Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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If someone who is so close and close to ask to be released and leave inevitably we must let go not because we do not want to maintain it but to appreciate his decisions and choices.

Far and mature all well considered.

Even though the one who releases and the one who is released is equally hurt and hurt.

Aera began to open her wake after falling unconscious. Aera looked at the mother who was beside her.

Aera smiled at mom.

"Aera see mba Ana in a dream Very beautiful area ma, mba Ana wear white dress"

Clearly Aera clearly remembered what was happening within her subconscious.

Mama smiled nodding with falling tears.

"Why ma?"

Aera got up and sat down to pay attention to mama more closely.

"The condition of Ana's mba is getting critical, the doctor is dealing with her now"

Without feeling stale Aera got up and ran to mba Ana. 

Aera watched from behind the glass door with mba Ana who was handled by the dokder.

Long enough Aera waited with the company of her mother until the doctor came out with a resigned expression on her face.

Staring at Aera and Mama with a shake of her head.

"I'm sorry"

"No doc, no no, no way"

Aera understood the intent of the doctor, Aera shook her head in disbelief.

Aera ran in and approached Ana.

"Doc?"

Ask Mama for more explanation.

"Ana's gone, I've done as much as possible but Ana's condition is already very bad the damage to her liver is very severe especially with the tumor that has spread throughout her body"

For the first time Aera steps stopped when going to approach mba Ana. For the first time Aera wanted to turn her head and go far away not to see Ana. For the first time the earth felt her stop with the pain of all the wounds that were being manifestly felt Aera.

"Hhhhhh..."

Aera let out a breath of tightness between her weakened heartbeats even felt like she was about to stop beating.

Watching the nurse pull the white blanket to cover up Ana's mba face.

"STOP!"

Shouted Aera holding the nurse who would pull slimut to cover the face mba Ana.

The cries and cries of the crowd poured out and poured out uncontrollably.

Aera was fixated stiffly with teardrops that kept dripping with her swiftness.

Not understanding what to do, what to say, all Aera still does not believe.

Until finally the earth is felt again spinning, time is again felt running. Believe it or not, everything is real. Aera silenced her mouth with both of her palms to hold back the ever-tightening and unstoppable roar of tears.

Tight, painful and too difficult all the silly things that hurt were simultaneously tearing apart his entire body and heart.

"BUILD MBA! AWAKE UP! AERA PLEASE BUILD THE MBA"

Shouted Aera evaporated, being beside mba Ana by shaking the arm of Mba Ana.

"Mba Ana?"

Aera exclaimed in a hoarse voice with trembling lips.

"AMBA....."

Seru Aera hugged mba Ana tightly.

Mama enters and immediately pulls Aera into her arms.

"What would it be without Ana ma's mba?"

Aera asked in my mom's arms.

"Let it and relain mba dear Ana, there far away from this place there will be a beautiful place that welcomes her"

Mama rubbed Aera's back and head.

Aera was glued still in her roar of tears.

"Dandelions"

Aera exclaimed to release herself from the embrace of mama, re-still staring and pay attention to mba Ana.

Aera asked and remembered all the messages and advice Ana had conveyed in her dream.

"Everything is very painful mba, the departure of mba Ana who very arrived arrived. So how could Aera let go of her?"

Aera calmed down with all the questions that were currently filling her head, the teardrops that kept falling down.

"If Dandelion can grow anywhere after scattering differently for Aera mba, one place that is so comfortable is not necessarily able to make Aera grow and feel good only"

Mama chooses to leave Aera leaving room for Aera to be alone with Ana's mba, conveying and expressing everything in her mind.

"If in the end mba Ana left then why make Aera have to be too dependent on mba, if in the end mba left then Aera should be like what? Mba...? Why should it be now? Why make Aera herself"

Aera roared again with her cries tightening and getting louder in the listen.

Losing. in just say it is very painful then how can the taste can be held back if the loss becomes real.

Aera felt her body became very tired, her head felt very dizzy and heavy. Just as Mama came back in to pull Aera, Aera had fallen down again lying unconscious on the floor.

"Aera"

My mother ran over to Aera.

Aera was taken into a car to rest at home with the body of Mba Ana delivered by ambulance.

In the end, Ana no longer insists on forcing her long-injured self with her pain to stay put and be next to Aera. Mba Ana releases herself to leave because she believes Aera can learn more and become stronger, existing or without her. Let the day of the past with Aera be buried in her happiness, ever being made Aera mean is the most beautiful thing she ever felt.

The world that is no longer the same will be very limiting will miss the longing that will often be created between the two.

In the eight of her, Aera woke up again in a beautiful place, where Aera had previously met Ana.

Aera sees the figure of Ana who goes away following a man in front of her.

"Mba Ana"

Aera yang yang.

Mba Ana stopped her steps and turned to look at Aera's whereabouts.

"Will you go?"

Tanya Aera was already in front of mba Ana.

"Mmm mba has to go now?"

"When do we meet again?"

"We'll see Aera often"

Smiling Ana looked at Aera.

"Who is mba?"

Show Aera the existence of the man who still stands on her back to Aera.

Mba Ana just kept quiet and widened her smile.

Someone turned around and looked at Aera. Smiling greeted Aera.

"I'm someone who always misses you Aera"

"But I don't know you"

Obviously Aera felt familiar with the back that Aera had previously noticed, like she had seen it several times but somewhere.

"We don't know each other but we miss each other"

A person with a sad expression that was made clear in his face.

"I miss you?"

"Yes, and you hate me too"

"I don't remember anything"

Now Aera tries to remember what was forgotten and missed the results are still free.

"May I ask you something?"

Aera nodded expressionlessly.

It felt calm and there was something very comfortable Aera felt as she stared and watched the man beside Ana.

"If you wake up later, don't forget my face and let it all go. I let you go, you also have to let me go. Forgive me and don't hate me anymore"

Aera was speechless not understanding what this man was saying.

"My color misses you so much Aera"

Followed by a drop of tears that suddenly fell.

Sincerity, something was felt and understood with the sense that Aera was currently feeling with the existence of the man before her.