Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Returning home with all the things about Titan that are still full in his head, really exhausting.

What was last made clear was his decision. Back as before. Let this feeling flow and walk on its own.

Leave the cafe with Titan coffee cups are still intact. First hurry to the cashier to pay for his order.

"I'd like to pay for my order"

Open the backpack to pull out his wallet.

"His order was paid the same as his mba girlfriend earlier"

Obviously a cashier.

Aera widens the cruelest gaze with Titan who is said to be her boyfriend.

"Oh yes, thank you"

Aera nodded, putting the wallet back in her bag.

When leaving Aera Titan took the time to pay for the cashier two cups of coffee that Aera ordered. After the cashier Titan took the time to pay attention to Aera for a while.

It's 9:50 but the streets still look crowded because of Sunday night. Which Aera often sees in her steps those who are holding her partner.

"Graduate our child so what's the reward?"

The voice of the question of two married couples who were holding hands passed Aera with the question that Aera heard.

Aera again remembered with the mother who was going to lecture her abroad. What is actually a desire or something called a mind, Aera has not thought of it at all. For college or not, I haven't thought about it. True, it is still an empty container that is ready to be filled with what Aera wants later.

Aera stopped at the bakpao seller. Remember with mba Ana who really likes bakpao with the same taste with Aera likes.

"I want his bakpao dong sir"

"How much neng"

"Mmm to 6"

" Eh 8, 5 chocolate flavors and 3 strawberry flavors"

Seeing the bakpao melting the strawberry slai from inside her made Aera remember with someone who was very fond of strawberries, mama. What's wrong with buying mama, later when Aera comes home mama is already at home.

"This is yes neng, so 40 thousand everything"

Aera gave her 50 thousand after with her change Aera rushed home. Do not want this hot bakpao to be cold because it is left too long.

"Mba Ana, mba?"

Call Aera already in the dining room with the bakpao placed on the table.

"Why Ra?"

Initially, he was busy with the ledger and was bowed in his concentration. But it collapsed instantly after being heard Aera who screamed a shout calling her.

"Thus"

Aera again raised the bakpao on the table to show her to Mba Ana.

"Reprint"

Brief mba Ana smiled happily. Recognize with the package and the warm fragrance that smelled her.

"That's a lot to buy Ra's"

After the bakpao package is opened freeing the smoke from the bakpao that is still a little hot.

"Mm this is chocolate all if this is strawberry any time later mama wants"

Obviously Aera showed her parts.

"His son ate bakpao while drinking coffee, how?"

"Aera has been coffee outside, Aera cold water her yes mba"

"Yaudah take it first yes"

Mba Ana returns with a cup of her favorite black coffee and a glass of cold water. Both of them immediately enjoyed the bakpao with his voraciously. Not because of hunger but because of the taste and tenderness, there is a fun story behind the two who love bakpao with all the flavor.

So that day a year ago precisely Aera and mba Ana just traveled and will go home but when in the middle of the road arrived heavy rain. The two took shelter in a roadside post along with the bakpao trader who just came out and wanted to sell. The heavy rain persisted for a long time making the empty stomach of Ana and Aera become very hungry. Until finally both of them buy bakpao his intention just to prop up the stomach but instead addicted to the taste, until each spent more than 5 bakpao.

In the middle of Aera's mouth who was busy chewing bakpao, Aera remembered something and became curious about Ana's mba.

"Mba Ana has goals?"

"mmm? Ideas?"

"Why?"

"You know it. Aera did not think at all would be what after graduation later"

"Mm-mm"

Mba Ana laughed with a widening of her gaze.

"Imagine what the new mind is then you understand yourself and realize what you want"

Obviously Mba Ana to pause her meal.

Aera was silent to understand the words mba Ana just now, word for word that was spoken at the simak and interpreted well by Aera.

"What do you think about?"

Aera continued with the previous question.

"Author"

Briefly Mba Ana looked serious with her meaningful gaze.

"A writer? Ah pantesan mba likes to write in the book that is slippery"

Mumam Aera remembered with mba Ana who several times he saw was busy writing in a thick book.

Mba Ana smiled at her nodding.

"Mean later if it's finished Aera can dong read"

"Mmm you'll be the first"

Because the ledger was created for Aera.

Aera smiled happily at him.

"Mmm pantes yes mama knocked on the door no one is open, it was again cool to chat while eating bakpao"

Mama who approached Aera and mba Ana at the dinner table.

Mba Ana got up from her seat and immediately greeted her employer.

"Sorry Mom, I really don't hear you knocking on the door"

"His I wait to know, if that's okay if I join join"

Mama with a serious face that was holding back her laughter looked at Ana's tense mba depression.

Aera flashed a smile with her width. Get up and pull up a chair for mom.

"Mm gotta dong, sit next to Aera"

Mama turned to look at Aera who looked happy and was so enthusiastic about her presence. The simple thing becomes a new thing to have and feel. Regret, guilt is revealed in his current happiness.

Mama sat down and went back to Mba Ana.

"Sitting up, I was just ko joking, again the door was not closed, sitting down"

"But Bu_"

"Sit no papa"

"Sit down mba, when else will we gather rich gini"

Persuade Aera to sit down again.

Mba Ana smiled to her employer as well to Aera.

"Wah strawberry"

After being fixed with strawberry-flavored bakpao.

"Mm deliberately Aera buy for Mama, mama is very fond of the same taste of strawberries"

Aera continued to look so cheerful and enjoy the foreign togetherness that is happening so familiar.

Mama grabbed one bakpao with strawberry flavor and started eating it.

Sweet and still warm. Like fate is being kind let her feel the warm and sweet things like her togetherness at this time.

Her daughter Aera someone who had been hurt and ignored her became something so warm.

After this is true it will not be wasted again. All will be addressed in a way that will not hurt Aera. Do not mind once must be his wounded self as long as not Aera. Getting to know her own daughter after all this time made her feel very lucky with the cheerful and so good daughter she had.