Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole
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Just going to go with Caca with his motorbike, arriving his second stopped with a Caca phone that reads.


Seen Caca one incoming call from her Mama.


"For a while, Ra's cave picked up the phone from nyokap bentar, no papa right"


Obviously Caca with his cell phone that reads.


"Papa Ca lift it up"


Caca smiled, and picked up her phone.


"Yes hello ma, why?"


Caca cried to make sure when the phone is connected.


"Where's maca? Could you please mama for a minute"


"Read more outside ma, please what?"


"Anter mama for a while ahead, clouded about her Mama males using public transportation"


"Well, what can't happen later? Caca's got business"


"Racca?"


"Yes yes, yes"


Tut's...


Phone calls were turned off by Caca.


"With papa Ca lo back, the cave can be alone ko"


Excited Aera who listened to Caca's chat with her mother. Don't want to just 'cause she's Caca ignoring her mama.


"Sorry so much Aera"


Caca with her guilt and unpleasant.


"Mmm, no papa Ca"


Aera smiled looking at Caca.


"It's the cave first"


With Aera turning away left Caca. Caca would feel bad if he had to leave Aera


A taxi drove Aera to the funeral. In the taxi Aera rested her head in silence. Closing his eyes, feeling his head filled with all things with a heart that kept shouting tired and wanting to let go to be resigned. All unfolded many are tormenting inner Aera. No one else feels, knows, and hears. Just being held alone. Until several times in her stand Aera shed her tears.


Aera came down to return to the flower shop that had once visited her.


"His mom again?"


Greet the shopkeeper with the arrival of Aera.


"I want two different bouquets of flowers"


Clearly Aera with her wishes and requests.


"Dandelions?"


Aera cried slowly directed with a group of yellow flowers that were not far from her position.


"Yes right ka this is a dandelion flower that has bloomed, so its color is bright yellow like this"


The shopkeeper followed Aera to see the Dandelion flowers.


"The flowers haven't been long. This flower is unique and represents strength. Many love this flower, so it often wears out quickly"


The shop owner explained.


"Power"


Aera softly muttered to yourself.


"I want this one"


Show Aera to the Dandelion flower.


"Just let me wrap it up first"


Ask the store owner to wrap and prepare two bouquets of the same flower, Dandelion.


Aera draws a Dandelion flower for a closer look.


A rose arrived in front of Aera. Aera turned to make sure with a hand that thrust a red rose at her.


Aera smiled faintly with the Titan presence that was currently before her, someone who was thrusting the current red rose to Aera.


Aera grabbed the rose that was being thrust to her.


"This is the flower"


The store owner by giving two bouquets of flowers that have been wrapped neatly and beautiful.


"How much?"


Ask Aera at the price she has to pay.


"It's been paid for the same thing"


Aera turned her head to look at Titan, re-describing a faint smile to her.


"Favor"


Titan nodded with a smile, reaching for a bouquet of flowers that Aera had brought for Titan to bring along.


Titan asked in his steps, staring and noticing Aera who occasionally turned her head with a faint smile and became calmer than before.


"What?"


Ask Aera to make sure.


"Everything"


Obviously Titan, did not explain in detail his intent.


"It hasn't been good, it's even getting more complicated. Don't know what else to do"


Clarify Aera who understands the meaning of the Titan question.


Aera crouches down after arriving at Mba Ana's grave, with the Titan crouching beside Aera.


"Aera dateng mba"


Aera smiled with breadth.


"This is Titan, you know someone who looks cold and stiff who has come and met mba"


Aera then introduced the existence of Titan.


Aera turned to Titan to mean Titan to give a greeting to the tomb of Mba Ana.


"Mmmm, yes I'm Titan mba"


Titan widened his gaze, becoming awkward with what he was currently doing.


"Mmm. mba don't have to worry that I will take care of Aera, and will try to always be there for Aera"


Titan became more serious with his gaze staring at Aera.


Aera smiled faintly with her gaze back in glass, moved by what Titan had told Aera before the tomb of Mba Ana.


"Aera mba's favorite flower, Dandelion. Aera thought it would be difficult to make this flower dapetin, he explained quite rare. But fortunately now Aera can dapetin for Mba Ana"


Aera cried out a bouquet of flowers, to replace the roses that have been so withered. Aera smiled broadly holding the full puddle that was in her eyes.


"Aera will rarely come to meet mba, not as often as yesterday and today. Make a decision that Aera once took to mba. For Aera to let go and let go of everything, it was still a decision. Because until now Aera has not been able to be on that decision. Maafin Aera mba"


Aera was bowed in her that shed her tears.


"Aera"


Titan is slow.


Being in this situation is becoming a lot of people call his name in a different way.


A slow voice, a pityful gaze, it felt like Aera did not like this. With people who stare at him out of pity.


"Don't call that rich cave Tan"


Ask Aera to look at Titan.


"Aera"


The Titan exclaimed once again with tone, manner and gaze as usual the Titan called out to Aera. Making peace with Aera who does not want to be treated to be different like someone who becomes pitying her.


"What?"


Aera


Titan stalls his hand with his palm opened.


Aera stared at Titan's helping hand for her. I don't understand what Titan is doing. Strangely his Aera grabs him to be in the Titan's hands.


"Mba Ana will do the same thing, right every time you slumped like now?"


Titan continues after the existence of Aera's hand grasped her.


Aera smiled faintly nodded, with a nod that dropped the teardrops.


"Don't follow the decision you make when you are ready to make that decision. Your mindset and beliefs first, do not even later all messy and make you worse. Mba Ana will say the same thing like this, she wants the best for you. Make the important thing now stay strong"


Titan continued with his long sentence, smilingly staring warmly at Aera.


Aera returned a thin smile to her nodding.


"Thank you very much Tan"


After the tomb of Mba Ana Aera and Titan went to the tomb of Anan.


"Hallo yeah? Aera dateng's"


Aera cried after being in front of Anan's tomb.


"Aera brought Daddy a beautiful flower, someone once said that Aera is like this flower. Sometimes it becomes brittle and can grow where it falls, when it is blooming will be a strength"


Furthermore Aera put the Dandelion flower that was originally helped Titan bring it.


"After a year Dad lay sick, now I can finally rest well. Not too many feelings or grandiose sadness that Aera rasain well. Just disappointed, Aera is disappointed for all her things Well. Even if described one by one disappointed that Aera rasain, all too complicated"


He dropped his tear glasses back.


"There are many things that Aera has not been able to tell, there are many flavors that Aera has not been able to pour out, there are many longings that have never been avenged"


Many things will be a long fight for Aera to stay strong and be tough.


There is a feeling of affection, a love that Aera has not poured out, Aera has not given, Aera's balum describes in real.


The longing that is created, climbed every night in prayer and every quiet that exists. In the end this longing really can never be delivered, and can never be avenged by being explained to Aera.