Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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When mom goes to work, Aera gets off and goes after her neat performance. As Aera leaves, Azka comes knocking on the door intending to meet Aera. Explain everything that needs to be explained, arrange what is wrong with everything that is calculated and viewed by Aera. After a long time knocking and saying greetings, no answer was obtained.

"Aera must have gone to school"

Azka muttered with her thought.

"Hhhhhhh.."

Take a slow breath before you leave.

The only place for her to stop at this time is just the funeral of Ana and Anan.

As usual, Aera stopped by a flower shop not so far from the funeral. The flower shop has been there several times.

"Well come back again?"

Sapa the florist, someone different from someone who previously served Aera, this time only a girl or can be said to be a girl.

Aera smiled back.

"Now what kind of flower does Kaka want?"

Ask the girl, knowing Aera who comes often to buy flowers.

It was clearly seen by the girl, with grief that Aera had not been able to release. The girl knew because Aera often came to the cemetery even almost every day. Routines are carried out by people who have not been sincere to release someone who has gone. Not just Aera who met like this, many also for others. Come every day because it has not been willing to stay away, or still felt heavy to mengikhlaskan.

Aera looked around, her existence being surrounded with her many diverse flowers. Looking this time what flowers are beautiful and suitable to give to mba Ana and Anan.

"Whose Kaka's name?"

The shopkeeper called to Aera.

"It would be more convenient if I knew Kaka's name"

Continue the girl with her blak.

Aera turned her gaze, to look back at the woman at her shoulder height, and younger than her. Aera smiled extending her hand.

"I'm Aera, if you?"

Aera said with her name called.

"I'm Amel, ka"

The shopkeeper named Amel. Smiling with his hands that were shaking hands with Aera.

"How much are you?"

Aera asked after she finished shaking hands.

"Amur Amel 15 ka"

"I just saw you, but I think you already know me"

Continue Aera with Amel who seems to know her.

"The adult woman who had previously served Kaka several times was Kaka his Amel. Amel often saw Kaka come to buy flowers, flowers are for whom ka, who is buried in the cemetery in front?"

Amel asked without hesitation.

"Hhhhh..."

Aera stroked out a laugh with the beautiful Amel girl who looked innocently at her. Ask her without hesitation, or with her unpleasant feelings. It was like asking something ordinary. With a style of speech that is too blunt.

But Aera did not become angry or offended, smiling sweetly at Amel.

"The flowers I used to buy were for Kaka and my father. Those buried in the cemetery up ahead?"

Clearly Aera was smiling, with a different look in her eyes.

"Amel, I'm so sorry"

Amel exclaimed with a faint smile.

"Thank you, can you please find me a nice flower"

Amel smiled and immediately rushed over and saw one by one the flowers that would be suitable and liked Aera.

"Serahin to Amel, ka Aera just wait for her neat aja"

Amel hurriedly prepared her two bouquets of the same flower for Aera.

"No...

After finishing with the same two bouquets of flowers, which Amel had finished preparing.

"Why good, right? Ka Aera likes it?"

Amel asked after two bouquets of flowers Aera held.

"Beautiful, Mmm I like it"

"But why are roses white and yellow?"

Ask Aera just to make sure there is a special reason or just adjust to the same color, with two different roses, white and yellow united Amel in each bouquet.

"White rose means sorrow, and yellow rose means cheerful. Two things should be the same as Aera let go, and leave. If yesterday's joy is even painful then let it be lost and forgotten, like the sorrow that you are now feeling Aera too"

Obviously Amel, said the word that previously also said others to him. The words that were then very clear in Amel's memory.

"Amel spoke rich gini because Amel was once in the position of Aera and someone once said that and said many words, when Amel lost his mother and father. The feeling that you are currently feeling is very unpleasant and annoying. Several times saw Aera ka coming with a sad look in her eyes, who then came out to notice the flowers that Aera had bought with a glazed look. Amel saw it all. Seeing Aera reminded Amel of that feeling and sadness. Amel did not blame Aera just Amel did not want Ka Aera dissolved to feel something like this"

Amel continued this time with his serious face, making Amel drop tears.

"What seemed less fervent because Amel spoke richly with Ka Aera. Ka Aera did not know Amel. Amel apologizes to you"

Keep Amel still with his long sentences. It is like a person who is good at talking, with sentences that should be said by adults.

Aera smiled faintly with a sad look. Put the two bouquets of flowers that were originally held on the table. Aera's two hands were directed to wipe the tears on Amel's cheeks.

"Ka Aera can hug Amel?"

Aera's current sadness makes people come back dissolved with the sadness of her past. The beautiful girl who spoke as if she was reprimanding, reminded and strengthened her.

Aera wanted to hug, hold, and thank him with all the long words that Amel had said to her.

Amel nodded, and hurried to hug Aera first.

In both hands that were holding Amel at this time, Aera also dropped her tears.

This time Aera was made to learn if not only her self was ever injured, and made to fall will wounds and circumstances. On the other hand, there are a lot of people out there who are hurt, down and suffering.

But basically, a wound is a wound, pain is still pain as good as anyone covers it, ignoring him in the moment when it will be there will be times when the wound back there is intact as ever.

"Amel, everyone is different, if you can for this. Not necessarily others can, not necessarily ka Aera can. Because Aera and some people out there aren't as strong and as strong as you"

Aera exclaimed with her word, with the sentence over what fit her.

"So during her Ka Aera will remain like this?"

Amel asked after being let go of his embrace from Aera.

Aera smiled wiping the tears on her cheeks.

"Ka Aera doesn't know baby"

Amel grabs Aera's hand and holds it with his one, staring at Aera with a few moments.

"Ka Aera can handle this, Amel don't worry"

Aera smiled.

"Amel"

Shouted his kaka Amel after entering the store, and saw Amel who was holding Aera's hand.

"You'll say you can serve the buyer but don't make trouble, let go"

His Kaka exclaimed Amel, holding Amel and pulling Amel's hand to release Aera's hand.

"I'm sorry, Amel has a little problem with his psyche"

Obviously Kaka his Amel, explained with Amel's true condition.

Aera widened both her eyes made dumbstruck by Amel's true state.

Aera nodded, paying attention to Amel who was bowed at the moment.

"Thank you Amel for the flowers, pretty ka Aera likes. If Aera comes again Amel makes the same beautiful like this. Thank you for giving Aera so much today. Ka Aera go yes"

He took Amel's hand and Aera held it in both hands.

Amel smiled very prettyly, and nodded her head.

"It's like Aera go first"

Pamit Aera, by grabbing back the bouquet of flowers previously placed on the table.

"Keep heart"

Smiled Amel with a wave of his hand.

When he was out and had a few steps left the Aera store stopped his steps, bowed to pay attention to the bouquet of flowers he was carrying.

"This is like a wound in someone's heart. His existence was like a surprise, coming and felt unexpected. Even for a little girl who doesn't know much"

Aera murmured in the bow and in her gaze to the bouquet of flowers she was carrying.

He said the existence of unexpected pain will bring a person later to happiness that is also unexpected. Can Aera be fixated with it, becoming strong with the hope that the right one will exist as unexpected happiness.

For someone whose heart is broken into pieces, will be able to create his world to return intact as ever. For Aera, for Amel and for a lot of people out there. The people who were also injured were just like Aera.