Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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After being all night closed his eyes without falling asleep made a lot of things to be thought of Aera all night.

Aera got up and opened the window to prepare her clothes, and went to take a bath.

In the water that soaked his body his tears fell. He thought that Ana would not know if Aera was sad again, crying, longing for her, if her grief spilled did not become visible and listed.

After being out in a towel kimono and wet hair that was broken Aera turned on the song with her bicycle not with her usual worn handset.

A song by Katelyn Tarver ' You Don't Know'.

Sitting on the bed facing the window, the sun's light blinded his eyes, illuminated, hit him and embraced him.

Some time after the song was played Aera hummed along with her singing.

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So let me just give up

Let me give up

So let me just let go

Just let me go

If this isn't good for me

If this isn't good for me

Well, I don't wanna know

Well, I don't want to know

Let me just stop trying

Let me stop trying

Let me just stop fighting

Let me stop fighting

I don't want your good advice

I don't want your good advice

Or reasons why I'm alright

Or the reason why I'm okay

With the sense that is understood to be a brownish eye that is filled with sunlight back to be glazed with the glass briefly dropped his tears.

Aera quickly rubbed her cheek, forcefully pulling both corners of her lips to smile.

"Hhhhhh..."

Until Aera finally breathed. Being held in sadness with her tears only made her tightness and pain in her chest.

Aera spilled all her sorrow and tears, crying sobbing his sobbing as she had already.

Mama who was in front of Aera's room door with a breakfast tray for Aera refrained from knocking on Aera's room door, invited Aera to speak, giving an explanation with the incident that happened last night.

Silently heard the song humming followed by Aera's roaring cry. Making mama also shed her tears, became sick and tight.

Mama turned away carrying a tray that was in her pride.

"If mba Ana wants Aera to stick around for Aera to forget mba, forget about everything. But if you want Aera to keep remembering and remembering all then let Aera stop and give up carrying all these memories and memories"

The crazy desire that has been several times in Aera's mind to end her life following the existence of mba Ana and Dad up there.

Being down with clothes that are neatly worn with dry hair.

"Aera"

Mama exclaimed at the whereabouts of Aera who had just seen her coming down from the stairs.

Aera stopped her steps, without looking at her.

"Aera wants to go, don't worry about Aera"

"Don't give Mom a minute for Mama to explain everything"

Ask your mother to look at Aera's shoulder.

"Why ma?"

Aera who finally turned her head looked at mama with a gaze that became different.

"Why is there an explanation every time Aera knows Mama lied to Aera? Why would you want to talk when Aera is disappointed? Why is it always too late to give something that Aera should need"

With a tone of voice that became bigger with a disappointed look at mama.

"Why ma? So busy Mama that there is no time to clarify everything, or so does not mean Aera for Mama?"

Aera continued to make both her eyes re-energize the glass of sadness.

"That's it, son, that's not Aera. Everything happens that way, there is no intention and intention in the slightest to make you rich gini. You mean to my dear mother"

Aera finally dropped her tear glasses.

Mama stepped forward, extending her hands towards Aera.

But Aera dodged, rewinding her steps away from mama.

"Aera has to go ma, again no need to worry Aera. Aera will be good"

Obviously Aera before turning around, ran away leaving mama.

"Aera"

Mama cried quietly, while Aera was still close.

"Aera!"

Shouted mama when Aera really left her.

Mama dropped herself bowed in her regrets, crying all bemoaning.

Being far away as the past will be a mistake until it finally affects the present day, and will even hit the next day.

The fear, prejudice that existed at that time made mama silent and let everything be, open, real by itself. Until all is revealed, the world blames her, regret and a sense of being hit also yells his self-abuse.

Aera ran out carrying her cry. His steps were at a standstill for the existence of someone who was at a short distance before him.

"Aera"

Caca approached Aera.

Aera turned her head, turning her face away just wiping away the trace of tears on her cheeks.

"Racca"

Sapa Aera smiled faintly.

"Lo good?"

Caca asked with one hand to hold Aera's arm.

Aera smiled at his nodding.

"Good cave Ca"

"Gua is so sorry, same all that befell you"

Caca with a different look.

Aera nodded, still smiling thinly at Caca.

"Mmm, Thanks for Ca"

"Suffering for what?"

Azka asked while after being some distance listening to the chatter of the two women who were in front of her.

"Azka"

Aera exclaimed at the existence of Azka who was approaching her.

"Suffering over what Aera? Why don't the caves know"

"The cave that asks Za, where were you when the cave was rich in gini?"

Aera asked back, with both eyes glazed at Azka.

"Aera grotto is really sorry, the cave does not know the current state of you"

Azka with her guilt.

"This is not a mistake, want to exist or not make the cave is fully right and time lo. And the cave won't demand anything from you, now or later. Just our existence only can not make the cave hope more than lo, as now the cave can not ask you to make there beside the cave at a time when rich gini"

Aera's outpouring represented her disappointment with Azka. Finished with what he said Aera ran through Azka just like that.

But his steps again came to a halt with his hand which Azka pulled to bring Aera into his arms.

"Gua apologizes, there is not the slightest intention of the cave to make you disappointed. Not only when you slumped rich gini, but also every time you, the cave wants to be there next to lo Aera"

Azka said with Aera in her arms.

Aera dropped her tears inside the warm embrace she currently felt.

"Gua lost mba Ana, as well as the father of cave Za, at the same time"

Obviously Aera would be the reason she became slumped like now.

Azka became increasingly guilty of what Aera said. He tightened his hold, channeling much of his power to Aera.

The existence of the two who were hugging each other, on the Titan see far from his car. But Titan can still clearly see both.

And the arrival of Sia and Fina was greeted with what was currently not far in front of her. Making Sia feel the tightness felt arrived with what she was currently seeing. A few days ago Sia did not believe what Fina said. Until finally today Sia is given with a short reality.