Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Aera came home with a happy atmosphere created because of Azka.

While in the room Aera still smiles her own smile there is a tickle in her heart. Pleased with a different feeling something unique Aera felt.

Some time was up just enjoying a smile and imagining the handsome face of Azka.

Aera went down just making a drink and looking for Ana mba, since Aera returned home mba Ana has not been seen.

In the living room, in the middle room, in the kitchen and in the backyard mba Ana is not also visible.

Aera's headed to Ana's mba room.

Viewed Aera Ana's mba room that is not tightly closed. Aera knocked on the door.

"Tok. tok"

There was no reply from inside Ana's room.

Aera peeked out of the open doorway as Ana was busy writing something in the thick book.

Aera barged in and approached Ana. Mba Ana turned her head looking so surprised by Aera who was already beside her. Ana quickly closes the book and overlaps her book with both arms of her hands.

"Ah Aera had already ngetok door first ko mba but mba Ana diem aja so Aera entered that aja, sorry ya mba"

Clearly Aera noticed that Ana looked so shocked and uncomfortable with Aera who barged in.

Mba Ana smiled awkwardly at her.

"Mmm no papa Aera, mba just surprised if you arrive already beside mba"

"What else could I be shocked at"

"Let's write regular writing again. Why are you looking for what you need"

With Mba Ana who switched the conversation.

Aera shook her head looking at Ana strangely like someone who was covering something up.

"Aera kira mba where just mastiin aja. So Aera came out mba"

Mba Ana smiled still looking awkwardly by nodding just like that.

Aera leaves Mba Ana with something stuck in her heart, her strange and awkward glagat makes Aera think that Ana is hiding something.

"Uhhhhhh.."

She let out a sigh of relief after Aera came out and closed the door.

Aera goes kedapur making an instant cup of coffee. Return to the room with a cup of coffee. Aera opened the curtain and pulled the chair for Aera to sit by the window. Enjoy a cup of coffee by paying attention to the dark sky that looks overcast.

Aera plays her Instagram with many notifications that have been entered from DM, as well as likes and comments on photos that are in her post with mba Ana.

568 Likes and 109 comments.

Some of the top comments.

"It's so pretty, my goodness"

"That's a great deal of acceleration"

"Aera oh my goodness"

"A lot like that, no? Twins huh?"

"Bla blah blah.

Aera with a smile of her own smile read her many incoming comments that said Aera and mba Ana were just as beautiful and looked similar. Aera opens the DM from a name that says Titan_sptr.

"Tasks and punishment from Bu Ega. The mathematical ledger pp 175 - 183. Collected day after tomorrow"

"Tasks? A penalty? What's this? It's crazy to have that much of a cave"

Reply Aera who even became annoyed with Titan.

After a while of waiting for a reply, Titan did not also reply to her.

"Chat cave on WhatsApp 08**********"

Aera sent Titan a message"

"Tok. tok.."

Aera turned her head with the sound of her door being knocked.

"Mba entry"

Viewed mba Ana who was standing near the door that was not tightly closed.

Mba Ana gives setoples dry biscuits Aera's success.

Aera widened her gaze, smiling happily.

"Thank you mba"

Aera opened the lid of the jar and ate a dry biscuit with a sweet and crispy chocolate flavor.

Mba Ana smilingly sat on the bed Aera noticed Aera who was busy chewing biscuits from her.

"His sky is supportive"

Mba Ana also noticed the dark sky this time.

"*Mm cloudy mba"

"Don't malem malem ya sleeping*"

Aera nods her over with Ana's mba who steps away.

Glued silent with many words that are arranged ready to be uttered but re-embungkan back in silence. Again and again left alone. It feels really uncomfortable, but not ready if it has to be someone else who becomes burdened because of his honesty.

Mba Ana closed Aera's room door tightly. His pale face trembled withstanding the pain in his stomach.

Her tears were dripping between the pain and her sadness.

"Let me last longer"

Mba Ana muttered softly in her silent cry.

Mba Ana stepped up carrying her pain.

Time becomes precious when one knows the true meaning of pain when one knows that time is not the same. Today the day after tomorrow and so on is a different day.

Want to come back at the beginning, when it hurts, when it is not fun when sad and down, know what it feels like to come back and arrange it better. Prepare everything well again.

Why is it always regret that is left far behind.

That's how most of the lines that many people encounter and pass.

But another case for mba Ana there is no regret of everything that happened grateful for her. It's just that his heart was sliced apart as he stared at Aera while remembering what she was.

Being too grateful made her feel like she had not given enough to Aera. Not asking to go back in the past and rearrange everything Mba Ana just asking God to let her stay for a little longer, at least until Aera knows how to survive alone.

The world for Aera is still a foreign place that often makes her lonely and lost will be so sad to leave Aera just like that.

If the place for Aera is herself a person who ultimately has to leave her gone unthinkable how devastated and sick Aera feels. His mind is too fragile if it has to be faced with things like this continuously. Even someone who claims to be strong will be destroyed with his fragility if it continues to be injured.

Even if a beautiful road is not always good, there will be small needle needles that can hurt. For Aera is no longer a small needle on her stampede. It's like walking between broken glass that is sharpened every step he stepped on. Even for the taste that is often felt, it makes Aera feel numb, forgetting the actual pain even though it has been hurt very badly.