Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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"Thank you very much Tan"

Aera said after being escorted home by Titan, with a medium-sized photo album.

"Mm-mm"

Titan smiled thinly nodded.

"It's a cave back, huh?"

Pamit Titan's.

Aera nodded, watching Titan leave.

"Aera"

Excited Mama who was sitting in the living room waiting for Aera earlier.

"Why what?"

Ask Aera to make sure.

"Wait for you son"

Obviously the smiling mama looked at Aera.

Aera was silent watching the mother closely.

His mind was muttering, making his eyes teary.

"Why did you have to intervene to make Aera suffer, hurt as she is today"

"Aeraaa?"

Excited Mama with Aera who was silent staring at her with a different gaze.

"Why son?"

Ask Mama to make sure.

Aera's lips were already preparing to say what she wanted to say, but Aera remained silent making her murmur was silent in her mind.

"Aera wants to know what the reason was when mama wanted to throw Aera. If in the end Aera stays growing as she is today, Aera wants to know how she feels now with Aera"

"Ngga papa ma"

Briefly Aera resuscitated herself.

"What do you know, son?"

Mama who seemed to understand with Aera's gaze that became different stared at her.

"Everything"

Brief Aera.

"In the end, the answer and explanation is not the mother who conveys. In the end, my mother remained silent until now. And in the end Aera knows why mama_"

Not finished his speech, Aera had already turned her head to throw her gaze a moment from Mama, just dropping glasses of tears that fell back.

"Hhhhhh..."

Aera stroked her overflowing breath in her cries.

"Yes mama remained silent, stalling until you finally found out in your own way. Mama was too embarrassed, explaining how bad she was. Mama feels guilty, gets hurt every remember what you've done, this feeling haunts you every time Ra"

Mama who finally spilled her tears, regretted her and expressed, conveying with all that was kept tormenting her all this time.

Aera silently watched, listened, letting her say everything directly with her own mouth.

"You must have known all that. With you there for a mistake, sinful mama wanted to kill you son"

Mama teahisak hisak with many tears shed.

So did Aera, who was sobbed in her cries. Heard all the true explanations of the mouth of one who had given birth, and began.

"So this is the reason why at that time Om Adnan said that I caused my mother to suffer and be injured all this time. Mama's alone, lonely because of me"

Aera said, remember the time where Om Adnan said those words before Aera was slapped by mama.

Mama fell down, sitting with her knees together, bowed in tears before Aera.

"Mama's sorry Aera, mama's sinful, mama's guilty. Mama who started it all, mama who made you suffer as you are today. Mama should have realized from the beginning if not only mama Suffered but you too. Mama's sorry Aera"

"Nadzara!"

Adnan cried who had just come to see the existence of Nayara who was bowed before Aera.

"Aera what are you, make your Mama bow rich gini in front of you"

Adnan asked with his sharp gaze staring at Aera, by embracing her mama to help her wake up.

Mama brushed off Adnan's hand that would help her wake up.

"Om who is this? Bener is just a coworker mom, girlfriend mom or why Om always meddle in my business with Mama?"

Aera asked along looking at Adnan sharply.

Adnan wakes up letting mom be in her position.

"Why? Is it wrong? I, Kaka nayara, Adnan"

Clarify Om Adnan with his furious feelings.

"Adnan"

Mama cried to be awake from her position, staring at Adnan sharply.

"What else is this ma? What other reality is this? How many things does Aera not know?"

"That's it Aera, mama can make it clear"

"Ma.. Aera disappointed ma, mama again and again matahin Aera like this"

Aera murmured before running away leaving her mother and Adnan.

"Aera, I want to hear your explanation first"

Shouted mama with Aera who left her.

"You are what the hell nan"

Upset mom stared at Adanan sharply her.

"I was furious with Aera who treated you rich earlier, wrong indeed, she should have been able to understand you more"

Clarify Adnan on his grounds telling all to Aera.

"You don't know what he's dealing with himself"

Mama left Adnan and went inside to lock herself in her room.

Likewise, Aera sat down to put a photo album that had been carried on the floor. Aera was left in the room behind her locked door. Crying in a bow between the arms placed between his knees.

Crying, sobbing, again and again.

After a long time of being crying in his bow, until finally Aera sleeps in her mound position.

Caca's arrival to Aera's house by knocking on the door first, new will knock on the door, Aera's door was already opened with a man who came out.

Adnan who was just going home stopped his steps with the presence of a beautiful girl in front of him.

"Who is it?"

Ask Adnan to make sure.

"I'm Caca Om, his schoolmate Aera. Aera's got Om?"

Caca by introducing himself as well as asking the whereabouts of Caca.

"There are, just the power to meet Aera can not now deh"

"Why is it Om"

"Mmmm, Aera is grieving"

Caca widened his gaze with what someone said before him, becoming shocked at the mourning word he heard.

"Suffering for what Om?"

"Mmmmm, a few days ago her caregiver and biological father died together"

Obviously Adnan who was initially hesitant, afraid if his words this time could be a mistake like before.

Made to be really cool with what Caca just knew.

"I don't know Om, I'm really sorry"

Caca with his bad taste.

Adnan just smiled thinly idly.

"I'm so sorry Om"

"Thank you"

"That's my excuse, excuse me Om"

After sleeping long enough, Aera woke up with her nose felt to be uncomfortable, and the head felt to be heavy and dizzy.

Aera wakes up with a photo album to move on the table next to the box Ana gave her.

Aera sat in front of the table with a mirror that revealed her current figure.

Just looking at her messy-looking self, and so not good is fine.

"What Aera may be, to properly release until it becomes resigned to let all of her, whatever will be like, what it will be, Aera was too tired to keep trying to get out of place the longer it bound Aera tighter"

Aera muttered limply, and slammed with a blank look and a pale face.

Aera turned her gaze over, opening the box of Ana's giving mba by taking out the unfinished notebook Aera read.

Aera opened the third page.

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Being intact in a place that is still so foreign with new people in it.

No longer be claustrophobic from being injured, already running far and burying all of her. No longer want to be storing it alone, just going to make it hurt and crowded.

And I also want to be a new place, to be an escape for that girl. The girl who smiled once made her look so beautiful.

Strangely, there is something that becomes fun every time he sees his smile. Some become claustrophobic and unpleasant whenever they see their silence lonely, especially if they cry, such as being broken to feel it.

After this I want to make her keep smiling so I'll be fine.

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Both eyes were already with glasses full in his eyes with haru and sadness that again felt Aera when and after Aera read the writing mba Ana. The girl is herself, her notebook again contains her. Since the beginning of time Ana has been busy thinking about Aera, making Aera happy.

Aera held herself back, smiling widely, to be what Ana wanted her to be.

Resigned and being defeated like before, Aera wanted to end all. But after reading Ana's writing, Aera was like being given advice such as when Ana was in the world who often scolded Aera, advising her when things went wrong and became wrong.