Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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To be in a beautiful place with someone who understands and fills.

From last night until today everything that was for Aera became ashes even so black. All that was empty became filled with wounds and tears. Some things that Aera should be very grateful for will suddenly disappear and disappear just like that.

Aera sat glued with a sad blank look. Titan comes with a pack of chocolate and a few sprigs of Dandelion flowers.

"She said this can fly when you blow"

The Titan thrusting the Dandelion flower arrived before Aera.

"Dandelions"

Aera grabbed her. Aera blows with Ana's mba figure and her pretty face that is currently in her memory.

Wuuhh...

And the Dandelion flowers fly leaving its petals.

"More"

Titan returned with a packet of chocolate that was also carried.

Aera shook her head, to reject her.

"Say sweetness can reduce a little sadness"

Obviously Titan.

Aera silently watched the chocolate that was thrust before Aera finally turned her gaze to stare and pay attention to Aera.

Aera grabs her, how could Aera possibly reject her Titan already so good to her.

Aera and Titan sat side by side among the grass surrounded by weeds.

Aera splashed her body with a head that was felt to be heavy.

Titan also splashed his body beside Aera.

"So it's like losing someone we love"

Aera muttered with her gaze that was in the sky of the orange, hoping that up there Mba Ana was also watching her.

"There will be good people with pain, loss is painful and breaking"

Obviously Titan muttered without looking at Aera.

Aera turned to Titan with what she explained.

Most people would say "everything will be fine" but not with Titan, like he understands what Aera is feeling, Aera murmured.

"So how should it be? Cave with this pain"

Aera asked with attention to Titan.

Titan turned his head back to Aera's gaze.

"Defend, you know the pain will slowly eat away at you sometimes you will become brittle as fragile as its fragile. But, if you know how to defend and rise you will become stronger. Right now you just need Ra's time"

Clearly Titan was always with a flat expression on his face.

Aera smiled faintly with her teary eyes, nodding at what Aera said.

God again and again gives a gap for something to come up between a person's wounds and fractures.

This time Aera becomes very grateful for the existence of a Titan and with a Titan who cares for him.

For Titan to be staring at each other with Aera giving her powers is a thing that becomes meaningful to her. Wanting to continue being meaningful, became a place for Aera to lean on and tell stories. Ensuring and understanding every thing that Aera feels and with the things that happen to her, not because of Aera but because of herself.

"This place, deep in the dream some time before mba Ana actually went she came just like lo who came by giving Dandelion flowers. He said, the cave just like the flower was still too small and fragile"

Aera recounts with a dream that was real in her memory. His eyes became glassy because he remembered Ana's face and all the messages she had said.

"He said, if in the end the cave itself, the cave was asked to release and let go"

Aera continued in her gaze staring at Titan her tears began to fall rapidly.

"According to him the cave is just like the Dandelion flower that will experience brittle and scatter and become grown in a new place"

Aera got up from her seat and covered her face with both palms, crying Aera with her rushing and bustling roars and cries.

Titan wakes up and sits down, holding Aera in his arms.

"Why Tan, why did God take the man who was supposed to be making the cave"

Aera muttered with a voice that became hoarse.

"The color of God knows you are a strong woman Ra"

Obviously Titan backs Aera.

"Gua can't make it that way. The cave is just a weak cwe that is used to being riveted by the presence of mba Ana"

Aera was getting heavier with her cries.

"Hey look at the cave"

Titan releases his hold, holding Aera's arm to make Aera stare at him.

"Everybody will say rich when he is rich. It just takes time! Cry as much as you! get angry as much as you! Luapin all of it! After this you rearrange it into a better sheet"

Aera removed Titan's hand from her arm and hugged Titan very tightly.

After a while of being hugged Titan Aera let go by throwing her gaze away from Titan, being awkward and uneasy was already hugging Titan so well.

"The two want to go home Tan"

Ask Aera to look away from the Titan.

"Mm-mm"

Titan nodded by trailing Aera.

After arriving in front of the house Aera down with the Titan follow.

"Thank you Tan"

Aera said after the two faced each other.

Titan smiled faintly with his nod.

"Tomorrow back from the cave school here"

Obviously Titan.

"Ngga need Tan, what you are doing today is more than enough ko"

Reject Aera.

"Thank you for putting aside your personal comfort for the cave"

Continue Aera. Today Titan is becoming a slightly different person than usual, more talkative. What Titan does is just to comfort and give power to Aera.

Titan smiled broadly at Aera, giving her warmth.

"It's okay what's the news of the cave"

Say Titan before getting back in his car.

Aera smiled thinly at his nod.

There is a different feel with a very clear sense when together with Titan today. Become stronger and very calm, especially with Titan who is a good listener and advisor. With what Aera can avenge Titan's current existence. 

Aera noticed the chocolate in her hand that she was carrying earlier with the Titan who gave her.

Just about to turn around to enter the step Aera stopped will the existence of a Persian nek not far from him was staring and paying attention to him.

"Aera"

Sapa nek Parsiah smiled before approaching Aera.

Aera fell silent without replying to the greeting or smile of the Persian nek who was now in front of her.

"You're all right, son"

Ask the Persian nek who came to ascertain Aera's condition with a longing that was also felt.

"What grandma thinks after everything that happened Aera can be good enough"

Aera's question becomes more sensitive to the existence of the Persian nek after several things become clear in Aera's knowledge.

"Grandma's just worried son, grandma misses"

Clearly the Parsiah's grandmother with her guilty expression.

Aera turned her gaze away from the Persian nek.

"Aera's tired of taking a break"

Aera who turned around left the Persian nek just like that.

"I'm sorry Aera's grandmother"

Murmured nek Parsiah with his regret.

What he had done in the past made Aera's life what it is today.

What can be resolved from the mistakes that occurred in the past, only regrets are left.