Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Aera wakes up in the morning, determined to return to her routine, back to school. Although grief and lara are still in the taste, let it be in the chest alone do not need the world to continue to see it.

Already awake Aera again closed her eyes just gather her awareness first before actually opening her eyes with full and getting up from her bed.

After a while Aera turned her head to look at the wall clock that showed at 05:55. Aera opened the blanket that originally covered her. Opening the glass and window curtains make sunlight and cool air enter and make the room more colorful.

The light of the cooking light makes the book arranged on the table look more clearly. The book consists of a photo album of his father, another photo album of Mba Ana, a diary of Ana's mba and a small novel giving Titan to her.

Aera touched it one by one with her fingers, followed by a faint smile on her face.

Aera rushes to take a shower, puts on her uniform and prepares her needs to go to school. After being neatly arranged and done all Aera went down to meet the mother who was preparing breakfast in the kitchen.

"Mah's for me"

Sapa Aera, with her cherry, stood beside her, watching what she was cooking in her cauldron.

"August, Aera"

Mama replied with her shock, Aera's existence with her school uniform worn also with a cheerful face that mama saw.

"That's delicious"

With Aera who brought her face closer just inhale the delicious aroma created from the cooking of her mama who is being processed.

Mama shrinks the stove fire and turns to look at Aera, noticing Aera with her uniform and neat appearance.

"You want Aera's school?"

Ask Mama to make sure.

"Yes wear a uniform and go to school dong ma"

Aera replied smilingly by showing her rows of teeth.

"Gga went to school with no father Ra, mama has permission to share with your walikelas"

"Well, aera hasn't been in a few days? Aera misses too many lessons"

Clearly Aera was still with a sweet smile on her face, showing her that she was much better, and that she was even back to the way she was.

"Aera?"

Mama, showing her worries.

"Mama, Aera is good"

Clarify Aera by grabbing one hand mama, already in her grasp.

"Hhhhhh..."

Mama took a slow breath and nodded her.

"Yaudah but you have breakfast first yes, it's your mother who ante you to school"

Mama continued, making Aera's hand that was previously holding her hand, to be held her.

Aera smiled widening her gaze.

"Mama's anter Aera school?"

Mama smiled nodding her.

Aera was speechless with her wide smile.

"Why? Don't you want mama anterin?"

Mama asked with Aera who was silent smiling at her.

Aera smiled shaking her head.

"Aera even really cool if mama wants anther Aera"

"You sit down now, Mama is ready for breakfast"

Mama's smile by directing her head to the dinner shirt, meant Aera to immediately sit down.

"Okay, Aera wait at the table to eat yes, mama don't be long, Aera already laper nyium aroma of mama's cooking"

Aera, who then moved, sat down and waited for her to prepare breakfast for him.

Sitting opposite each other with breakfast dishes that have been cooked, sitting at the dining table, looks so delicious.

A bribe of breakfast was landed in the mouth of Aera, the taste of the spice that fit and so good makes Aera turn to the seat that occasionally or even often mba Ana sat. The taste of the food that is being enjoyed and the atmosphere of the morning like this at the dining table makes Aera again hurt with the grief that is still so felt. The day before the atmosphere and things that happen every morning like this are always equipped with the existence of mba Ana, but not with today and for the next day.

"Aera? Why isn't it good?"

Mama's question ensured with Aera's expression that it became different to her look.

"Mmm, this is so good loh ma"

Aera exclaimed returning her gaze to mama, with a cheerful smile.

Mama smiled happily to hear Aera who liked her cooking.

After a plate of breakfast is spent, the two go to enter the car, with Mama who will take Aera to go to school.

During the trip Aera continued to stare and pay attention to the mother who was driving beside her.

Sometimes mama looks awake with Aera who continues to pay attention to her.

Mom's lyrics to Aera.

"Wouldn't you?"

Aera asked again smilingly revealing her row of teeth.

Mama turned her head while smiling looking at Aera with her smile.

Aera smiled with her width.

"Aera comfortable with mama"

Being calm and so comfortable at this time, while being attentive to mama in her view. But strangely this taste is still hurt by the past, with the wounds that follow, making this taste can not be felt and enjoyed freely.

Because the mass that can not be left behind either with circumstances or just a memory, in the end it will indeed be real during its time in the memory itself.

Return to being smiling, laughing and cheerful, making his inner more pain felt. Where what is felt is contrary to what is expressed, it feels sad and so painful.

"Denger you said comfortable because you saw mama, make Mama moved not know"

Mama cried with the corner of her eyes that became glassy.

"I love you Ma"

"I love you to"

Time passed, wasted in vain with the existence of mistakes and wounds in him. Then after all re-arranged will the time ahead be able to replace the time previously lost?

Mama kept thinking about it, asking what would happen after this. Is it really all going to be better with this?  Mama hopes, all the mistakes that are due to her can be redeemed and corrected.

"Thank you ma, I want anterin Aera"

After Aera arrived, and went down in front of the school gate.

"Same as a darling"

Mama smiled in front of Aera.

"It's like Aera coming in ma"

"Mmmm"

Mama smiled nodded.

"Mama heart yes"

With Aera who walked backwards slowly before really leaving mama.

"Yes dear"

Aera smiled, turning around rushing away.

His steps stopped while down the hallways of the class will be the existence of Sia and Fina who are passing by him.

The atmosphere of being awkward was unpleasant for Aera and Sia.

The gazes of the two were directed at each other equally coldly, and as flat as the expressions they both showed.

Aera chose to pass leaving the two, Sia and Fina.

There is a feeling Sia becomes claustrophobic with the unpleasant situation she has to face with Aera, especially with Aera passing by leaving her.

"Can he go straight away so, rich do not think lo"

Fina exclaimed after noticing Aera leaving.

Sia left Fina, ignoring what she said, a word that would only make Sia hotter.

"Hhhhhh..."

Helai Fina with her annoyance.

"Why does everyone always go that way"

He muttered with a blank stare.

When he entered the classroom, his steps became slow after his gaze was met with the gaze of Titan who was currently staring at him. The awkwardness and embarrassment was again felt by Aera very clearly.

"Aera?"

The Titan exclaimed waking up from his seat after with Aera who was in his presence.

"Mmm, Tan"

Reply Aera smiled awkwardly.

"Lo's going to school?"

Ask Titan to make sure, as if forgetting or just ignoring the events of yesterday.

"Ah, yes, the cave is not papa ko"

With the noble Aera calmer, after with the same Titan reaction as usual.

Titan smiled in disbelief.

Aera smiled back, before heading to her seat