Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

9

The doorbell rang, the student and the three humans who were talking after finishing their meal had to disperse themselves to return to their respective classes.

Originally still walking side by side lined up before Fina stopped her steps and separated herself from her two best friends.

"Lo in the first place the cave wants to go to the toilet first"

Fina who then turned her back and rushed away, was among the discomfort in her feelings.

"Gua also ah want to go to the toilet, you want to come?"

Aera continued after noticing Fina passing by.

Sia frowned looking at Aera with her cynical gaze.

"Peeing piss just sono ngapain ngajak ngajak"

"Well sets! Later the turn is not invited in the thought of not wanting temen"

Obviously Aera was upset.

"Well*****just*, why go to the toilet? ? Ask for it at cebokin lo?"

Sia laughed with every word of 'setres' that Aera said.

"Cebokin dong, will be"

Aera smiled with her spoiled-sounding speech.

"Pull it to lo sono enek really deh"

This time Sia with her serious gaze.

Aera was speechless with a sharp look and a sense of annoyance as well as an already heated emotion. His hand which was then raised was quickly directed to the arm of Aera's hand and pinched tightly until Sia was clojotted in pain.

"Becanda doang jeez Ra, this pain, innate still ach if still feel, peng bales so"

Sia who was holding back the pain was also holding back her emotions, her intention was joking instead made like this. His weakness in his arm instead created a weapon for Aera.

Aera laughed between relief and the emotions that subsided as well as the pity of seeing Sia in pain. After some time Aera's pinch marks will be blue with sometimes her pain is still left with a few days.

"Eat it tomorrow so people don't be mostly joking, the cave wants a toilet"

Aera turned around hurriedly following Fina to the toilet.

"The human basis is not clear"

Shouted Sia annoyed with enduring the pain.

Aera stopped her steps turning around to look at Sia with a smile.

"Bodo Supreme"

Briefly Aera who then turned back around continued her steps.

Fina was standing in the mirror looking at herself in the mirror in front of Westefel.

Fina just turned her head to look at Aera after hearing the water crutches Aera was playing.

Aera looked back smilingly watching Fina. So Fina's gaze on the mirror was only a pseudo gaze because it was filled with daydreams until Fina was unaware of Aera's presence that even had time to stand behind her.

"Why?" The mood's not good anymore?"

Continue Aera to the point, with a question that represents her worry as well as her curiosity.

"It's customary"

Briefly Fina with her blank gaze and flat expression.

A brief explanation that became a common sentence that Fina spoke as a representative for her feelings that were not good but did not want to be explained.  Sentences that Aera does not like, simple sentences that often break the word that has been presented.

Aera was speechless at Fina's reply, after which she nodded and turned her gaze to look at her from the mirror.

"That feeling sucks, changes easily even if sometimes it's just because of one trivial thing. But behind the ease of feeling changeable feelings can make us more sensitive to our own feelings or the feelings of others"

"What do you know about feelings, about sensitivity? Have or have often sensitized the same feelings of others or at least the same feelings of the closest person you deh, not for if only can understand the feelings themselves but can not understand the feelings of others"

Fina who this time explained clearly her anger, with an expression that was different from the answer that was spoken quickly.

"Huh..?"

Briefly Aera was shocked with Fina being an emotion.

Fina quietly closed her eyes for a moment by letting out a breath.

"Lo why? Is the cave wrong? Any tangent lo? Or what? Lo why?

Aera with her question. Fina looked at him with confusion.

"Gga papa Ra, sorry cave has no purpose. Don't be too mind-blowing"

Fina continued to face Aera, staring blankly and blankly with her gaze.

Aera controlled herself to understand Fina who might have a problem. Aera was highlighted staring with a tasteful look, with a faint smile on her face.

"Lo knows, outside of the actual cave life, the cave only has Sia and lo. Whatever is currently filling your head, Gua hopes it's not a bad thing that can make this friendship fall apart"

Aera first threw away her gaze from Fina before rushing out leaving Fina.

Time becomes a container and a place for every story and also taste.

Not as long as it is beautiful not as long as it is fine, alternating like that is the rule.

All will come back with what and how we respond and live each thing. But don't make unpleasant things an excuse to ruin a relationship, especially friendship never. It's been hard to unite one with several complete with different personalities, surviving not just for a day but for years. It will be free if you break up a relationship for a reason.

Aera let out a breath of tightness. Was there a mistake he made to make Fina become like this, a conjecture that currently filled his head. Fear if because of this his friendship becomes not good.

Like this Aera, over-responding to many things with feelings and prejudices is sometimes or often followed with unreasonable fear. His mind was too far away for every single thing that flashed through his mind.