Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Aera and Adnan stopped at a cafe. The two sat at a table and faced each other.

"What do you want?"

Ask Adnan to Aera.

Aera who was originally with her bowed gaze, raised her gaze and looked at Adnan.

"What aja"

Aera cried briefly.

"Two lattes"

Adnan cried to the waiter who was standing next to his table.

"There again?"

Ask the waiter after taking down Adnan's order.

"That's it first"

The waiter passed, it did not take long to return with a tray containing two cups of latte as ordered by Adnan.

"Please"

The servant exclaimed after putting two cups of coffee in front of the two.

"Drinked"

Adnan exclaimed with the two who were previously the same as glued still.

Aera pulls both corners of her lips, must be without the smile outlined.

Maraih the white cup in front of her and sipped the coffee so slowly, while blowing her a few times.

Likewise with Adnan who sipped his coffee.

"Why this hour you even run around, while digressing no longer clear. Are you not in school?"

Adnan asked after putting his cup back on the table, watching Aera by leaning her shoulders.

"At the time someone really needs to rest, right?"

Aera replied back with a blurb of her smile, with an answer that seemed to represent her.

"Mm-mm"

Adnan was fixated on widening his gaze with Aera's reply just now.

"Hhhhh..."

Striking laughter after understanding the meaning of Aera's words.

"You're really good at talking"

Cetus Adnan smiled.

"That's a compliment or a humiliation?"

Question Aera by not understanding Adnan's incitement to her.

"Depends on your assumptions"

"So Aera can also assume at Aera's request that has not been answered before and om even invited Aera here it means that om will obey her, will stay here beside mama"

Obsessed to be right to be lost, assuming if his disappearance will bring Aera to mba Ana and Dad. And for all the wounds and sufferings that are in his feel will just disappear.

"After that, you'll go"

Not out of thought, right with Aera who was depressed until it seemed to start losing his mind or right to be sincere about his crazy desire.

Aera smiled at her nodding, with a glazed look in her eyes.

"You are aware of what you want right now"

"Why? You think Aera's getting crazy?"

With the intention of the question Adnan, smiled by showing a row of his teeth.

"It's not because you're going crazy, this rich desire can't be there"

Aera was speechless flashing out her smile, with a muttering mind. Someone who can understand and understand us is someone who has already felt pain and what it is like to be in the same place.

Adnan, Titan, Azka or anyone who says they understand Aera, they don't really understand, they just understand but don't understand.

"Mm-mm"

Aera, who was silent, was confused by what Adnan said.

"Aera was depressed, lost her mind, and now it's like she's gone crazy. Even today it feels like Aera wants to laugh"

Aera continued to smile again with width even with the laughter that was shown at this time, with a look that returned to the mirror.

"Hhhhh...."

Aera's breath strands after her.

Aera then woke up from her sitting.

"Where are you going?"

Adnan asked after seeing his Aera getting up from the seat.

"Aera has to go. Thanks for the coffee. Just one more thing, just think Aera was just crazy again"

Aera smiled, who then passed away.

Like never going straight ahead well, always stop the step after being far enough from where it passed. He closed his eyes again, inhaled and exhaled them several times quickly, with perceived tightness.

After feeling more relieved Aera left by wearing a bus, went to one place.

On the way, in a bus that is not too crowded because it is not the hours people leave or go home to school and work.

Sitting on the right side by the window with the sunlight hitting her, blinding her eyeballs. At times Aera closed her eyes, in a stand that was felt warm and with silence that was no longer the dark that was seen but an empty expanse filled with bright light.

The moment of fun is especially coupled with the handset worn and the humming of melow songs listened to.

An unpleasant moment leads him to meet someone.  Remembering that made Aera happy, smiling a happy smile. Although on the other side of his heart there is a crack almost broken, with a choice that Aera has determined.

Determine not just choose, but also make sure this is it and consider. Putting his heart aside for the sake of many things.

Aera came down after arriving at the stop that was close to where she was going.

It took me a few minutes to get to that place.

After it was true until Aera just kept silent in front of the place, which was Azka's cafe.

Shut up and just pay attention, with thoughts, longs and many things that are currently being felt, even his mind back murmuring.

"Azka why do caves have to be disappointed because of lo? why do you have to be the one Sia likes? why isn't Titan always there for caves?"

Bowing after her, felt the tear glasses that pooled full and began to fall.

Azka who had just placed the order on the customer's desk, turned her head and looked at Aera's whereabouts outside was bowed.

Azka placed the tray on the table, and rushed out to meet Aera. After being close to Aera, Azka saw the bow that Aera was currently doing because Aera was crying. Being sick and hurt seeing Aera as she is today. Approaching without a sound or a cry, Azka immediately brought Aera to be in her arms.

Aera closed her eyes, knowing who was holding her. Being with both hands dangled, did not reply to embrace Azka. But Aera was roaring with her cries in her arms.

"If there is a chance for a nebus cave when the cave does not exist when you need a cave, the cave will certainly do many things, so that your feelings of disappointment are lost because of the cave"

Azka cried with her close embrace to embrace Aera.

"Sorry Aera cave"

Azka continued with her feelings of regret and guilt.

Aera pushed Azka slowly to break away from her embrace.

"Hhhhhhh.."

Swaying a breath of tightness while rubbing both cheeks that have been moistened with many tears that fall.

"I'm sorry for what? What's wrong?"

Just talking to Azka also made her eyes continue to look glassy.

"Kna already made you disappointed, because there was not a moment when you slumped, because it has made your friendship with Sia so not good anymore"

Azka with both eyes that also became glazed.

"Common's sorry, Aera"

Azka once again.

"Lo's really sorry about all that?"

Ask Aera, just make sure and after her..

"Lord's really sorry Aera. If time can walk backwards the cave will arrange everything better, the cave will not make you like now"

"But unfortunately this is not a fairy tale world Ka, where time can not rotate as you like. Gua will not blame you for anything, or blame anyone. If there is also a need in the salahin cave, either on grief, pain, or love triangle this"

The words that Aera said became upset with himself, will the decision that has been determined and still be in doubt in his mind.

"You really apologize to the cave, can the cave ask for the same thing you?"

Insisting on choices and decisions, and all questioned Aera first is just buying time to organize her heart.

"Mmm, whatever you ask will be filled cave, Aera. If it can make you sorryin cave"

Aera reached out her hand, touching Azka's face with her hand. Aera smiled so sweetly and beautifully even with falling tears.

"This face belongs to the man who was once in the heart of the cave. There were many things that the cave already had with him"

Azka held Aera's hand by holding her.

"What does that mean? Ever been in the heart? What that means is that the cave is no longer in your heart at this time"

Aera draws her hand to escape from Azka.

Smiling and nodding.

"Grotto request, lupain our feelings for each other. Because there have been others who broke into the heart of the cave and get rid of your existence. All is not your fault but the wrong cave that can not keep the heart of the cave itself and allow anyone to enter into it. After all, there was Sia who loved you much more today than the cave"

Azka was stunned for a moment, like a nightmare that was slapped roughly with Aera's current words. Stiff as if to wake up from all, but it's true.

"Aera"

Lirih Azka.

"Lo said he would know what the cave will be. And this is the will of the cave. Maafin Azka cave"

He dropped his tears again, with lips still forcing him to keep smiling.

"Take good self yes"

Aera cried, who then turned to step away from Azka.

Azka chases Aera, pulls her hand and brings Aera back in her arms.

"Why should gini style, Aera?"

Aera again spilled out her cries, this time until sniffled tight.

While in Azka's arms, Aera encourages Azka to let go.

"What about Titan? He's a man who has managed to get rid of the existence of a cave in your heart"

Aera was still busy with her cries, not knowing what to say.

"You're a real Titan, you took off the cave just because of him. Do you know who he is? He's Aera's cave sister, his Kaka cave. The cave was driven from the house by its own choice of cave, with the departure of the cave from the house making Titan bear the burden, the responsibility that the cave should bear. And now he's beating your heart because he wants to feel victorious from the cave not for his sincere feelings"

Deg. his heart weakened instantly even felt it almost stopped beating. As if limp was powerless, it became quite cruel to what Azka had said.

Aera shook her head with a gaze that became empty.

"No way, no way, the cave-dwelling Titan is not that rich"

Aera turned around and then ran away with her very fast.