Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Aera wakes up in the morning on Sunday. His sleep last night was so good with a well-rested heart and mind. Togetherness with mama and mba Ana makes many things ruled out. Happiness brought Aera to sleep without complaints and nightmares. If it continues like this her night is no longer exhausting as well as frightening.

Aera got out of her bed to wash her face and brush her teeth.

After exiting Aera pulled her opened her curtain wide. Approaching the presence of aquarium fish her pet fish.

"Good morning Rasia"

Sapa Aera to the fish that has been given the name, Rasia.

"Breakfast time"

Aera by sprinkling a small amount of fine grains of fish food. After seeing him empty with food that last night had been given.

Aera sat on the bed watching her fish eating voraciously.

Look at the window glass in front of him. Aera smiled with a hopeful glare.

In him who is fine, there is a longing who arrives and shackles. The existence of someone who never came or never existed. The place he was supposed to live in was as faint and vanished with time. Aera doesn't need her just an uncontrollable longing. Every now and then, a few times, even the same question keeps coming. What is the saddest, really does not have or have then lost it? That question is really disturbing.

"Hhhhhhh.."

Aera again stroked a breath of tightness in a chest filled with longing, longing and longing.

Where, what and why has not been on Aera's side all this time. All back to the bustling and so lively. Just silence, the coolness of the morning and the glare of the sun make Aera again drown in prejudice and tired of her life full of things.

The aroma of mba Ana's cooking woke her up to smile again enjoying this holiday.

If his existence is indeed reserved for his God will bring him back. But on the contrary if God does not bring it together because God has a beautiful plan behind all.

Aera nodded her back cheerfully as before.

Down the stairs following the aroma of cooking that so must be appetizing. The aroma of cooking that Aera believes is mba Ana cuisine. Aera went down with a quick step with a scent that seemed to attract her.

Aera was made cool upon arrival in the kitchen. Staring full of people he was seeing.

"Mama"

Briefly Aera with mama who is cooking, there is also mba Ana who is busy with others.

"Wake up tumben"

Mba Ana who followed her turn with Aera's whereabouts. It was too early for Aera to wake up from her sleep on holiday.

"For Aera"

Sapa mama smiled while busy stirring the pot in front of her.

"Mah's for me"

Aera replied with a sweet smile so sweet to mama.

"Mm Aera has woken up"

Aera answered Mba Ana.

New stuff. It's shocking because it's so foreign and so unusual. Seen Aera mama and mba Ana looks compact with her busyness in this morning. Aera just kept smiling, so happy to notice her.

"What else is it? Mama's not working?"

From that moment on it felt like he wanted to give something that was valuable to Aera, or at least to be what made her happy.

The smile that has been so wide continues to spread until it feels like prancing very happy.

Aera smiled at her nodding, pulling up the chair to sit watching the two women who were busy in the kitchen with ingredients and cooking utensils.

You can not cook, what about the taste. But no doubt with the confidence displayed by mama.

"Aera's in the room for a minute to grab something"

Aera who had gotten up from her seat.

Hurry up the stairs to get his phone. There was something that suddenly became his wish.

In his step back down with the cellphone he had held, Aera stopped. Aera smiled faintly in her blank look. How the sense of happiness that is currently felt becomes very close to her. After all the hard and stuff that filled his day and his space time. How Aera had to shed such great gratitude. The day of the imagined and coveted day finally comes and becomes a reality.

"Thank God for all the sweet things you gave me"

Aera murmured in her inner being, full of gratitude.

"What if the three of us took the same photo"

Already in the kitchen by showing the cellphone he brought to two women who were watching.

Mama smiled nodding, agreeing.

He turned to Mba Ana who was smiling shyly by watching him.

Aera stands in the middle with mama and mba Ana squeezing her.

1,2,3..Czechoslovak.

Looks so beautiful, cheerful and happiness shown by the third.

Mama who smiled showed me the vegetables she was carrying. Aera who smiled with her sweetness.

And yet the smiling Ana was not ready. Bena is perfect.

It's like she wasn't the mom Aera knew before. Looks warm cheerful and even becomes humorous instantly. What is personal is the present moment.

Today, these memories and this photo will be immortalized in a very long time. Either in memory, memory or whatever. Will not be left disabled or even lost, will never be. After this, do not move on to the way it was. Stay with this is still like this, because this is what should exist and happen.  Must be how to deal with it if this collapses again and puts Aera back where she was. Hope and fear become one in laughter and joy.

Already with many types of cooking that is mature and ready to serve.

It was crowded and beautiful at the dining table. Initially only the aroma is appetizing but at this time the appearance makes the appetites stirred many times.

The three of them sat at the dining table with Ana sitting next to her and Mama sitting in front of her.

Aera started devouring the first sash to spill the food in her mouth. Two women first noticed Aera and wanted to listen to what it was like.

"Mmm yummy loh, bangettt good"

Aera replied after the food landed and hugged her tongue warmly. It feels like something unexplainable. Really delicious. The first time you eat your cooking but warmly welcomed by the taste and tongue.

If happiness is an eternity that a person has then there is no need to run for struggle. Things like this that happened for this new one became very grateful to Aera.