Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Continues to be worried about Aera being left at home alone. She decided to go home sooner than usual. All busyness, neglected work entrusted mama to her employees.

At the moment nothing is more important and meaningful than Aera to stay well. Only he is currently owned by Aera, if he remains busy with his work then Aera will be neglected. His negligence can make Aera worse, and things beyond logic that Aera could have done.

Drive the car quickly.

When I got to the front of the house, my mom ran in.

"Aera"

Mom exclaimed as she walked in, placed her bag on the living room sofa and ran to find Aera. Hearing the washing machine that was grinding, Mama immediately approached, thinking that Aera was in the laundry. 

"Aera"

Again exclaiming with a laundry place that is not found Aera, there is only a washing machine that is grinding clothes.

Moving to the side of the kitchen, when he was in his steps fixated rigidly until the mother fell off balance, slumped sitting just like that. So limp, the chest became tight and immediately dropped tears. The existence of blood where with a knife on the floor really makes mama cruel. Prejudiced after what he saw, it made mama was crowded, scared like now.

Mama wakes up with her hands tied to a table.

Running in search of Aera's current whereabouts, with her body staggering.

"Aera.. Aera's"

Excited Mama while climbing the stairs with her limp.

Being up in Aera's room and seen her Aera who was looking for something in the drawer.

Hrck..

Mama fell back to sit down.

While meeting her P3K box, Aera turned her head quickly when a voice was heard.

"Mama"

Aera exclaimed at the existence of mama who sat on the floor.

"Mama why?"

Aera asked to confirm, when her existence was in front of mama.

"You, are you good? You won't do anything that doesn't"

Mama exclaimed frantically, palpating and watching Aera from head to toe.

"This why?"

After being seen by Mama with Aera's index finger injured and still dripping blood.

"Hhhhhh...."

Aera let out a long breath so slowly.

Some are thought to make his mind murmur.

"Why should be shown to Mama who is worried about something that could happen or Aera did"

Already know with Mama as worried and as scared as this will lose her, then must be like what Aera responds to her.

"Aera ngga papa ko ma"

Aera smiled with her width.

"This was the story Aera wanted to make vegetable soup use tutorial on the internet that, just fit another potato cut into Aera's fingers"

With Aera telling me everything.

"Hhhhh..."

Stroking mama with her relief, will prejudice and fear that is not true.

"Judah we used to take medicine"

Mama wakes up from her seat carrying Aera to come sit on top of the bed with Mama treating her wounds.

"Your mama's coming home this time?"

Aera who turned to the wall clock while with the fingers of the hand that was being treated by the mother.

"You can't relax at home alone"

Clearly Mama is, explained clearly her concerns to Aera.

"Why is Mama so scared of Aera why-why?"

With Aera looking at mama with a meaningful sad spotlight.

"What kind of question is that, Aera"

Mama's voice shifted her gaze for a moment from Aera's fingers that were being treated for Mama to look into Aera's eyes.

"Yes because you're mama's son, mama's daughter. It's you, and it's just you that mama has right now. Mama loves you Aera"

Clarify mama, by rubbing Aera's hand so gently after finishing treating Aera's finger.

Aera was glued still by the mother's explanation. Being thought of with the intentions and feelings of mama at this time, mingled with no excuses.

Mama hugged Aera tightly, while rubbing Aera's long unraveled hair.

"You don't want to lose you, Aera"

Clarify mom in her arms.

"Never is that affection ever being released from each other to be happy"

Reveal Aera in mom's arms.

"That's sometimes, make it for every single thing. For the relationship of mother and child if both want to be happy then both of them must be living together, loving each other. Not to let go of one of them, if so how can you be happy"

Clarify mama by her length, outlining what being is supposed to be.

Aera fell silent, tightening her embrace.

"Aera loves Mama"

Mom smiled broadly.

"Mama loves you too Aera"

"We continue to cook, and the nyuci ya. Mama help you and teach you"

Mama smiled after releasing her embrace from Aera.

Aera smiled widely, nodding.

Sweet togetherness always creates debris after debris of happiness that can slowly restore what has been lost or just destroyed. But unfortunately Aera did not understand that. Perhaps because the tempraments are still unstable so they are often torn apart. When unexpected moments Aera becomes angry, determining reality based only on her prangska and her thoughts. After that decide the choice will be what to do next.

Aera and Mama are kissing together, hanging out together.

"Brttt..."

With clothes that will be sunbathed in the mention to remove the remnants of water on the shirt, also so that the clothes are not too cute when dry later.

"Mama"

Aera exclaimed who was hit by his splashes.

The two became laughing with a crowd, fun.

After they finished drying their clothes, they switched to the kitchen to cook.

"This is all you cut?"

Ask your mother by paying attention to one container containing material that Aera had previously finished cutting.

Aera smiled nodding.

Mama smiled nodding with a different expression.

"Sweep heck, just big big his cutongin"

Explain to Mama honestly.

"This is kegedean ma?"

Aera who again noticed her, felt her size was right.

"Well, you want to eat if Segede is the piece?"

Aera smiled, astonishedly shaking her head.

The two returned laughing with a lot, enjoying togetherness, the excitement created by both of them at this time.

Will togetherness, the pleasant thing felt is the warm and sweet taste.

Aera smiled watching my mom with what she had done until now.

So even with a smiling Mama watching Aera, it always becomes a relief whenever she notices Aera smiling and being as cheerful as she is today. If only every time after all there is Aera can continue to be as cheerful as it is today.

Still being afraid and worried, what he saw and what Aera showed him was incompatible with what was actually felt in his heart. Being afraid of Aera who hides, cover up many things from her.

It comes to the desire not to enter will, will he who hopes to read the mind and listen to the contents of Aera's heart in the moment and in a certain moment. That way you no longer need to guess, guess what is in Aera's heart and mind.

"No...."

Mama smiled so sweetly after the many menus presented on the dining table. After a long time, the two were in the kitchen.

"God.."

Smile by staring at the dish on the table.

"Aera is a laper mah"

Aera cried with her stomach.

"You know, we're eating now, let mama take it for you"

The mother then provides one plate in the filling with all the menus on the table.

Aera ate her very voraciously after with the plate that mama thrust to her.

"Mmm. so good ma"

After with the mouthful he felt, it felt really good with the love that Aera also felt in the taste of her food.

Mama smiled happily with Aera who always liked every dish she made.

"Next time teach Aera again ma"

Aera exclaimed in the middle of her mouth that was bulging with the food that was being chewed.

Mama laughed looking at Aera who spoke with her mouth full.

Making the voice that Aera spoke sound funny and adorable.

"Yes yes later mama teach you to cook so that you can be better than Mama"

With a laugh that subsides while nodding her.

"Mm so that you can see mama and mba Ana"

Aera said after with her last mouthful.

Being glued to silence with someone who thought he was still there, with the same circumstances. His own words, his own words that this time make the feeling of displeasure again felt his. Being moody in front of mama at this moment.

"Aera? You're not papa, dear?"

Mama asked after a while watching Aera fall silent.

Staring at Aera with an unpleasant feeling as well. How not it turns out Aera is still in her slump.

Aera smiled with a nod.

"Aera is good. Let Aera do the dishes"

Aera continued to get up from her seat and arrange the dirty dishes to bring her to the kitchen.

"M"

Mama nodded, giving Aera with a rush so there was no time for Aera to cry back.

While busy washing the dishes his tears fell between the facial expressions were so calm.

After finishing her dishwasher Aera was still in place, Hany turned around so that she could lean back.

"Hhhhhhh.."

Back stroking, strands of umpteenth time that exhaled his sense of tightness or bad taste.

She wiped away the tears she had on her cheeks before she went out.

When his steps were about to go back to the room, mom's cry stopped him.

"Aera"

Mama is sitting on the living room sofa.

"Sit here"

Mama continued after with Aera who turned to look at her. Patting the part of the sofa that was next to him for Aera to sit.

Aera smiled as she approached, sitting next to her mother.

"Well, don't you rest?"

After sitting down and resting his head on his shoulders.

"It's still too late for a break"

Mama cried while rubbing Aera's head.

Aera smiled with her eyes closed once in a while, feeling the comfort of being leaned back and rubbing her mama so gently.

"Ma?"

Aera cried in her brackets.

"mm?"

Short mom.

"Where will Aera be disappointed by how?"

Ask Aera for the underlying.

Mama fell silent, widening her gaze of understanding with Aera's question.

"Yes mom will be disappointed, hurt and maybe even down. But after her mom will forgive you"

Aera opened her eyes and woke up from her backrest, staring at my mom.

"Mom can confirm that? Mama can promise Aera? With anything as disappointing as mama will always apologize Aera?"

As if to take advantage of time and situation, what might happen after this.

Mama nodded, looking at Aera.

"By color you are a mama's son, and Mama loves you. Mama believes in things that might disappoint her later. That's because you have a reason, either because you are negligent, or indeed by your own choice. At least after that you can also learn and improve it"

Aera smiled with a glazed look, hugging her mama very tightly.