Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

19

On the way home Aera continues to feel claustrophobic with what she sees, Titan with her papa.

Like knowing well what it's like to be hurt with someone we care about so much.

The streets are crowded, the noise of the vehicle is really not ignored, just the silence that currently fills the space.

The long road is often exhausting.

Aera stops at a sitting stop by attaching a handset, listening to a song.

"If every child could choose with the womb who he or she would be born with, it would probably all be much better"

Aera murmured slowly, with herself. All are being revealed crowded, with their own feelings as well as what they see. It wasn't her who felt lonely after being born on earth, not just one, two or three maybe more than that person who felt the same way as Aera, loneliness and sadness.

One by one his uniqueness became the earth a scary place is also tiring.

"If anyone is currently hearing all these rants, it might be considered crazy"

Aera continued, muttering softly again.

With someone who had been sober earlier standing on the side with a little behind Aera, listening and paying attention to Aera, occasionally falling silent with her solemn expression and occasionally smiling at her babble.

"Him?"

With Sia who stopped her motorbike in front of Aera.

Looked in annoyance.

"From here, too, it's not clear"

"Gua thought you were first"

Clearly Aera was lethargic.

"Why?"

Sia asked softly, understanding Aera's expression.

Aera immediately got up and sat down behind Sia.

Sia gave a helem to Aera who had already leaned her head on her shoulders.

Aera shook her head, rejecting him. Didn't want to wear a helmet because it would make her unable to lean on Sia's shoulder.

Sia did not force, just let out a breath watching Aera, before restarting the motor and returning to speed.

"Where to, don't come back first"

Aera said softly, still leaning her head this time complete with both hands hugging Sia.

"Before going to this, the ngliatin people are strange Ra thought how else"

Sia who tried to release Aera's hand that was hooked tight in her stomach.

Aera finally let go of her hand and raised her head, paying attention along the path that was passed.

"How about the cave house?"

Ask Sia, offering. Pay attention to Aera occasionally from the rearview mirror of the motor directed at Aera.

Aera simply nodded, without looking at Sia.

Sia entered the house, with the door opened by her mother Aunt Yan.

Aera followed Sia.

"Where is Ra new again"

Welcome Aunt Yan so kindly.

Aera smiled with her width.

"His Ama Sia is not allowed to go to Tan's house"

Aera answered with her joke.

"Totally Sia?"

Look Aunt Yan seriously at Sia who is already sitting on the sofa.

"Yes, too, often ngajakin him home, complicated"

Sia answered seriously

Slightly annoyed Aunty Yan's expression with Sia's reply.

Sia simply widened her gaze with a smile.

"Neither do I hear Sia say anything"

Back to Aera the gaze of Aunt Yan had always been so warm and friendly.

Not much different from Sia Aunt Yan likes to joke and sometimes there is just his mannerisms but it is the fun of them even from this family.

Aera smiled with laughter watching the two.

"Papa Tan is normal, immune"

Aunt Yan laughed as well as Sia.

"Let's go straight to the dinner shirt, Aunt just finished cooking"

"Tante knows Aera Laper"

Aera showed me her teeth.

Sia noticed Aera who was smiling with her laughter.

His look with intent.

"It's too hard for all of you to Ra"

Sia muttered softly before trailing the two eating shirts.

Her steps towards the dining table Aera noticed the wall of the Sia house with so many colors.

"New on cet huh Tan?"

Aunty nodded along to pay attention to where Aera's gaze was.

"Mmm, Sia's father is fad. Weird huh?"

Aera shook her head, still busy watching the colored wall.

"Good, appropriate, so more lively and rich hemp of this family"

Some become meaningful for one's life, sometimes or several times the meaning in one's life even those who are coveted out there, become something that is in the dream or even in the attempt.

And someone always has boundaries in life. Something that will not be surpassed.

To Aera her dreams and efforts are a beautiful and complete family, full of love and love in it. But the limit in his life is all just want and hope that has not been realized until now and may never be realized.

The loud laughter and lively jokes were all simply set on the dining scene with the Sia family, but there was a murmuring in her heart that was different from the glare of Aera's eyes.

After eating long enough to talk and joke around, Aera and Sia lay their bodies on the bed in Sia's room. Rooms with dim lights filled with tumblr lights, when viewed with eyes that are squinted will look like a stretch of sky filled with stars.

"You want that rich tumblr lamp"

Ask Aera to still pay attention to the tumblr lights installed on the ceiling of Sia's room.

"How many say, buyin cave for Aera mah"

Sia by paying attention to Aera.

"That's a lot"

Aera was busy watching the tumblr lights.

"Make a lot of shit"

"Let's be good, let's be light not to be lonely"

Obviously Aera, get steady Sia.

Sia was silent for a moment when something was understood from Aera's words just now.

"Mm, if you want to rame mah setel aja dangdutan"

Cetus Sia enlivened the atmosphere.

"Lo who jogs?"

Aera with her thin smile.