Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Aera was already in her pajamas, going down and down to the kitchen to pick up ice cubes and cloth to compress back her face to get better quickly.

Aera stopped her steps just to look at the wall clock in the dining room, at 22:15.

Returning to move his legs but again stopped with a heartbeat that arrived felt immediately stopped beating. Aera mba Ana lies unconscious in the kitchen.

Stifled, silent with his trembling before moving toward mba Ana.

"Mba? Ana MBA? Wake up mba?"

After approaching Aera squatting just to move the arm movements of Mba Ana. Aera is still thinking positively with Ana who might be joking to make Aera panic and fear.

"Anna's mom isn't funny"

Gretu Aera was getting upset.

"Mba Ana, mba Ana wake up don't joke rich gini, Aera angry ya"

Already with the tightness and worry that was really felt clearly by Aera.

Aera was silent for a moment without movement or sound, before finally her squatting position fell against her.

"Mba Ana"

Seru Aera slowly patted the cheek mba Ana who realized looked so pale.

Aera's body became trembling, claustrophobic uncontrollably.

"Mba Ana. mba Ana! Wake mba! It's not funny don't joke rich gini, mba Ana WAKE up!"

Aera by shaking the body sway mba Ana with a breath that was really tight, the sound became hoarse with the cries that started to follow her.

Aera hurriedly got up running towards the mama's room.

"TOKS..GECK..GECK.. MOMMY.. MOM WAKE UP MA..GECK.. GECK"

Gedor Aera was toned with her terrified cry.

"Aera? Why?"

After mama opened the door, Aera looked chaotic with her cheeks filled with tears.

"Mba Ana passed out ma, Anterin Aera to bring mba Ana to the hospital now"

Ask Aera still with her cry.

"Mba Ana passed out?"

Ask Mama to make sure.

Aera nodded with her cry.

"Mom take the car keys for a minute"

Mama got out with the keys to the car she was in, ran after Aera.

Supporting mba Ana to be in the embrace of Aera and Mama, dragged mba Ana's feet on the floor, brought to get into the car. In the car mba Ana sits unconscious with Aera sitting on the side just to support Ana mba. Her cries continued to harden, with worry breaking her heart.

"Mama hunt ma.."

Ask Aera to slow down.

"Dear, my mom is speeding"

After speeding up the car mama until parked in front of the hospital. Mama got down and immediately called the nurse and the attendant to bring her the bed.

Aera also encouraged Ana who was already lying pale on the bed to be carried in the ER room.

"Mba Ana wakes up mba"

With so much sadness Aera continued to grumble softly in the swiftness of the cry.

Aera's move came to a halt at the doorstep of the ER room, limiting the nurse to not allowing anyone other than the medical team to enter.

Aera noticed Ana's mba from a glass that slightly showed Ana's mba being examined by a doctor.

"Sitting Ra, the doctor already nanganin mba Ana ko, Aera does not have to worry mba Ana will not why napa"

Mama embraces Aera taking her to sit down to calm her down.

"But ma..."

Gretu Aera was still with a sense of worry that seemed to tear her heart apart.

"Aera"

My mom looked at Aera to make sure everything was going to be okay.

Aera stroked out a breath trying to control herself, and nodded in agreement to what mom said.

Today for the first time Aera felt the roar of tears and the tightness of being afraid of a loss. Although there was already a lot missing from what should have been hers, Aera had never felt straight away how it felt to lose, letting go of what was dear in her grasp.

This time Aera clearly sensed her, like many sharp objects piercing her heart simultaneously.

Wounded, sliced, broken and messy.

Fear, prejudice and unexpected crazy things seemed to meet and control Aera. Until everything gets messy and messy.

Silently with a bow and two hands clasping each other tightly, Aera hoped.

"Don't let me lose what I have again, no need to return what is already lost at least not until what is already in the hand is forced to be removed and in the gust to be lost. Please let Aera stay here for a long time, with Aera, at least allow Aera to repay her kindness first"

Her crying spilled back, Aera covered her face with both palms.

Mama approached Aera to be crying in her arms.

"What's going to happen"

Firmly mama reassured Aera by patting Aera's back gently.

"Aera is afraid ma"

Obviously Aera with a hoarse voice due to the roar of her cry.

"Mmm. mama knows ko"

After a long time, the doctor escorted several sisters out to Aera and Mama.

"Can I talk in my room?"

Take the doctor to the two women in front of her, Aera and Mama.

"Yes doc"

Mama is unemployed following the doctor with Aera following her.

The three of them were already sitting opposite Aera who was sitting next to mama.

"Where is Ana Dok's condition? He's good enough"

Srodot Aera was impatient, curious, and worried.

"Ana's condition is very bad, there is damage to her liver. To find out more if this is true liver cancer I have done some tests and further examinations"

Stabbed Aera's heart with the explanation of the doctor who gave a question that Aera did not expect.

"Where can doc? Mba Ana all this time good? No pain, nothing, doc..."

Gretu Aera does not accept, her grief is spilled without anyone holding back the dam of tears and her pain in the day.

"I can't explain more without the test results from the examination"

"But it can be cured, can't Doc?"

Aera is already very messy.

"We are waiting for the result"

"When the results will come out doc"

Ask Mama to make sure.

"We're processing and we're not going to go ahead, we're going out"

"So contact us immediately if there are any results"

Furthermore mama also resigned with a sense of hit that also felt her.

"Good"

Mama embraces helping Aera to get up and get out of the doctor's room.

In an instant with the arrival of what initially seemed real and clear turned into a blur, dim and began to be invisible, all became so dark.

Dan.geep..

Aera fell unconscious, losing her consciousness.

"Aera!"

Mama's exclaim was made cool with Aera who was released in her embrace.

"Aera, Aera.. Aera..."

The buzzing reflected off the reflection of the mama's voice that Aera heard in the eyes that still left a little awareness before finally completely fainted.

"Aera"

Someone called his name.

Deck...

Aera opened her eyes.

Located in a stretch of grass surrounded by many weeds with twilight that displays orange in the universe.

Aera turned around, turning her head who had already called her.

"Mba Ana"

Aera exclaimed at the existence of mba Ana who looked so beautiful with plain white clothes worn her, followed in the mba Ana small bed containing flowers arranged stacked into one.

Looks so beautiful with a smile that looks so beautiful and sincere.

Showing mba Ana like an adult woman as in general.

Aera smiled as she approached.

"Where is our Ana MBA? What is this place?"

Tanya Aera was already in front of Ana's mba, revealing the place the two were currently at.

"Beautiful right?"

Tanya Mba Ana looked so graceful.

Aera smiled at his nodding.

Mba Ana smiled looking at Aera. Mba Ana took out a white flower from the bed she was carrying.

"Do you know what this is?"

Tanya mba Ana showed the flowers that were already in her grasp.

Aera just shook her head, what was clearly shown to her was just a bunch of flowers.

"Dandelion flower, a flower that has loved since childhood. And in the end you're just like this flower"

Aera widened her gaze listening to Mbah Ana who became serious with her story.

Mba Ana dropped the bed that she had originally brought so that both her hands were only busy with the collection of flowers that she was currently holding.

Mba Ana separates one flower from another. And the flower was blown by Ana and all became scattered with the wind that carried her.

"Right now you're just a teenage girl who's too small and fragile"

Obviously mba Ana by giving one flower the same to Aera.

Aera was glued to listen and pay attention to Ana.

"If at the end of the day you are alone, then leave and let go with whatever exalts you"

"fast... With what and with what reason is Aera mba?"

Aera asked who was immersed in the atmosphere and said the word that Ana said.

"Like the Dandelion, he scatters apart from one another into his own being, after which he follows the wind that carries him and becomes grown where he falls"

"But different for Aera mba, all there is not easy"

"You can Ra, if it's really painful then let go"

Letting go means allowing what is or what is possessed to go away or to be completely lost.

"Mmmm Aera will try with what Ana said"

Aera smiled faintly nodding her assent.

"You can go quietly"

"Where are you going?"

"The place where after mba let go of everything and returned what he had borrowed"

"Aera can come?"

Mba Ana smiled shaking her head.

"Why mba?"

"Your color has not yet let go of anything, not even your wings have been flapped and there has not been a single thing you borrowed"

With the arrival of the bright light coming and beating the twilight made Aera have to close her eyes to cover from the bright white light.

When it had dimmed and returned to how it was before Ana was no longer in front of him there were only flakes of Dandelion flowers scattered.