Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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What is more fun, choosing to know what is true but will be very hurt, or choose to be quiet and good without knowing the truth.

And right now Aera is at her choice to know and be hurt by the truth.

One by one, again and again the mind and the feeling as if back stabbed with sharp objects pierced the same wound.

With what Aera should respond and deal with this.

After the pain, the disappointment, the anger all became one at this time.

Aera fell silent in her cries, still insisting on being able to control herself. This is still in part, there are still many things that Aera must know because of this Aera must be able to hold herself.

"Hhhhhhhhhh..."

Aera took a deep breath which then exhaled her, wiping the tears on her cheeks.

"What's after that grandma?"

Aera asked for grandma to go back on her story.

"The last year Anan fell ill, until he fell into a coma and died. Anan once woke up in a coma just saying something"

Nek Parsiah.

"Anan is dreaming, with the girl who is in Anan's dream"

Imitate the grandmother with what Anan had told her, when she woke up in the middle of her coma.

"Not long after that, he returned critical and in a coma. In his coma, Anan keeps dropping his tears. Grandma thinks it's all punishment for what Anan did"

With often Aera stroked her breath with her eyes firmly, feeling the tightness that was already very painful felt.

"Over the past year Aera has always had dreams with a man Aera doesn't know, she seems sad and lonely, she keeps asking Aera to let go. Aera only realized that the existence of a man was Dad. She asks Aera to no longer miss and expect her arrival, so she can leave"

Aera covered her face with her two palms. No longer with a control that can hold him back.

In her closed face Aera sobbed his sobbing howling sobbing.

Grandma hugged Aera, patting her softly on Aera's back.

"Sorry Aera's grandmother, Maafin Anan, everything you've experienced is all because of us"

In the roar of her cries, Aera argued fiercely with her inner being.

Aera wants to hate everything Aera knows right now.

But her inner self refuses to do so, all is past and Aera has promised Ana to let go and let go of what she lost.

Aera opened her face, rubbing the face that had become wet with teardrops. Aera nods at Grandma, meaning Aera forgives her.

"Just be sicker, and take more time if the current Aera does not close the disappointment to mom, dad and grandma. Aera let go of everything including the disappointment in Aera's heart, Aera forgives everything that happened that hurt Aera to what she is today"

"Thank you Aera"

Grandma smiled back rubbing Aera's cheeks with a moment of closing her eyes to feel Aera's soft cheeks, with the grandmother dropping tears in her sidelines.

"May, Dad's photo album for Aera?"

Aera asked by showing the photo album that was originally on her bench.

Grandma smiled nodding her.

"May son"

Grandma pulled both of Nara's hands to be in her clasp.

"Can grandma make Aera Grandma's granddaughter?"

"It's not that Aera's really Grandma's granddaughter, is it?"

The atmosphere seemed to be haru, with a smile between the two, although still with the rest of the tear glasses.

Grandma widened her smile, pulling Aera back into her arms.

"Thank you very much Aera"

After her Aera brought grandmother's hand to be in her grasp.

"Aera has to leave now, Aera leaves someone outside. We start a good relationship from the beginning huh grandma, Aera will not forget everything but Aera will also not hate her. All Aera will keep in Aera's memory, as the past and as things that will make Aera can learn many things"

If every painful thing is forgotten, then from which one will learn. If every thing painful like, broken, injured, failed, and so on is in stay even thrown away.

Aera wants to be different, to be strong, to learn to be better.

If yesterday he was hurt by someone, Aera learned to organize more, be careful not to hurt others. After knowing what the pain is like, Aera does not want to make others feel with what Aera feels.

"This house, your house too, you can come whenever you want. I often go to see my grandmother"

"Aera will come often, and find out more about dad, and about grandma"

Aera smiled with her warm gaze between the eyes with her petals becoming like panda eyes.

When outside, the rain was so heavy, with the roar of lightning that was often heard thundering.

With the protection of one grandmother's bodyguard, Aera got into a Titan car without having to wet the bed.

"Udah?"

Titan asked to confirm the whereabouts of Aera who was already sitting next to him.

Aera smiled at his nodding.

"His reality is far from what the cave suppose. But when it was cleared again, it really hurt. But even so strange cave ngrasa better. There's nothing the cave understands from the cave itself now"

"Color is as painful as any reality, it's much better than a lie or anything that covers it. You feel pain because of the actual reality, while part of yourself you feel better, it's because what is in your mind becomes Aera's relief"

Obviously Titan while looking at Aera's pale face, and eyes that are so cute and sebam because they cry too much.

Aera was stunned again, devastated by what Titan said again touched her heart.

"And why? The cave is always better every story and ngedengerin you advise the cave?"

Aera asked what was on her mind at the moment with her gaze fixed on Titan.

Titan smiled faintly at Aera, with the sudden Titan rubbing Aera's head.

Aera smiled at Titan.

"So now it's your turn to go to the cave"

Obviously Titan by turning on his car.

"Where?"

"To one place"

Brief Titan did not explain, with the place he will visit with Aera.

Titan parked a car in front of a movie theater.

"Cinema?"

Briefly Aera make sure.

"Udah come along"

Titan grabs Aera's hand to guide her.

Aera let in with the hand that was in the Titan's hand.

After all there is comfort felt at this time, when being close to the Titan, while his hands are in his grasp.

Aera and Titan enter the cinema with the Titan who pulled it away without first waiting in line to buy an entrance ticket.

While in the cinema there is only the existence of Aera and Titan, really quiet even so empty.

Aera looked at Titan, not understanding everything she currently saw.

"sit"

The Titan exclaimed to point one seat at Aera.

Aera sat down with the Titan who then sat beside Aera.

Within seconds of the two being seated, det, the cinema room became like an expanse of the universe that made the sky so close, with millions of stars that filled it.

"Titan"

Aera turned her head to look at Titan, still with her shock. A place that is usually used as a place for a film, this makes Titan a room with 3Dimensions in it.

"Where? Lo like?"

Titan asked looked at Aera seriously.

Being with some time after knowing and understanding the extent, the slump that Aera felt through made Titan very bad just fine because he kept thinking about Aera.

"Lo nyiapin this all"

Ask Aera to make sure.

Titan nodded, still with his solemn expression.

"Make what?"

With Aera back into glass, moved and inexhaustible with what Titan is currently giving her.

"Make you Ra"

Clarify Titan briefly, making Titan like a real Titan person.

"Hhhhhh..."

Aera stroked out a breath, with tears falling back on her cheeks.

With Titan who immediately wiped the teardrops he saw fell on Aera's cheek.

"Don't cry anymore, this cave doesn't like to see Ra. This cave persiapin because you want to entertain you not to make you sad so rich gini"

Aera smiled at her nodding, immediately wiping away the trace of tears on her cheeks.

The two of them became fixated on leaning their heads, enjoying the millions of flashing stars blinking between the bright expanse of the night sky.

"Cause can you know? What's on your mind right now?"

Titan asked without looking at Aera.

"Fear"

Briefly Aera, who did not also turn her head to look at Titan.

Aera's words would make Titan look over and pay attention.

"What are you afraid of?"

"Time"

Aera, looking at Titan.

"Gua still can't believe time will cure everything? And. the cave was afraid of what would happen after this"

Aera fell back with her tears.

"Aera"

Titan exclaimed, becoming worried and getting hurt with what Aera was currently afraid of.

"It is not the time to heal you, but yourself"

"You see, forever the cave will not be able to heal well like before"

"It's not that you're determined by what your choices and decisions are"

"The color is now the cave becomes afraid.

Hhhhh..."

Aera closed her eyes just dropped the glass that had piled up.

"Aera!"

The Titan exclaimed that both hands were on Aera's cheeks.

"Don't make what happened break you, you can definitely get out of this"

Aera opened her eyes, watching Titan.

"Don't cry anymore"

Ask Titan by rubbing both cheeks Aera.

Aera smiled faintly nodded, between her eyes that still left a trace of tears.

Being determined by what is an option even though it does not cover a person with his fear.