Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Hello all.

Thank you to the Mangatoon who has given contract cooperation.

Here there will be a name change and some new characters that will make the story even more exciting. Not changing the core of this story there is only a change in the storyline with a variety of conflicts, a very interesting genre.

Don't forget to comment, because it will be very helpful. Thanks though.

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Prayers and names that have hope and meaning in them. Of those who give and for those who will stay.

Those who will remain are those who are born. June 25, 2001 first day and first time for Aera,

"Aera Anindira" .

Something that should be a memorable thing turned out to be something painful for my mom. Aera was born the first daughter and the first child of her womb. Mama is a beautiful woman born in 1979 who has the name "Nayara"

Hard times, bitter memories, and hopes have been the cover of Aera's life for 18 years.

The day that everything was clearly stated in Aera's eyes was the day that she began a difficult time in her life.Not only was it difficult but it was also very painful.

The first man's love in Aera's life never existed.

The love of the first woman in Aera's life was very close, but never in her arms. It is close but for Aera it is difficult to grasp it, like there is a line blocking two sides.

Like a loss, but never in hand. Like wanting to have but not knowing how much it means. A depiction of Aera's feelings for Dad.

There, being, being close and looking very clear. But it is between the love and affection that Aera has not felt. Like two strangers living side by side. She was Mama, someone who had made Aera to live on earth, but was also exiled by her.

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The dark that clutches until it makes a tight. Glassy eyes guessed for nothing and where his gaze was. Only an empty was filled with tears, a sadness of fear that seemed to follow.

Being in one place, the expanse of empty space is so dark. The dark that keeps making Aera turn around guess staring here and there I don't know what to look for.

Stopped at one point until Aera finally dripped a tearful glasses in her eyes. His chest was tight, his heart ached, his cheeks were constantly flooded with tears but smiled as if happy until finally his legs were fixed rigidly lost control and made Aera fall out of consciousness.

"Huuhhhhh" the strands of breath asphyxiate that Aera deliberately exhaled.

Aera turned to look at the table next to the bed, and immediately got up to grab a glass of water that was on the table. Drink up put it back on the table.

Aera again stroked her breath, her eyes closed and looked down with two palms that covered her face. Aera was crying so hard, her chest that was originally tight this time was getting claustrophobic and so painful. Tired as if endless, his dream just dream dream in his sleep is always interesting to remember will be sad and afraid.

Is it so exhausting to be an adult? become a person who is aware of what is being looked at and felt. Complaints that Aera often questions.

Night and alone become a place and time where sad, tired and afraid to stop. After her, Aera must return to the crowd known to many as someone who is friendly and cheerful.

Being cooped up in a private that does not belong to Aera is like being in a foreign place, exhausting and often frightening as well as sad.

Aera opened the palm covering the face lifting from the hump. Aera chose to wake herself up not to be too long fixated sadly. Fingers that then wipe the rest of the tears on the cheeks. Aera let out a much shorter breath than before.

With breath and cry

at least the flavor that needs to be evaporated is released slowly so that it is reduced to overload.

Aera woke up rushing to wash her still so moody face and slightly puffy-looking eyes.

Water that hits the face flows, at least including a little fatigue in chest tightness.

Looking and looking at the mirror image in front of him. A beautiful picture of her figure in the reflection of the mirror in the eye. Long unraveled hair, lips that always look red with lipstick or just a lip moisturizer that is always used. But with what Aera has, it only attracts many people to be amazed at the perfection she has, not sincerity.

Aera stared blankly at herself, the rest of the tightness in the chest again dissolving in grief. Aera clutched tightly to her fist, held back the cries and controlled herself from all the chaos that was rattling her.

And finally the crying came back overflowing with more force.

Aera came out with puffy eyes, her head felt sick because she woke up in the middle of the night with nightmares, nightmares that were not only once twice approaching, but also once, especially with a cry that will not long follow. Aera again spilled her body shut her eyes for a moment.

Who then not long back to wake up just to turn on his favorite song "A strange day, ma eun jin (play back)". Enjoy the song on the stel by staring at the sky room. Her thoughts and feelings extend very far with everything filling and passing in her. Slowly if you are tired alone Aera will return to sleep. Keep it that way most nights Aera goes through.

The beautiful teenage girl with her fragile heart and feelings but as if required the world to keep smiling even laughing. Some characters are also attached like his loving figure, so caring but sometimes the temperament side is often out of control.