Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole
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Mom is allowed to go home in the afternoon. Between Titan and Sia, Aera takes her home.


Arriving at Aera's house, she takes Mama to rest in her room.


"Thank you Tan, Sia"


Aera exclaimed after returning to Titan and Sia who was sitting in the living room.


Both of them smiled.


"Before cave makein drink ya"


Aera continued, just a drink needs to be made for both people who already want to be bothered himself.


"The Gua helpin' Aera"


Exclaimed Sia who got up from her seat.


Aera looked at Sia flatly, who then smiled so widely.


"Corn"


In the second kitchen he was busy making drinks.


"It feels rich for a long time yes Aera we do not both do the gini rich thing"


Sia exclaimed with her murmur, being busy pouring hot water on the three cups before her.


Aera was silent and noticed Sia listening to her murmur this time.


"Sorry Aera"


Sia who became awkward and felt uneasy after with Aera who just kept quiet and watched her with a sharp gaze.


"The more you come here often say sorry, sorry. It's rich not Sia"


Smiling Aera who was then beside Sia to stir three cups of coffee.


"That's because there's guilt that's still a cave rasain, Aera"


Sia who became different from her expression and gaze.


"Udah lupain aja, lo say we have to start again all of them from the beginning"


Aera smiled with her warm gaze.


She hugged Aera. Too many people hugging her made Aera feel better at the moment. Especially after being open to what he felt. Slowly as if it must be pieces that break and fall apart can re-grow and in its order well.


Aera and Sia came out together with a tray that Aera brought with her containing 3 cups of coffee, and another tray brought Sia, with her, contains a plate of bakpao that was purchased on the way home from the hospital.


His second step stopped when he found the existence of someone who was currently in the middle of meeting his gaze with Titan.


"Aera"


Someone cried after finding Aera's existence. One who is none other than Azka.


Aera turned to look at Sia who was staring intently at Azka's whereabouts. What Sia felt and thought after Azka who came to see Aera. Not sure with unpleasant feelings, even become sick as with his wounds.


"Aeraa.."


Azka cried once again by approaching Aera. But his steps came to a halt with Titan pulling his hands out and pushing him very roughly.


"What the hell lo Tan, move aside the cave to meet Aera cave to talk to him"


Clarify Azka to Titan, to give her a way and not to prevent her from entering.


Titan silently stared at Azka.


Someone who is missed is hated. When the two have not been in a feud, there is only a good relationship with full of familiarity, jokes and laughter. So warm were those feelings and memories before everything turned into anger and even hatred. All changes in the blink of an eye after Azka insists on her wishes until she defies her parents, ignores Titan and makes Titan bear too much responsibility. The responsibility that Azka should have was instead delegated to Titan who did not know many things. Making Titan demanded this and that, until finally depressed and feeling very tired. Everything that happened to him because of Azka.


Titan hated Azka by her choice, insisting on her and with Azka who ignored her. Getting Titan through a lot without ever asking her what else gives her encouragement and support. Titan is made completely on his own in difficulty and fatigue.


"Titan lo what the hell!"


Azka cried after going back in but Titan returned to confront him.


Aera placed a tray on the table and rushed out letting Sia who was in silence with her sense of awkwardness. Don't know what to do with all this.


"Aera Aera!"


Excited Titan with his sharp gaze.


"What do you mean? Who are you?"


"Titan girlfriend cave Za"


Explain Aera spontaneously, while out and listen with the question Titan asks.


"So you actually left the cave just for Titan"


Ask Azka to go back to make sure. Still can't believe what Aera did to him.


Aera nodded, and approached Azka standing right before her.


"Yes, you know, the cave is because of Titan. Maafin cave Za but there is someone more deserving and worthy to be beside you, and that person is definitely not a cave. You must know who the guy is"


I looked at Azka with what Aera said. It made him really hurt. A moment of silence in the gaze that was staring at Aera made her think. What might be the pain that Sia felt because she was just as painful as the one she was currently feeling.


Azka nodded her head in a nod to herself who became understanding and understood this. Be aware of what you ultimately cannot have. Merely for the taste was eventually missed and lost.


There was guilt with this after seeing Azka who became very different. It looks like desperation very clearly. The first time I saw Azka was like this. Azka who is known and known is a cheerful person and filled with smiles on his face.


"In the end you can have all of Tan, congratulations ya"


Azka's Exhortation to Titan.


Titan did not understand what Azka had told him.


"What does the cave have? The one that once belonged to that cave lo! But instead you go and imprison the cave with all this"


Stunned by what Titan said. He was the thing he ever had. What is precious to Titan. So what has made him hate Titan because of jealousy and envy.


"Lo imprisoned the cave with all this. Complicated and difficult things that you should bear instead you throw all of them into the cave, the cave that does not know what you make through this all. And now you can say that the cave already has all of it"


Ketus Titan with emotions that began to control him.


"The cave did not bestow it, but the cave restored what did not belong to Tan's cave. Papa and Mama they just use the cave with all the work and responsibilities. In fact, the cave is just a pickling boy. The cave went because the cave was not a cave place, and it was not the responsibility of the cave"


This was the first time Azka could explain the truth. By reason of his leaving the house and make Titan feel tormented. This expression made both of his eyes redden and glazed.


Titan widened his gaze and became shocked by what Azka said. With all that is explained it is something that is not known at all. What truth is this, to think at all about this is all okay to make this true. What Titan must have responded to all this.


"Don't think you're the only one who's tormented, the cave feels the same way"


Azka.


"But why don't you ever tell this story? Why are you saying now?"


"The color of the cave is afraid of this honesty even makes you more burdened"


However, Azka Titan remained her younger sister, until at any time even though the two were not bound by blood relations.


"Hhhhh...."


Titan's strands with his chest were becoming extremely tight.


Been silent by bowing his gaze.


Azka approached Titan and hugged him.


"Sorry cave, 'cause I'm telling you now. Sorry cave because it has made you suffer and prejudiced many things. Maafin cave because it has made you become private closed and quiet. Sorry cave for all that, Titan"


Titan hugged Azka very tightly. His current hatred turned into regret and guilt.


"Sorry cave ka"


The Titan called back to Azka with the original cry, Kaka.


Azka releases her embrace of Titan, smiling and nodding her.


"The cave won and the cave wanted to release Aera because Aera was in lo. Because the cave believes Aera will be good just like you. And the cave will approach someone who has sincere affection for the cave and is in the clear in front of the cave's eyes"


Azka who then approached someone who was already standing and noticed her earlier near the door.


Sia stared confused by the existence of Azka who was already in front of her.


"Sorry cave yes Sia has made you wait after making your heart fall in the cave, the cave even does not care about your existence and feelings. If you want and if you are willing to cave willing to set the heart of the cave and give it to you"


"Azka?"


Seru Sia did not believe what Azka was saying to her. Even though believing in her, Sia doubted Azaka who was really sincere.


Sia Azka thought as she was now and said all of her things for making herself an escape from her feelings for Aera.


Just shut up and look at Azka, not knowing what to answer or just say.


"Don't think of lo gua berfainin lo as an escape. Gua emang love the same lo, although the cave belom like but the cave wants to learn to like lo Sia. Gua does not want to ngebiarin you feel ignored by your feelings. And the cave does not want someone who is affectionate and sincere the same cave must go. Because today the cave is made to feel for itself what it feels like to be ignored. And the cave wants to try it the same lo, it was willing and willing to accept the cave"


Express with honest expression, so there will be no more misunderstandings in the future.


Sia smiled dropping tears over her haru feeling.


Her honesty is not entirely a perfect thing. But knowing Azka who is affectionate and wants to learn to like her makes Sia feel happy and happy.


Sia nodded with a smile that was in her hold.


Azka smiled broadly hugging Sia.


Aera and Titan who watched her also smiled, happily watching the two.


"There are many Sia, sorry for the cave for all of it"


Said Azka in her arms.


Sia smiled nodding.


Some are lost and some come back or some come up with something new and more beautiful, perfect.


God doesn't have a lot of plans for everything. As creatures and servants, complaining of tiredness and resignation is natural and human. Because as strong as anything and as much as possible to run in the end he will also be tired and need to rest.