Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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"Thank you, thank you for coming home and thank you because you are still someone who can believe in caves"

Aera said before getting out of the car, after Titan drove her home.

Titan nodded and, coming down to Aera.

"Aera"

"So now what's in your heart is no longer Azka, but a cave?"

Titan questions clearly and definitively.

Aera smiled with eyes filled with meaning staring at Titan, shaking her head.

"But you said that"

Aera grabbed a Titan hand to hold it between the two hands that had become wrinkled due to the cold. With a lot of rain water that has dried up in the body.

"Not you who are in the heart of the cave, but the cave in your heart. If asked who the cave feeling is for? That's for you. But not to make the heart of the cave. The cave closes with this heart, no more people will be allowed into this heart and instead become injured later"

Clarify Aera by dropping her tears again.

Either Titan or whoever no longer exists in his heart.

If it remains to let someone stay in his heart, it will hurt both of them if Aera will actually leave in the end.

"Open on what Aera is, why get hurt? If later after the cave is entered into your heart, you want to open your heart for others it's right lo, lo, the task of the cave makes the existence of the cave the only one for you and in your heart"

Not caring about her who might have been hurt by what Aera said. But Titan doesn't care about it all. For him if he already has something then the rest is his duty to make something still belongs to his whole.

"The color of the cave will go"

Aera who restrained herself with the word sincerity that Titan said made her shed many tears.

"Then the cave will chase you"

Titan who seemed to feel claustrophobic will Aera with her cry this time, especially with Aera who said she would leave.

"And the cave will be angry"

Insisting on following, Aera does not want Titan to become injured, much less to the point of suffering for her.

"Aera.."

Titan exclaimed with a voice that seemed to lose its power.

Aera let go of Titan's hand, and stepped slowly to get closer and even fused with Aera who re-embraced her very tightly. In his arms Aera was crying, smiling while enjoying the fragrant body and perfume that was so fragrant from Titan clothes that had become wet, but did not melt the slightest fragrance.

"Promise the cave, you won't follow wherever the cave goes"

Ask Aera, with her hope.

"There's lo, how's Aera's cave"

This time in Aera's arms, Titan felt her dripping tears fall and was left on her cheek, clutching Aera tighter.

"Everything will be fine, there is or is not a cave"

Aera let go of her embrace, with her second face so close to Aera's two hands holding Titan's face.

Titan shook his head.

The screaming heart refused with what Aera asked of her. It was like wanting to take Aera away with him to a place where the two would not be separated or even separated.

"Tomorrow malem at 7 we go to a beautiful place. Do not forget to look attractive as usual, because we will create many moments and togetherness tomorrow night"

Smiling Aera, let go of her hand and rewinded her steps.

"The cave is cold, the cave must enter now. Lo heart hearts on the way yes"

Aera who then turned around stepped leaving Titan who was still bowed in his place.

After entering Aera dropped herself on the back of the door that was closed.

Crying so loudly, venting all freely what was originally detained was released. His voice ran out, and Aera to a mouthful of tightness was unable to breathe properly.

Holding his chest that was so painful with his head down.

In the blow that made Titan close his eyes felt shattered and claustrophobic by looking at Aera as she is today, and tau with Aera who was about to leave her. The only reason left was choosing to leave her. Then what it should be like and with what Titan faces and survives after this.

"Aera"

Titan exclaims quietly in his bow.

"Sorry cave Titan"

Aera exclaimed, as if knowing and feeling with the invoking Titan calling out his name.

"This place is too painful to live in. Initially the cave wanted to survive but every footing was felt so tiring. Cape Tan's cave, let's go and rest, meet Ana and Dad up there"

Aera muttered with her trembling lips. Complain about all of his things.

"God don't be angry with Aera's decision. Aera knows this is wrong but it's Aera's choice"

Aera wakes up, and Titan leaves. Bathe and change clothes and drop her body on the bed. Being with eyes half open with her blank stare.

After a long time like that, Aera woke up sitting at the table grabbing a book and a pen.

Quiet with the ballpoint pen that is already in his grasp, was thinking about something with what will be written.

"There are too many things and words that the cave wants to convey, but a piece of paper won't quite contain them all. If you can say, the cave is disappointed with you Sia, when the world does not side with the cave lo also become lost away and misunderstand the cave.

Setau cave, which cave believes one person who knows and knows the cave very well is lo.

But I don't know what's wrong until you become different.

You do not need to apologize, regret or even blame yourself. Because if there is anything to blame it is the cave itself. This misunderstanding is not comparable, does not mean what is the same goodness and time that you have given. And make it all, thank you very much Sia. Because lo, because with lo cave has many things as the most beautiful memories.

Do not blame anything that will be a surprise, because it is all the choice of the cave.

Thank you so much for being a friend, friend and family for the cave"

A finished piece of paper that Aera ripped off folded and put into a white envelope.

Aera was too scared, not having much courage to say all of her directly to Sia.

Down on the arms of both hands.

Decks that slowly begin to be flapped open to release and let many things return to their place, or to become lost that clearly makes Aera her own. Having properly become her own Aera will begin that separation, ending her pain and slump.

Been long enough in the hump and with a few drops of tears falling. Aera wakes up and rubs her cheeks and goes down and into Mama's room.

When opened the door of Mama's room, Aera made a rounding gaze with so messy Mama's room and with her many clothes scattered.

Aera glued silently closed her eyes after entering with a few of her steps.

Mama is too busy taking care of herself, thinking and worrying about herself to forget and ignore herself.

With this Aera becomes very guilty, not just burdening but also troublesome mama.

Aera hurriedly picked up the scattered clothes, and arranged the makeup and makeup on the table, tidying up and cleaning her bed.

Bringing all those dirty clothes to the laundry. Put everything in the washing machine.

Aera was speechless not understanding what running the washing machine was like and what it needed to use. Aera returned to the room just took a mobile phone and searched the internet tutorial washing clothes with a washing machine. After long enough to understand, and follow it according to what is taught on the internet, finally the washing machine grinds well.

Aera went to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and looked for ingredients that could be cooked.

Found carrots, tomatoes and so Aera took out of the refrigerator, re-opened her cell phone. This time Aera is looking for a vegetable soup cooking tutorial.

Starting from preparing the material of his material, cleaning and start cutting the cut. When cutting a slightly difficult potato with an unskilled hand using a knife, Aera's index finger was stretched until it released a lot of blood.

"d. aw.."

Gretu Aera was in pain, by putting her knife away.

Removing the knife carelessly made the knife fall and almost hit his leg.

Aera dropped herself after with a perceived shock. Being glued still within his backrest allowed his fingers to drip a lot of blood.

"Something's going well"

Aera muttered with her stray and blank look.