even more heartbreaking is that my future husband passed away when he was about to propose to me. He's Jimmy, the love of my past.

Kina only had her name left. I can't stand it anymore if I have to remember all the wonderful moments with him. He has gone far and will never come back.

After Andry told her everything, Rohman looked in shock. He also told me that he has really liked me for a long time. But at that time he had Chika. So he had to keep it all. Until that time will unite later.

As long as I was in a coma, he would accompany me almost every day. She even slept in the hospital waiting for me to wake up. And in the end, the miracle is there. I woke up from a coma. And the one beside me at that time was Rohman.

Now I know all the stories between Rohman and Chika. So there is no barrier between us to move forward.

If I'm really ready, Rohman will introduce me to his family. I can only say it.

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I feel really healthy now. I decided to go to the restaurant where I work. Today I will also meet with the manager. Because I want to resign.

At exactly ten in the morning, I ordered an ojek online to take me to Resto. It didn't take long, because the distance wasn't too far from my hostel.

After reaching the destination, I paid and rushed inside. I met a friend of mine. They all kindly greeted me and asked me how I was doing.

Too bad I didn't meet my best friends, Andry and Rere. Because they both get a noon shift. I also do not make a mistake, because I can stop by anytime to his house.

Not wanting to waste too long, I immediately went to the manager. I'm talking as is, if I'm gonna stop working.

"I am very concerned about your situation. But are you sure you want a risagn?"

"Think about it first, you can just move parts at the cashier. Because I see your performance is good."

"Yes mbak. But I'm sorry, I've decided to mature."

"Well, if it's best for you, what can I do. May you always be healthy. One more thing, if you want to go back to work here, please this place is always open for you."

"Okay, I'm very grateful for everything. And I'm also sorry if as long as I work here there are still shortcomings."

"I like the way you work. But yes, this is your salary last month that you have not taken. And this, there's a little severance may be useful to your buag."

"Okay, thanks again. Then I say yes mbak."

I shake hands and cipika cipiki with mbak Yola. The manager at the Resto where I worked all this time. Yola, a woman with a tall slender body texture with long hair and an ayu face. He's still Jimmy's cousin's brother.

He was very kind and friendly to all the resto employees without distinguishing. He is quite mature age who stepped on the figure of 32 years, but not yet married.

After coming from the manager's room, I met my friend one united. I say goodbye to all my friends without exception.

It feels so sad to be separated from my friend. But how else. This has been my decision. I thought about it before I acted.

Not without reason I cut off the work relationship. But I want to rest a while so that the mind is calm. I also don't want to re-think Jimmy if I keep working here. Because it can disturb my mind.

I still have savings. At least for my needs for a month. Given that I am currently pregnant young, so I choose to relax at the boarding house. While thinking in the future how.

Because it will be difficult to find a job if you are pregnant. But on the other hand I also do not want my content why why. I also started to brainstorm. How can I make my own money. While I was pregnant.

I opened my social media that I hadn't opened for a long time. I scroll the homepage and finally my netra stops seeing a group. A collection of great writers that can be called an author.

I tried to join, and there was a lot of writing written by the authors whose stories are very interesting. I read one title at a time, and in my mind an idea began to emerge.

I tried to write a story that told me about my love journey. I write what it is, because it's just trying to get rid of it.

It was finally finished, and I sent it to the group of writers I just joined. One by one likes and comments began to appear. I'm so happy, there are people who like and read my writing.

I put down the phone and I rushed to perform the duty of prayer sublime. After that I continued to eat lunch. Coincidentally, when I came home from Resto, I stopped by to buy packaged rice.

Unlike usual, I was as greedy as a starving man. Even now I am often hungry. Yes, I understand because I'm two-bodied. So it takes twice the nutritional intake.

After eating I took my phone back and opened social media. There are some notices. I was also very surprised to see the posts I posted. Only half an hour has passed five hundred likes and many comments.