Trapped in the Love of the Past

Trapped in the Love of the Past

Eps. 30

After a long journey, finally Jimmy's vehicle entered a tourist attraction, namely Marina Beach. The place is pretty nice and clean. It just so happened that I didn't walk to the beach for a long time. Count to release the burden of mind.

I walked along with Jimmy, without a word. My eyes were straight ahead, but my heart was on someone. When a happiness is in sight, it is now suddenly gone as if swallowed by the earth.

I kept walking until I found a place to rest. I sat on a small rock while enjoying the waves on the beach. The wind makes me feel cool. Until I got carried away in a comfortable atmosphere until late in the daydream. I didn't realize I was with someone right now.

A pat on the shoulder roused me from daydreams. I looked up and looked into Jimmy's face. He smiled at me, then clasped my hand tightly. He understands that I am not okay right now.

I was silent without a word. I want to shed tears. But I am a little embarrassed by the situation. As much as possible I can hold it so that these tears do not fall. But the effort turned out to be in vain. Clear circles just flow. She quickly wiped my tears.

"Cry Cha, if it can make you relieved. You don't need to hold it. There you will feel tight."

What Jimmy said was true, I let out my tears until I felt relieved. Until I finally stopped for a moment my heart was a little relieved.

Jimmy reached into his jacket pocket, as if he were looking for something. And sure enough, he took out a blue handkerchief. It's no responsibility he even wiped my tears.

"It's Cha, don't cry anymore. I can feel what you feel. Now forget what you already have. All you need now is to entertain yourself. So that you have no burden of mind. Inget I'm here right now, Cha."

I can't afford to reply Jimmy said. He held my hand tightly. I want to rest on his shoulders. But I was afraid I would get carried away. Until I realized if he was just a massalu.

"Cha, you've eaten yet."

"I'm not hungry, Jim."

"Cha, don't keep torturing yourself. Take care of your health, don't be like this. You will get sick later. Please Cha, don't be like this."

Jimmy pulled my hand a little forcefully. Until I felt a little pain. I finally decided to stand up and follow him.

"Oh Jim, my hand hurts."

"Sorry Cha, I didn't mean to be rude to you. But if you are not forced, you will continue to hurt yourself."

I just keep quiet. I don't understand what I'm thinking. A name has damaged my brain. He's the only one I'm thinking about right now.

"Come, Cha."

Jimmy took my hand like a lover. And I followed him. He walked to a food store. We sat next to the beach to enjoy the view.

"What do you want to eat, Cha?"

"What a hell, Jim. Same with you."

"Well, you were here I ordered."

While waiting, I picked up the phone in the bag. Since morning I have not opened my phone. I slide the phone screen, and I open whatsap app. Lots of messages coming in.

All the messages I've read. But I refuse to repay him. For now, all I need is to entertain myself.

Not long after, Jimmy sat down next to me again. She smiled at me, and vice versa. I returned his smile.

"Cha, I actually understand your story. I hope you can be patient. And I also pray that your fiancee will recover soon."

"You don't need to know Cha, which I obviously know all about you."

As I was about to speak, my gaze pointed at someone. He is no stranger to me. A young woman who is struggling with oom oom.

The woman is Chika, Rohman's future wife. I was disgusted to see his behavior. Soon I get a cell phone and I record Chika's behavior. I don't actually want to interfere in their business. It's just that I feel sorry for Rohman who continues to lie to him. Especially with Chika's pregnancy, it is doubtful if it is Rohman's son.

"What are you grumbling at, Cha?"

"You shut up first, let me focus on that woman."

The distance of the tavern I ate with Chika was quite close. But he is unaware of your existence. I recorded every move with the oom oom oom.

After Chika stepped away, I turned off the recording and I put the phone in the bag. I'll send it to Rohman later if Chika keeps bothering me.

After a long wait, the food we ordered finally arrived. A bowl of meatballs and a glass of young coconut ice. I don't know why I saw food and drink in front of me, I'd love to eat soon.

"Jim, you know this food is a distress remover. Especially if added with sambal, must be steady."

"That's not much, Cha. You'll have a stomachache."

"Yes yes, I understand. Come on Jim, we'll eat."

Jimmy smiled to see me eating the food he was buying. He also immediately ate his food.

After finishing the meal, we took the initiative to go home. Because it is an impossible situation. The sky began to cloudy, plus the day was getting late.

We rushed to the parking lot and immediately left the attraction. The vehicle is moving a little faster. Given the increasingly dark sky and covered in black clouds. Worried that the rain will come down.

I hugged Jimmy's body from behind. And in the end what was feared really came. I felt the speck of rain and in the end it rained down hard.

Jimmy turned his car around at a pretty fancy hotel. The clothes we were wearing were pretty wet, but not bad. Jimmy immediately parked his vehicle.

"Cha, sorry it rained so hard. We'll rest here, yeah. Waiting for the rain to stop."

"Rab, Jim..

I'm not done talking, Jimmy cut me off. Then he pulled me inside.

"Have you come along. You see how it rains. You're wet too, you'll get sick."

I don't dwell if he's already holding me. What Jimmy said had a point. The rain is very heavy. Plus my clothes are pretty wet. I walked into the hotel and followed Jimmy who had booked the room.

"Excuse me, I'd like to book two rooms for one night."

"Okay sir, but I'm sorry that the room is full and there's only one room left. How, sir?"

"Yes, I took it."

"Okay, please data himself."

I who heard their conversation was a little shocked. But indeed for now there is no other choice, because the situation and conditions are not possible.