Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole
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The bell rang, all the students were enthusiastic to rush out of school. Things that become very pleasant after hours of being in a place surrounded by demands and also rules, such as being free from a cage, are very relieving.


  Aera separates herself from her two best friends, arguing that she will stay at school to do the work in the library. Avoiding Fina because the incident was in the toilet really makes her uncomfortable. It may be good to stay away for a while while correcting each other where the error occurred.


Not her to the library Aera instead climb the stairs to the roof of the school building.


On the rooftop of the school building Aera gave a sigh of relief, with her two eyes staring far between the buildings arranged with the tall building towering.


Blue sky with clouds of white clouds complete with the sun is still quite hot.


Aera sat on the side of the roof of the building, enjoying the current dish in the face and feel, as soon as all became light on the chest and head.


Titan climbed the stairs to the roof of the school building shortly after Aera.


Intend to take the shoes that are sunbed on the roof of the school building, because it was wet because Aera was doing this morning.


But while on the roof of the building, Titan saw Aera was sitting, looking like she was enjoying a dish that was noticed by shifting her gaze from one side to the other. When tilting his face with a sitting position that turns his back on the Titan, Aera's smile looks so beautiful among the light that hit him.


Aera turned her head when she realized someone was watching her.


"Mm-mm"


Aera who widened her gaze immediately woke up to Titan.


"What's going on here?"


Aera asked who was already in front of Titan.


"UKS and this place have lo?"


The Titan who looked at Aera with an expressionless cold gaze as usual.


"Huh?"


Briefly Aera, again widened her eyes, not understanding the intent of the Titan question.


"Lo's question is as if you have this place"


It was clearly Titan, who then turned his back to Aera to pick up a pair of black shoes lying around.


"That's not it, it's spontaneous that doesn't mean anything"


This time Aera explained, by watching Titan who was busy with her shoes, to deliberately turn her back to Aera.


"Mmm.. That's a shoe that spilled morning cave drinks huh?"


Aera tilted her position, paying closer attention to what the Titan was doing.


"Where is it dry, right?"


Continue Aera.


"Once again cave apologise yes"


"So somebody asked that to be answered"


"Hhhhhhh.."


Sia who then turned around turned away, returned to her original position.


Aera had already moved away the new Titan turned around, again noticing Aera who was again busy with her gaze.


Aera was still irritated by her recently neglected self. Reveal the feelings that today have changed somehow for how many times, especially with unpleasant events.


Titan came back down with a pair of dry shoes, after a while his gaze continued to attract Titan to pay attention to Aera.


When Aera turned around to confirm, the existence of Titan was no longer there.


"It's good to be cool"


Aera said, sitting back down relaxes her feelings.


Removing the handset and mobile phone from the bag, Aera put up to listen to her favorite song, closing her ears from her noise, Jakarta, from the busyness of humans working with vehicles that drove passing by on hemp roads. being in this place with the song she listened to was really fun especially with the sunlight and wind that came with her being so calm, warm and cool.


For a feeling that is always tired and broken, pouring the taste with the likes needs to be done occasionally. Too preoccupied with prejudice, thoughts and efforts are really exhausting and boring, often times the unconscious inner being hurt.


No need to waste time waiting for others to understand, just be aware of yourself.


  


A moment of longing comes for someone who never comes.


The wind that hugs as if carrying longs when detached from the embrace. So sad that such a long time has passed longing is still frozen.


Memory, if given to forget may not be as miserable as this. It will be easy for all the neglected to pass in memories named the past.


In the daydream among the longings, Aera's lips unknowingly mentioned a word.


"Dad"


A blank glazed look began to drip down on the tears.


Tears that fell on the cheeks resuscitated Aera in a daydream.


To his surprise Aera immediately wiped away the teardrops on her cheek.


What made her so miserable like this, was not good before, Aera was astonished by what had just happened.


Aera immediately turned off the song and released the handset, feeling the song she was listening to was too sad to make her dissolved in feelings.


The area closes the eyes followed by breath. Open the silence and throw away his gaze just like that.


Aera immediately cleaned her bag after seeing the clock on her cellphone had shown at 15:00, it means Aera was on the school roof 1 hour more than the bell home school rang.


Hurry down the stairs quickly.