Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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After almost a day of enjoying togetherness with Sia, Aera was escorted home as usual.

Aera did not enter her dorm room. Being on the 3rd floor makes some things can be enjoyed, especially with a cool breeze that passes and hits it.

Aera again drowned in daydreams just to be in her feelings to know more about what Aera really wants. What Sia said made her think a lot.

The confusion, frustration that had enveloped her for some time finally melted away with the sentences heard by Sia who said her. Several times imagining Sia making her smile, once in a while a woman who was so annoying looked so mature with a serious look and such basic words of wisdom.

Back with that silence made her search for what it was like and with what this time Aera would face her.

Aera pulled out her phone from her backpack, saw 17 missed calls and 12 incoming messages all from Mama.

Worry about the decisions his heart makes. Doubt if only the decision that has been made is something wrong and will later make everything more complicated.

A lot of sense and feeling is broad, said the word that Sia said and returned Aera listen again and again in her mind.

"Mmmm, it'll be good"

After remaining silent to reconsider Aera sets out with what becomes her decision.

Aera took a deep breath and exhaled slowly in her eyes, strengthening her heart with what she was about to do.

Aera turned to steady her heart with her decision, rushing back to the boarding room.

Aera placed the suitcase on her bed open and put all her clothes and belongings to pack.

After closing and locking the door boarding roomnys Aera pulled her suitcase.

Down the stairs in a hurry.

The details of the time that passed made her increasingly want to hurry faster before doubts again faded the trust of the decision that this time had been rounded.

Aera stopped the taxi and stuffed her suitcase in the passenger seat to avoid taking much time.

"Bring the car just now sir"

Ask Aera like someone being chased.

"Good Mba"

According to the customer's request, the driver stepped on his gas strongly.

After giving her fare Aera got off by taking out her suitcase first.

Quiet in place yet with a single step up after getting off the taxi. There was a doubt that suddenly appeared unexpectedly making Aera become agitated.

Aera took a deep breath until it filled her diaphragm, blowing her so gently controlling herself to remain calm.

Aera stepped her feet after being ready with her determination that had finished laid out.

No need to knock on the door because the door is wide open.

Seen mama who sat down and bowed accompanied mba Ana beside her.

"So mama's got a habit of bowing down in anxiety"

Aera, who had been at the door, noticed the mother who was always bowed, in her room that Aera occasionally saw from the door of Mama's room that opened, in the cafe, and now, now, mama's been down too often.

"Aera"

Mba Ana who turned her head with the voice she heard, a voice that was so familiar and so recognizable. As reported by the shock his heart trembled happily to see the whereabouts of Aera.

"Aera"

Aera smiled with the two people who were currently fixed staring intently at her. Look at each one with a smile.

"Mama, mba Ana. Aera, it's been a long time to make you wait"

Mama drops tears into being so happy with Aera who is already in her presence but is also claustrophobic again remembering to have injured her only daughter.

Unlike the mba Ana who can only hold back her cries. So moved between the pleasure felt with Aera who came home. But so disappointed with her that can only smile without freely showing her crying and angry about what Aera has done, really make her worry and fear.

Mama approached Aera and immediately hugged her so tightly.

Aera smiled with her tears down, how pleased she was with what she was currently feeling, welcoming and hugging.

"Finally after so long you can hug Aera"

Aera tightened her embrace.

"Mom's sorry Ra, sorry dear mama"

Mama with her voice that became unusual because of the roar of her cries.

Aera let go of the embrace of mama looking at her seriously.

"Dear mom is Aera?"

Hearing the question that Aera said made her even more claustrophobic, realizing a blur of what feelings of affection she had given to Aera. It feels Aera does not realize how big her feelings of affection and love to her. Mama understands everything happens because of her who can not explain clearly her feelings.

"You like whatever mama's treatment to you, you keep your mama's son, mama love you Ra, so dear Ra"

Clarify your mom with her feelings.

"Hhhhh"

Aera smiled stroking with her relief, what became her fear from the beginning was not true.

"It's Aera sorryin mama"

"But mama can't explain anything to you Ra"

"No problem, as long as mom really loves Aera. For his explanation later if you are ready to explain everything, but do not take too long to make Aera wait ya ma"

Mama nodded with a faint smile and hugged Aera back very tightly. All her fear and worry makes her close herself will be dear and her love to Aera. The roaring cries were loud and swift between the arms of the two, Aera and mama.

Long in the arms of both mba Ana smiled showing her.

Aera approached Ana and smiled.

"Don't you have any intention of hugging Aera?"

Mba Ana turned her head to look at her master, it would be very rude to hug Aera in front of her.

Mama nodded to allow mba Ana to hug Aera, so even from the beginning mama did not mind the treatment like whatever mba Ana did if it could provide comfort for Aera.

Mba Ana smiled and hugged Aera who had been ready to open her two hands.

The atmosphere became visibly warm and relieving for Aera, what never happened ended up being something new with the decision she made.  After this Aera will not stay too long on the slump, will be passed well.

A one-word decision that could be a way out for Aera, after this should be better and bolder with whatever later becomes her decision.