Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Aera is delivered home by Sia.

"Back of heart"

Aera who had gotten off the bike by returning the helmet to Sia.

"mmmmmmm. Enter sono lu, morning samper cave ngaret cave stay anyway"

Sia with her babble.

"Yes"

The Holy of Aera

Who then smiled looked at Sia.

"Udah gih there, Sia went home her heart heart yes, if there is anything direct news"

Aera said so sweetly.

Sia was dumbfounded, staring at Aera expressionlessly.

"Dignified"

"Udah ya"

Sia who then drove.

Disappeared from sight, Aera turned around and looked at someone standing by closing the door of the car she had opened.

A man Aera knew.

The happy expression instantly faded.

"Just got home Ra?"

Sapa man who was standing in front of Aera, not so close the distance between the two just bring their gazes together.

Aera pulled her aunt to smile.

" Oh Adnan too? New anterin mama?"

Aera was friendly with intent.

Om Adnan is a man who Aera has known recently. Business associate explanation when her mother introduced her.

And from the first time to know her Aera was already disliked, there is something unpleasant about the way she looked at someone, especially with her style, her closeness to Mama, her relationship with her, and a habit that often takes mom home in the middle of the night. It felt Aera's reason and explanation was enough to dislike even to dismiss the man in front of her named Adnan.

Adnan smiled cynically, nodding Aera's question.

"Aera? Coming in!"

My mother is still at the door. Realizing Aera when Adnan responds to Aera's whereabouts.

Aera passed by Adnan with a cynical look full of dislike. Who then passed by mama who was busy watching Adnan.

"Where from?"

Short mama, right behind Aera.

Aera turned around, pulling both corners of her lips.

"Aera out ma, maen same temen temen Aera"

The mother then looked back at the clock on the wall, at 00:30.

"Main?"

Briefly mama after returning her gaze to Aera.

Obviously Aera.

Mama simply nodded, throwing away her gaze which then stepped away from Aera.

"Ma?"

Call Aera turn around.

Mama turned to look at Aera, waiting with what she would say.

"With mama again free, Aera want to takein pesen from walikelas Aera, if the day after tomorrow there is a walimurid meeting and Aera's teacher wants to meet Mama"

Obviously Aera quickly, do not want to waste too much time that is considered meaningful for Mama who is always busy with her work.

Mama smiled thinly by nodding Aera's words, which then turned back and completely passed leaving Aera.

Mba Ana approached Aera, always with a smile and her warm gaze.

"Aera, have you eaten, will you be ready?"

Aera smiled back and looked at him warmly.

"Aera is full mba, mba ko belom sleep, wait Aera ya"

"Mmmm?" Mba Ana who widened her gaze.

"Mba is awake, kebelet. PD you (confidence)"

Aera smiled revealing her teeth.

"Kirain, already Aera want to go up, mba continued his break"

"Do you want to drink first?"

Aera shook her head quickly still with a smile.

"Neither Mba, good night mba"

"Good night Aera"

Often times the affection and care of someone wrong in delivery so sometimes even in the wrong sense that eventually broke the defense, struggle or strong someone.

May her cuey mama, and her busyness is a form of struggle for her feelings of affection. It would be very broken and broken if all the prejudices in Aera's mind became real.

Aera prayed and hoped that she would fall asleep. There is one prayer and the same hope in his faithful night. Always make tears drop when said.

"Lord, Aera is not a good person, but can Aera ask for an explanation for every single thing and mistake that Aera has in her life. Aera was tired of constantly guessing and counting. Aera probably wouldn't be ready for a painful explanation, but Aera also couldn't continue to quietly ignore. Oh, my God..."

Aera said with a blank look, speaking in her heart.

Her 18-year existence is still a question mark, an empty explanation that Aera has yet to understand. God is testing him or God is angry because of a mistake.

Often his silence and daydreams made him ask, where to begin?

Survive, alone really alone. Sometimes many of them just come over. Not come to strengthen, provide protection let alone to give answers, all closed. For those who really live too often ignore, even occasionally to break. It was not just fate that was too cruel but the whole world was as if it was leaving.

May there be a day when all is real.

hopefully there will be a day when all is in a beautiful place where all is not engineering or mere desire but truly existing and real.

Every step tired today may usher you to the destination, the place you crave.

May all this be no longer broken, as it has been.

Without someone to truly guide, Aera would reach the place where Aera should be. Too long does not mean forever. So also for the day yesterday and today live, tomorrow becomes different.