Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Dusk when the rain taste is so cold becomes cooler when

these. Evening in the rain among the twilight sky. Aera sat next to Mama watching the window glass that exposed the orange sky that was aligned with the black cloud clumps making the sky this time look so beautiful.

A quarter of a day had passed, mama was still asleep sleeping on the bed wearing an infusion.

And Aera began to feel her tired body, her sleepy eyes and her hungry stomach. All feelings ignored, no matter what it is while not seeing mama open her eyes and talk again.

Seeing mama lying down like now made Aera frightened, as if the sense of loss was on the verge of scaring her. What has actually been possessed makes his mind and heart want something wrong. Why Aera forgets or remembers but instead ignores the existence of mama. Creating that desire and intending to make it real. Aera did not imagine with as much destruction what her mother would feel if Aera left her.

Being with his gaze between the glass with a raindrop left between him.

Like black clouds are never clearly seen when releasing millions of rain stubs, you know it has reached the earth and soaked even to where.

It's like Aera's current state.

It does not look hurt what else is suffering tau already many people who become familiar with the true taste, because it overflows and falls just spilled.

Mom woke up to open her eyes slowly. Gets when he realizes the existence of Aera.

His hand was directed to hold Aera's hand which was placed on the mattress.

"What else do you think, son?

Mama cried with a voice that sounded soft and weak not powered.

Aera turned her head and widened her gaze after with Mama who opened her gaze.

"Your mother is conscious? Aera call the doctor for a minute"

Wake up from sitting and will move to bring a doker to check on the condition of the mother now.

But Aera was stuck with Mama holding her hand.

Close your eyes by shaking your head.

"Mama no papa ko, you sit here aja memenin mama ya"

Being with Aera who remained beside him would become a medicine and soon cure her. Because for her this pain stems from fear with Aera who will die her. If Aera stays by his side no matter the pain. His sense of being meaningless what nothing compares to pain would lose his one gem possessed.

Aera sat back down and clasped her hand with both of her hands.

"Aera ain't going where ma, Aera promised. Aera just wanted to call a doctor for the condition of mama's mastiin"

"Promise won't leave mama?"

"Aera promise ma"

Mama nodded, letting Aera out call the doctor.

Just a few moments Aera came back with the doctor and the router that came in, Sia and Titan came in to make sure.

"His condition has improved, and stable just needed enough rest and regular eating. And don't mind too much. I'll make a prescription for the medicine later"

The doctor explained after he finished examining my mother.

"Okay doc, thank you very much"

Titan and Sia smiled with relief at the improved state of the mother, coming back out to make room for Aera and Mama to speak.

"I'm sorry Aera, ma, it's for Mama like she is now"

With a wistful look, a different expression and with true guilt Aera felt.

"You're really sorry, promise me. Do not go anywhere, do not stay mama and throw away the thoughts and desires of it all"

Wishing so great would Aera forget all that desire. What would he be without Aera.

Grasping so tightly Aera's hand.

Aera smiled faintly nodding, the nod that made her glasses fall off.

"Aera will not go where, desire and thought that Aera will waste far away. And mom can assume that never happened"

"M"

Mama smiled nodding, along with dropping tear glasses.

"You promise?"

"Aera promise ma"

Aera who then hugged the mother who was lying on her bed.

Go out and let your mother rest again, after taking the medicine according to the prescription that the doctor recommends.

"You two go home with no papa"

Aera exclaimed after coming out and closing the door, watching Titan and Sia sitting silent to each other.

Titan and Sia woke up from her seat approaching Aera.

"Gua wants to be here nemenin lo"

Titan exclaimed, unable to let Aera alone look after mama in the hospital.

"Cave too Aera, cave want here temenin lo"

Sia added, who also wants to stay here.

"Same aunt Om will worry nyariin lo Sia, this is already a malem lo back alone"

Seru Aera did not want Sia to spend the night here, becoming tired and bothered because of her.

"Papa Sia lo go home, tomorrow morning you can come here. Aera let the cave take care of"

Titan comes along, understanding Aera who does not want to let Sia spend the night and sleep in the hospital.

Sia also looked confused, not wanting to leave Aera but on the other hand her mom and dad must be waiting and worried about her, there was nothing that Sia carried but pocket money in her uniform pocket.

"Yaudah if it's back Aera, tomorrow morning the cave here bring you a change of clothes"

Aera smiled nodding.

Sia approached and hugged Aera.

"It's good, because soon everything will improve as it should"

Wipe Sia on Aera's back, giving strength and spirit with just the words she said.

Aera smiled, returned Sia's embrace and nodded.

"Mm, thanks a lot Sia"

"Too that cave go ya. Titan cave titty Aera, take good care of her well"

Titan nodded with his flat expression.

"Lo be calm"

Sia smiled and left the others.

Aera sat side by side with Titan. The Titan who had just come to sit back woke up from his seat.

"Cave to the toilet for a second, Aera"

Aera nodded at him.

Sitting alone rests his head with a thin smile outlined.

Some are sorry and some are grateful for this.

Aera regretted with all that was overflowing, should Aera have more restraint and remained silent with all. That way he will not rebel and roar like now, until finally mama became injured.

But there are people who are grateful for this, there are some people, people who are loved who ultimately know and understand themselves with the truth and what it is.

Titan returns with a black plastic bag and two cups of coffee. Return to sit leaving one seat in the middle empty.

Put two cups of coffee in an empty chair that is in the middle. Titan pulls out the contents in the bag.

He removed two bottles of mineral water and two packs of bread and ciki ciki.

"What's this?"

Aera asked with a lot of her food that had been arranged Titan on the chair.

"Lo can eat from lunch, you eat yes, nih"

He answered by opening a loaf of bread which the Titan then offered to Aera.

Aera smiled and grabbed him.

"Thank you. Even to this day you still exist for the cave"

Smiling, with a warm look filled with sincerity.

Titan smiled, and opened a pack of bread for him.

"So on that ridiculous wish, you could leave the cave after with all that cave lakain"

Excite Titan while eating the bread that has been opened.

Aera widened the gaze in the middle of her mouth that was chewing bread, stopping for a moment for Aera to look at Titan with a full gaze.

"Lo gouging?"

"Is this gouging? Yes whatever it is, essentially the cave does not want everything that has been done cave even make something that leads you to death."

Aera stroked her breath so quietly, becoming smiling with her different gaze.

"The cave is also aware of what has been thought and become the desire of the cave. It was ridiculous, until the cave forgot to think about the feelings of mama, lo and maybe Sia"

Likewise for Titan his gaze became different after understanding Aera, not blaming or making Aera like a fool for what he had thought. Because for someone who is in his position may be doing the same or even more than what Aera did.

Titan reached out to Aera with his opened palm

Aera stared and watched with Titan's helping hand, understanding what she was doing. Aera smiled as she realized what to do.

Put his hand to be in Titan's open palm. And finally the two held each other.

"Not that you have a cave, then why still bother to face this all alone. From now on you have to open up, the story is all the same cave"

Aera smiled nodding.

"With that means you must be ready to be burdened"

"The burden that you love to the cave is a form of belief lo the same cave. That way the cave so believe in the existence of a cave that means to make lo"

Aera got up from her seat standing in front of Titan by opening both hands that were openly stretched out.

The smiling Titan put down the bread that was in his meal, and immediately woke up hugging Aera.

"What's this?"

Titan asked after being hugged Aera.

"Callings"

Aera explained.

"You know, but in what order?"

"Pengin hugged, it always feels comfortable every time there is in your arms"

Clarify Aera on the grounds that she wants to be embraced by Titan.

"Kalo gitu grotto can dong hug you as you like the cave"

Excited Titan with a face filled with his smile.

Aera narrowed her eyes and looked at Titan sharply.

"And his word lo is always comfortable every time in the arms of the cave"

"Yes, but there's time"

Clarify Aera smiling. Sit back.

"Hhhhhhhhh.."

Titan digs for laughter.

And being relieved Aera can smile after this, no matter it is true with sincerity or not. Because after this himself that will make Aera laugh happily sincerely with his perceived.

"Thank you very much Tan"

Aera exclaimed with a thin smile and her serious gaze.

Titan smiled in disbelief.

"Same as Aera"

After spending much of his second meal asleep, Aera rests on Titan's shoulders.

Mama who woke up tried to get out with her infusion. Just to make sure Aera's whereabouts remain near her.

Mama smiles with the Titan who is willing to be a place for Aera to sleep on her shoulders, and with the Titan who often accompanies Aera from what she knows.  There is love between the two, that's what you know clearly from the way the two look at each other.

Relieved there were some sincere people beside Aera. Mama hopes after this Aera can really be good and happy.