Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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"Eh yes nyokap her Aera said want to come ko belom sampe?"

Azka by remembering the mama who wanted to join in celebrating and enlivening Aera's birthday.

"Mama?"

Briefly Aera make sure.

"Yes nyokap you really already know and ask us what surprises are good and can make you smile. Let's continue with this show. And nyokap you agree"

Clarify Sia. It was as if Sia knew a lot of things, which always gave an explanation in more detail.

"You really are"

Aera smiled happily, not expecting anything as good as this today. And so much fun.

Sia returned Aera's smile so warmly. If the middle of smiling as smooth and sweet as this makes Sia look more beautiful and does not show the slightest of her personal who likes to bland nyeleletuk as delicious.

"Bentar cave nyokap nyokap you first yes"

Furthermore Sia who will memogo cell phone from inside her pants pocket.

"Let the cave be Sia"

Aera restrains Sia with her wishes who will call mom herself.

"Judek.

Aera smiled and immediately called my mother.

"Hallo ma?"

Aera exclaimed after with her phone raised.

"Yes baby?"

Answer Mama.

"Where's mom, so come on, right?"

Mama widens her gaze with Aera who already knows she will come to join her to celebrate her birthday.

"The surprise should have started when there was a mother, but before that Aera already knew ma"

Aera smiled revealing her teeth. He was noticed by the three who joined in smiling and even stroking laughter.

"Basically you are, you have a hard time preparing all of them, even knowing the same you first"

Ketus mama in between her smile.

"Room..

Where is your mom now?"

"You're not taking the car anymore so you're taking the bus, less than 10 minutes from your mom at the ko stop"

"Jaudah if that's what Aera picked up across the bus stop"

"Yes dear"

"Jude, mother of hearts yes"

Aera smiled and then got up from her seat.

"The two picked up mom first"

Pamit Aera before hurrying away.

"You want a cave?

Tawar Sia to accompany Aera to pick up mama.

Aera smiled shaking her head.

"Keep for Sia, let the cave itself".

"Yaudah"

Aera rushed out of the cafe in every step there was a clear cheerfulness in her smile and gaze that seemed to have a rainbow inside her. Because at every step there are things that are in the picture, with what will be like when Aera takes mama to the cafe with many things that Aera wants to tell her.

I don't know what made Aera feel so happy today? Or because today is the birthday for her, the day that many people make a special existence of her. Especially with the happy expectations that some people say for him. Aera also wants to hear the prayer that you say and climb for her. Also with warm hugs, sweet smiles and beautiful gazes, all the things that always make Aera miss whenever she is away with mom.

With the handset worn with a happy song that is listened to makes Aera's mood more colorful.

Aera reached the opposite stop from the stop in front where she would get off the bus. In just a matter of seconds after he got to the bus came with the mama who got off the bus with the hassle of her luggage. One bag on his shoulder, two packs on his tent, and one bouquet of flowers on his carry. Mama waved the hand that was holding a bouquet of flowers, after seeing Aera's presence in front.

Tengan streets are not crowded, not even a tiger, it's just that Mama has to obey the rules, crossing the street after with the crossing lights become green.

Seeing mama from a distance was her taste had become so pleasant and in gratitude Aera. After a lot of things that happened and through Aera and mama finally the distance does not affect what for both. Whether the two become far or near, because in the end, mama will still approach Aera, hug and rub Aera's head and hair with a sweet smile and warm gaze.

After the crossing light becomes green mama crossed alone, because only mama will be gone to sebrang road.

Found some cars that must be restrained and stopped after with the crossing lights are green. Found a car with Fina driving. Fina recognized the woman who was far ahead. The woman he knew was Aera's mother. Someone who is very hated after Aera who thought she had ruined her life by taking the people who should have belonged to her. I don't know what is controlling makes Fina have a ridiculous desire with the current situation.

Aera turned to look at her mother who was close to her, turning her head Aera instead was looking at a car that arrived speeding towards her mother.

Without a second thought Aera ran and pushed the mama very hard, and.... "Brkkk..."

Aera was sprawled with her head that was shedding a lot of blood until it slowly began to spill over where it went.

Fina's car stopped for a while, with the most unexpected feeling of what she had just done. Being scared and trembling after with Aera who was finally hit.

"No cave on purpose! It's not Aera who wants the cave to crash"

Excited Fina to justify to herself, if she is innocent. A speedy drive left the scene with Aera lying far behind her.

While the mama who was pushed so strongly by Aera became knocked down, regardless of the goods she carried so much with a bouquet of flowers crashed and blown by a strong wind to make the flowers scatter regardless of the petals. Mama's forehead and elbows were injured with rough asphalt pounding on her.

Flowers that scatter are flying right above Aera, some even fall and stop in the open palm of his hand.

In the still open gaze made Aera see a stretch of blue sky with white cloud clouds far above.

Slowly the eyes opened as if they were starting to close on their own.

His body could no longer be felt, neither good nor pain over his wounds. It's just that his lips will say the word just call mama. So that Aera can ensure the condition of the mother. Aera was unable to make a sound just her lips were spoken limp without a sound being heard.

"Is this the end?"

Aera muttered just in her heart.

People started to flock to Aera and immediately called an ambulance. Exclaiming crowded with events and the existence of Aera who sprawled seen her.

Mama immediately woke up from her tumbling position, watching with what had actually just happened.

Mama is shocked after remembering with Aera who pushed her, looking for the whereabouts of Aera who did not see where she was. Just a crowd of people so crowded in front.

Mom's face instantly became pale trembling, shaking her head.

"Well, there's no way Aera..."

His heartbeat seemed to almost stop beating at this time, realized by what happened.

Aera realizes there is nothing she does not know about the future, with anything that will happen just a few seconds ahead is a surprise for her. Like on her birthday, there are so many surprises.

Likewise for the new personal Aera who lives after a slump in the last year. Aera realizes the last year she has had is the best surprise along with the person Aera loves. Although the surprise must be obtained by letting go and allowing someone to leave. After all that is gained and owned, the roar of laughter is created on the true taste.

Even though in an instant the laughter and happiness turned into fear. The earth in his residence seemed to stop spinning, so even for time as to stop ticking.

What this time Aera was also asked to re-leash. Let go with what's already in his grip.

If it's true like that then what kind of people are being released, and many things are left behind.

Mama ran up to Aera stunned with her body so stiff with so limp that she finally dropped herself, looking up at Aera closely.

Tears began to fall very fast, the hands that were as before who always wanted to wipe Aera's cheeks became so trembling.

"Aera baby? What are you doing, son? Why do you slametin mama and make yourself like this"

In his lips that said Aera was only able to say a word so softly.

"Mama"

Aera smiled faintly, because in the end her mother always approached her.

"Dear this is mama's boy?"

Mama smiled in tears and crumbled with all of this.

Aera closed her eyes dropping tears. It feels like being angry with his mouth that can no longer speak, just lips that are spoken.

"What do you want to say, son?"

Aera insisted on forcing herself so that her lips could speak let out a voice.

"Fearful"

Just a single word that Aera was able to return to say.

Mama held herself very firmly so as not to spill all the cries and roars in front of Aera.

"No need to be afraid baby, there's mama. All would be well believe the same Mama yes"

"Either what Aera feared ma, it felt like being forced to stay away from Mama, Grandma, Sia, Titan and Azka. Your smiles and laughter slowly fade from Aera's memory"

Aera murmured in her heart.

Like her this time Aera will no longer pull over but will return in a place that was once her eternal desire.

Perhaps it should have indeed gone back on one last time, with desire and insisting on his Aera.

But God made Aera with his determination to stay. That one year Aera had was a gift for all the fatigue and moaning she felt.

The soul that originally lived became empty because someone lost it. But having been strong to stay in place made his life come back. But still with the same life. Perhaps because of that Aera was not aware and did not think that from inside her there was already someone who became very tired. And that's why God wanted to grant Aera's request one year ago.

Rest, make peace, and complete the homesickness that every night feels.

At a time like this, at a time when the rest of her consciousness mba face smiling Ana stared at her, so beautiful.

"Aera, keep conscious Aera, keep the same Mama don't go anywhere, see dear mama"

Mama cried so panicked with Aera who slowly began to close her eyes.

Her warm and cold sense may no longer be felt by Aera with all of them.