Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Arriving at home Aera shut herself in the room in the key.

Without any hordengs open, without lights or tumblr on. Aera let the darkness fill her room making sadness and all this pain set among the darkness that hugged her.

Aera lights up the song with her firmer, without the hansed that is commonly worn.

In her loud blazing song Aera roars her cries with her hysterical, vanishing, spilling everything she feels.

But still the roar of Aera's cry is more hysterical than before, until the sound of music that has been ignited even once can still make you hear the roar of Aera's cry clearly.

There was something really clear for Mama to feel about what Aera felt, pain, brokenness and destruction.

What to do to strengthen Aera.

Space and time are just that which you can currently give.

"Hold on, baby, everything's gonna be fine"

Mummy mama.

In his current chaos many moments togetherness with mba Ana who re-remembered and redesigned in his memory. Everything, from one thing to another, was too much of a sweet thing that Aera did together with Ana's mba. How could Aera forget her.

Especially with the sense of losing someone who should be a father figure for Aera.

Redeeming mistakes and bitter things that make Aera must feel it in a dozen years.

Being a substitute for wasted time just for the waiting that Aera did.

Give an explanation of a feeling, love like a father to his daughter.

Creating sweet and pleasant things just to exist later in the memory and in remembrance whenever the longing is felt.

Silent, too quiet even though Aera tried to create noise.

All the exclamations, the sounds of voices that sounded as if they were being ignored, were simply missed like a gust of wind passing by. Because no matter how many places Aera was in remained quiet that she felt. The solitude that was passed by her, one by one the people who were supposed to be for Aera left her.

"Dandelions"

Aera cried to be remembered with the flower. Become something of his desire.

Aera grabs the phone to call Azka.

"Hallo Za"

Aera exclaimed in a voice uninspired with her who was still so chaotic.

"Hallo Aera, what's your voice?"

Azka who was instantly able to recognize the voice of Aera who became different from usual, hoarse and uninspired.

"You want to get to the first cave?"

"When's Ra?"

"Now"

"Later malem aja how, the cave has promised about it, must pick up the cave at the hospital"

Tut... without saying stale Aera directly turn off his cellphone.

Not long after Aera turned off Titan called.

"Ra Hallo? Why not go to school?"

Follow Titan with to the points.

"Could the cave be the first place, now?"

"Lo's good, right?"

Titan was also listening to Aera's voice sounding different than usual.

"Course now yes"

Titan turns off his phone and rushes quickly to meet Aera.

Arriving at Titan's home, Mama meets her.

"I'm going to go get Aera Tan"

Obviously Titan to his mama Aera.

"Get Aera?"

Mama's question widened her gaze, not understanding with Aera who was about to leave with the current situation.

"So Aera asked in the anter to leave"

"Where to?"

Ask your mom to make sure.

"Ngga tau Tan"

"You know Aera is grieving"

Titan was surprised, shaking his head slowly.

"I don't know Tan"

"Today Aera lost a nanny who had been considered like Kaka to her and also lost a father who had long separated from her. Aera's condition is very bad Aunt ask for help for you to take care of him yes, comfort him and persuade him to eat"

Ask Mom to Titan.

There are those who feel Titan after knowing what Aera is currently feeling.

"Good Tan"

With a different look and expression.

Aera had almost been on the stairs listening to the talk of mama and Titan.

Aera approached Titan and Mama with shorts and a plain T-shirt with her pale face and puffy eyes.

"Aera go ma"

Aera's flank before passing ahead of Titan.

"Sorry Ra the new cave denger kalo_"

"Neither need to be discussed Tan"

Ask Aera without turning her head to look at Titan.

"Mmmm.."

Titan nodded, agreeing with what Aera had requested.

"Where are we going?"

Ask Titan to make sure.

"The meadow is full of weeds, you know where the place is"

Titan silently watched Aera.

Before finally nodding her.

"Cave knows"

"We're there"

Obviously Aera.

Titan nods long enough to watch Aera before returning her gaze to the streets.

Aera regained her head with a slight tilt to the side of the windshield, her tears still occasionally dripping.

"Do you want music?"

Aera nodded her head, without looking at Titan.

Teng.. teng.

"Sorry sorry this sisaan earlier cave, let the cave change yes"

Respond Titan quickly felt that the music that was turned on would only cloud Aera's current mood.

Aera looked at Titan, shaking her head.

"The gosh likes this song"

Aera enjoyed the piano that was so touching and pervasive in her heart.

"What's the title"

Aera was still staring at Titan so uninspired.

"Garden Of Dreams"

Obviously Titan was staring at Aera.

Aera leaned back her head and tilted her back.

"Dream park"

Aera said slowly deciphering the title of the piano that was being listened to.

"Find Aera with mba Ana as often as possible in a dream, at least let this longing be slightly cured"

Inner Aera, back made Aera drop a teardrop.

After a long time drove Aera and Titan to a place with a stretch of grass filled with weeds and there is a lake on the far side of the road, really amazing.

The first time Aera was in a place like this, some became calm and relieved instantly, some were fading from her inner self, sadness and disappointment.

"Lo can wait here aja, the cave does not want too much ngerepotin lo Tan"

Ask Aera to be ahead of Titan.

Titan nodded at her.

Aera stepped, one step, two steps with a gaze that was looking at enjoying the scenery. Grumpy with thatch that becomes swayed with the wind that often pushes it.

Inwardly, in his longing Mba Ana was among the wind winds that were hugging her at this time.

Already a step away from Titan's previous existence, Aera stopped with a blank glazed look.

"AMBA!"

Shouted Aera loudly.

"Aera misses mba, Aera should what without mba?"

Glasses that finally spilled with swiftness.

The Titan suddenly pulls Aera and brings Aera into his arms.

Aera is made at odds with what Titan is currently doing.

Aera tries to push Titan to release Aera from her tight hold.

"Titan"

Aera exclaims with Titan who insists on holding Aera in her arms.

"Ra, this is not lo but for yourself cave. The cave wants to give you a place right now for you"

Titan closed his eyes, creating warmth and channeling power to Aera.

"Gua doesn't need this Tan"

Obviously Aera was still with restraint going to her roar and cry.

"Brenti make it look good Ra"

Aera was glued to silence before finally releasing the sadness that had originally been in her custody.

Hugging Titan Aera cried loudly.

"The cave is not strong for this Tan, the cave is afraid, the cave can not be without mba Ana, and the cave is disappointed with someone who should have been there to make up for everything, he went without saying a word"

Curse Aera, expressing what was to be her uncle, in the cry and in the arms of the Titan.

"Maybe it was from the beginning with this kind of end that you have to face. Scorch and precipitate all of it, after which you must return to be a strong Aera"

Titan stroked Aera's shoulders in his arms, channeling a lot of power. Come to feel, understand what pain is like, the outrageousness that Aera is currently facing and feeling.