Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Aera entered the room with her body that felt tired with her head that felt tired, putting the chocolate that Titan gave her on the table.

Moments after Aera's body fell back awake after turning to the little fish by her bed, Aera forgot to feed her all day. Aera sprinkles quite a lot of fish food on the aquarium.

With his sluggishness, with his limp Aera came back out to take a drink and make sure the existence of mama, who was tired all day taking care of tahlilan events alone.

Aera watched her from the door that was not closed perfectly. Mama who fell asleep is still complete with the huddle that is still in her wear.

Aera entered so slowly that she did not wake her mother, just to pull the slim to cover her.

"Sorry Aera ma"

Mumbled Aera quietly who saw the mama who looked so exhausted.

For a while Aera looked at and watched her, until she didn't realize her tears were dripping.

Aera closed the door perfectly, turning chalky to clean up the pile of dishes that were so messy.

After a long time Aera washed Aera's dishes drinking a glass of cold water she poured from a bottle of water she took from the refrigerator.

Aera drank the water with a sudden gaze directed at Ana's tightly closed room.

Aera put a glass on the table and went into Ana's room.

Just in front of the door her steps stopped with something that again felt clear, will the fact mba Ana is no longer in charge of this room and house again.

"Hhh..."

Aera stroked with tears that fell back, pushing open the door of Ana's room wide.

After Aera was in to notice all the neat and clean items, leaving behind the presence of mba Ana on each side, Tears spilled so profusely.

Aera sat on the bed mba Ana to feel the presence of mba Ana, the fragrant aroma of Mba Ana, the voice that seemed to call Aera, the roar of laughter that was so cheerful was all real at this moment Aera felt.

With her chest becoming claustrophobic and so painful, Aera held onto her chest with a broken cry, holding back the hysterical roar so as not to make mama hear her.

Gurgled a mouthful until it almost lost its voice with the breath becoming irregular.

I don't know how many tears this sadness has shed.

I don't know how deep the wound is for Aera right now.

"Mba Ana"

Aera exclaimed softly in her cries and hoarse voice.

Losing a lot of energy and strength since last night until now Aera just kept crying. Leave Aera who looks shabby, messy, sebam between her eyes, pale and completely dim uninspired.

After trying to calm himself down, Aera's gaze was directed at a receding figure lying on the table. Aera grabbed it and immediately opened it.

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To Aera Anindira.

Hi beautiful how are you, baby?

If this letter Aera had read it means that mba is no longer beside Aera, mba has gone far up there, in a beautiful place.

Forgive me who left just like that, everything that happened was not Aera's fault, this life mba so mba who decided her, forgive mba for finally making Aera shocked and injured.

Be sad between mba with crying and a sense of loss so that mba will feel the true sincerity. But don't drag on Aera, after her release and let it all pass as it should.

Thank you so much for accepting the existence of mba Ana so well and so warm. Forgive me for not being able to give much to Aera. Some small gifts mba preparation for Aera in the bottom drawer of the closet mba. Hope Aera likes it.

Good bye, dear.

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Cracked, broken, just crushed, again and again.

Tears came back and fell back along with wetting the letter Aera had just finished reading.

The roar became taut no longer able to hold her. Aera knocked herself down, slammed onto the floor.

This time Aera was unable to control her sadness and emotions, letting go and shedding all of them.

"Should not go, should be if mba tau from the beginning mba sick mba say the same Aera not cover this all by herself. Aera knows this is living mba but what does Aera mean to mba?"

Gretu Aera with her anger.

"Mba Ana"

Aera cried until bowed down in her cry.

Aera fell down, lying between the cold floors. His head was dizzy, his gaze began to blur, when Aera began to lose consciousness mba figure Ana suddenly arrived with the same white clothes worn mba Ana while in her dream.

Mba Ana sat down rubbing Aera's hair with a smile so beautiful.

Aera smilingly felt a gentle swipe and smile that she saw before Aera completely lost her consciousness.

Mama woke up, conscious with a blanket that arrived to cover her.

"Aera"

Mama, you know who covered her with a blanket.

Mama went out to Aera's room just to make sure Aera was able to rest well.

After being in front of Aera's room, her door was not closed. Mom knocked on her bedroom door first.

"Toks.tok... Aera's"

Call mama slow.

"Son? Are you sleeping?"

My mother once again made sure.

Not with a reply or a voice heard, mama barged in because she was worried about anything happening with Aera.

After looking to make sure every corner of the room is not found Aera in the room.

"Aera, Aera"

Call mama to ransack her to check her in the bathroom. But empty is found.

"Hhh.hhh..."

Mama's heart was racing, with the worry and fear she felt at this time.

Mama rushed down to find every corner of the house and room by shouting Aera's name, looking for where she was.

"Aera, where are you?"

"Aera.. Aera's"

After all the rooms and corners of the house in one by one, left mba Ana's room that you have not checked.

It feels right with Aera who is in Ana's room. After being in front of Ana's room, the door of her room opened so wide.

Mama barged in without Aera's name calling her.

Mama is shocked by Aera lying unconscious on the floor.

"Aera"

Shouted mama, running towards Aera.

Mama told Aera to be in Ana's bed. Because it is impossible to take Aera alone up to her room.

After enveloping, Mama rubbed Aera's hand with teardrops that were falling on her cheek.

"Mama has promised an explanation of everything, but you haven't had time to explain it, the situation has already told and explained it to you son"

"There's a long story that goes back to being you"

"After you're ready and stronger mama will explain everything"

Mama closed her eyes feeling her hand which was currently rubbing one hand Aera was in her grasp. Feel the warm grains that keep dripping.

Mama rubbed Aera's hair before getting up from her seat.

"Rest is baby. Good night Aera"

Mama wakes up and leaves Aera to fall asleep and rest in Ana's room.

If you become so calm any loss of consciousness, fall unconscious or fall asleep in sleep. Then what could Aera want to no longer wake up and become unconscious for a long time. At least until Aera let go of all the outrage, sadness and not-so-good destiny she had. What could Aera want that, or even create her own to be able to catch up with the existence of mba Ana in such a far place. It felt like everything hurt so much and made her so tired.