Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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After all the bad things made Aera slump. Many of his tears were falling, his chest tightness being felt, with time being extremely tiring.

Aera decides herself by what she has broken up with.

After letting go, and letting go is now when Aera tries to set her heart with her many things.

Arrange with what became Aera's desire to be ahead of her life in the time after this.

Aera sat glued to her head in the car, with the Titan sitting next to Aera.

Both are equally silent, with Titan who deliberately gives silence just Aera can calm himself first.

The arriving Titan opened the door and went out leaving Aera without saying anything.

While alone in the car, Aera grabs her phone from inside the bag.

Calling my mom with a long breath.

"Hallo ma'am"

Aera exclaimed as after her call connected with mama.

"Hallo Aera, why son? You're good enough"

Mama who returned was worried about Aera who arrived to call her.

"Aera wants to know the address of Parsiah's mother's house"

Aera with to the point will be the reason why call mom.

Both of his eyes turned back to glass.

"What's Ra for?"

Mama's question made sure, with the tone of voice Aera heard to be different.

"There's a lot Aera has to know"

"You still want to promise Mama?"

"Aera promises not to do something that worries Mama"

After getting the address of Parsiah and after finishing the conversation with mama Aera turned off her phone.

Putting the phone back in her bag despite Aera's realization with many of her incoming messages and missed calls, Aera ignored her.

Titan comes in with two cups of coffee he carries.

"Lo good?"

Titan asked after entering to see Aera who was rubbing her cheeks from the trail of tears that Titan could still see clearly.

"Mmmm"

Aera nods her, meaning she's fine.

"Gua buyin lo coffee, let you relax more, you want?"

With Titan who offers one cup of coffee from the two cups he carries.

Aera nodded her head, reaching for the one cup that was thrust upon her.

"Thank you Tan"

Aera looked at Titan.

The weather that was originally fine, became cloudy by dropping drizzle stubs.

Aera and Titan were still in a parked car not far from the cemetery.

Enjoy a cup of coffee among the drizzle stubs that fall on the surface of the earth.

"Where's Ra? Is it still too painful or is it better?"

Titan asked opened up a chat between the previous loss between the two who were equally silent.

Aera turned her head to look at Titan, stroking her breath by pulling both corners of her lips with both of her gazes back in the mirror.

"All are still the same, the cave still needs to force everything, force yourself to cave to survive, force yourself cave to stay strong, nothing good either"

Aera's curses explained with what she felt.

Titan looked at Aera with a warm gaze.

"Everything will return with its existence, and you will come back well"

"What by the way the cave learns to love lo grotto can repay all that you love for the cave, everything means too much Tan"

With Aera re-created to what Titan did, to what Titan said, everything touched Aera. Then it would be very unfair if Aera did not give just reply to everything Titan did.

Titan smilingly looked at Aera with what she said.

"What by the way you learn to love caves, sincerity can cave dapetin"

Aera was speechless, unable to say anything else. Because Aera can't explain or even promise anything about sincerity.

"Don't think too much about the cave, just focus on nyelsain lo ya problem"

Follow Titan by drinking coffee that almost becomes cold because of the weather.

Aera smiled thinly at his nod.

"Lo want anterine cave to another place, or want to go straight to the anter cave home"

"Can anter the cave to one place"

Ask Aera.

Titan nodded with the step of turning on his car, speeding away later.

After a long time speeding, the two arrived at a terrace belonging to a high and luxurious house.

Aera descends in follow with Titan.

Without asking or saying anything, the Titan just kept quiet and followed Aera.

"Ting.. Kegs..."

With Aera ringing the bell that was on the side of the door.

Aera turned her back to the door, waiting for someone to open the door for her.

"Who?"

Nec Parsiah cried after opening the door with two people he saw.

One man who had lowered his head gave his greeting, and one woman who was still behind him.

Aera turned around after recognizing the familiar voice.

"Aera"

Excited nek Parsiah, immediately hugged Aera tightly.

Aera returned the embrace of the Persian nek warmly, with both equally shedding tears in her arms.

"Sorry because Aera just came by now grandma"

Aera exclaimed after with her second embrace being released.

"Dear papa, you have come now and my grandmother is very happy"

Belas Nek Parsiah by rubbing Aera's cheek.

Aera roared with her cry, holding the hand of the Persian nek who was on her cheek, after Aera remembered Ana's mba with Ana's habit of rubbing her cheek.

"Let's go in, baby"

Invite the Parsiah to take Aera.

"The cave's waiting in the car"

Titan exclaimed, not wanting to disturb the two.

Aera nods her head, before coming in with the pull of the Persian nek.

Aera sat side by side with grandma, staring at each other and paying attention for a while.

"Aera can tell, what kind of figure Anan, Aera's father"

Continue Aera. His existence is not just want to see grandma, but to find out with what the figure of his biological father.

"For a minute, baby"

Grandma got up from her seat, went in one room.

When he returned with a photo album that he brought.

Grandma sat down next to Aera again, opening and showing the contents of the album she was carrying.

Shows the figure of a child from the photo album on the first page.

"It's Anan when he was a kid"

Clearly the Persian nek with whom the figure of the little boy who is currently in the middle of Aera noticed.

Aera smiled with teardrops that kept falling down somehow as hard as Aera tried to hold and dam her.

Flipping the second, third, and next pages, as if to follow the growth of Anan's figure, ranging from small to his figure in the photo which is currently being shown by grandmother to Aera.

"Aera didn't think it turned out to be this handsome Dad"

Smiling in tears watching very handsomely the figure of the real father. No longer by describing his figure in an illusion, now Aera knows well with what his figure looks like.

"Mmm he's so handsome, he's got a kid this pretty"

Grandma who returned rubbed Aera's cheeks.

"May Aera know the father's past with mom and with the first time Aera"

Grandma was speechless with what Aera had asked. Grandma started telling the truth.

"Anan, and Mama you Nayara they both don't love each other, it's just that their disinclination did unconsciously until finally Nayara pregnant you son"

Grandma stopped with what was being said, just to overflow first with her roaring cries.

So with Aera who was subdued limp knowing everything.

His existence is born not because of desire but because of mistakes, with his existing and growing in the absence of love from the beginning. Stuck with something that felt was gnawing at his heart, so painful.

"Running from the responsibilities of grandmother and Anan went far, on the other hand Nayara did not demand accountability from Anan because Nayara tried to abort him. Somehow after her grandma got the news if you were born growing into a beautiful girl"

The downcast grandmother silenced her mouth, sniffed his sobbing after finishing with what became her true reality.

Aera tried to stay calm among the tears that kept falling, her crying roar in her silence to make tightness in her chest.