Trapped in the Love of the Past
Trapped in the Love of the Past
Eps. 55
"The beginning of my divorce with him may be very difficult to forget. My day always remembered Vina. The more I forget, the more I remember. Add to this heartache."
"Yes, I loved her a lot. But that was before I knew you. Now he's just an ex in the past, baby. I no longer have any love for her. I just love you."
I don't know why I'm so dissatisfied with Rohman's answer. Looks like something's stuck. I'm sure he's hiding something. But yeah, well, maybe someday it'll all be revealed without me finding out.
"Mas, if I notice Vina and Chika almost look alike."
"What do you think, baby? They are clearly different."
"Of the stature is similar. White skin, blond hair, and a body full of cloven aliases."
"What are you talking about, baby?"
"Well, that's what I think you are."
"It may just be a coincidence that it's almost similar."
"Hmm, yes it doesn't need to be discussed anymore."
"Are you jealous I met Vina?" Instantly my face turned sour. I pouted hearing Rohman say Vina's name. Am I really jealous of him.
"Jealous?"
"Yes, you seem to be jealous of Vina."
"There's just you, ma'am. I am jealous of what it is based on. I'm not jealous of you and Vina. Why am I jealous."
"Well, how do you know, baby." Rohman teased me with a smile.
"Yes, I want to rest. I'm so tired."
"You're tired of switching topics, baby?"
"What the hell, mas?"
"I'm glad you're jealous of me, baby. There is no shame in being embarrassed. That means you really love me."
"As far as you are, my mother. I sleep first, tomorrow I want to go back to the village. There's a lot to take care of."
"I'll drive you tomorrow afternoon when I get home from work."
"No, I can take the bus."
"No need to volunteer, if you say do not be reckless."
"Hmm, yes."
As I was about to close my eyes, Rohman whispered something in my ear. My hair stands. The creeps I feel right now.
"Darling, do you love me." I looked at him and looked at him in wonder.
"Why do you ask such a question, ma'am ?"
"I only doubt you. If I notice you don't seem to love me, baby."
"If that's how you feel, it's best that the marriage be annulled."
"Don't be like that, baby. Marriage is not a place to play."
"Why do you doubt."
"Don't know baby, I feel like there's someone else in your heart."
"That's it, it's just your feeling. We'd better take a break."
Mr. Rohman returned to lay his body next to mine. The sight of us both staring at the sky sky wall. We kept quiet after a long conversation. Could I have spoken wrongly so that Rohman fell silent. I hope he's not mad at me.
After being silent, Rohman started talking again. And this time I was so surprised when he said he wanted something from me.
"Darling, if you really love me, may I ask you for something?"
"Something, what is a mas?"
"Ehm, i.." Rohman's words stopped. He hesitated to say it.
"Can I enjoy your body, baby?"
Just so I was surprised. I don't know what he was thinking so he suddenly asked me. I thought he could have strong faith, but it turns out..
"You're not kidding me anymore, are you?"
"It's time to joke at the right time. But this time I'm not kidding."
"Honestly, honey, I want you. Can I do it?"
"Mas, soon we'll be legitimate. Can't you hold on for a second. Just a few more days."
"Allow me, baby." Rohman approached me. And kiss my lips.
"I'm pregnant, mom."
"I know, honey. I'll do it with my heart."
Finally I just resigned to what was done mas Rohman. She really did not want to hold back her desire until the day of her wedding.
One by one my clothes were gone. And this time our bodies were both without a thread. We were on the bed. Sweat starts to wash over the body.
I admit that Rohman is more powerful. With a gallant body capable of making me limp helpless. Long enough we did. So Rohman finally finished it. Because seeing me who moaned many times withstood the pain and my body was also very weak.
We slept next to each other. I feel so guilty. It seems that Rohmab is not satisfied. But what is my day. Given being pregnant young, do not want to do it in an excessive way.
"Mas."
"Yes, baby."
"Are you satisfied?"
"Why are you asking like that?"
"Sorry, I can't do it too much. I know you must be disappointed in me."
"What are you talking about, honey? I really like yours. I'm very satisfied. I know you're pregnant, so you don't want to overdo it. I know that, baby. With you giving it to me I'm already very happy. I'm just thankful for you."
Young pregnancy is very prone to miscarriage. And that too I consulted from the obstetrician. Can be related, as long as not often and do not overdo it. Because it affects the fetus. If it is not strong, it will be a miscarriage.
"Yes already, mas. Sorry, I don't mean anything."
"Yes, honey. I understand, now it's better to rest. You must be exhausted."
"Yes, I'm tired."
These eyes begin to blur. And finally, these eyes are closed. I took a break to release the fatigue in the body.
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This afternoon I pack because later this afternoon I will go home to take care of everything. While waiting for Rohman to come home, I opened the phone to just look at it.
Shaking my phone surprised me. A call is made through the WA application. There is the name of Rita's mother, none other than Rendy's mother.
'Deg's.
'Oh, my God, why Rita's still calling me. What exactly does he want.'
Given that Rita's mom was so good to me, I finally shifted the green button. And I'll answer Rita's call immediately.
"Yes, mom. What's up?"
"Son, do you have time to meet mom. I'd love to ask you for help."
"Sorry ma'am, I don't mean I won't help. But right now I'm busy taking care of the wedding for next week."
"Son, you're getting married this fast?"
"Mom knows I'm pregnant. If I don't get married soon, I'm getting bigger."
Just a second, son. It's about Rendy, she said your name, son. Don't you have any intention of seeing Rendy?"
"I'm sorry, ma'am. If I really can't right now. I'm going home, Mom. To prepare everything later."
"Mom's waiting for you, son. Although Rendy is currently with another woman, I am sure in her heart there is only you. He's just unconscious, baby."
