Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole

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Mama woke up from sleep, looking chaotic and so messy she was in the face of the mirror.

Mama washed her face and cleaned it.

"lady.. Ana"

Call mama out of the room looking for Ana.

"Yes Ma'am"

Mba Ana, who approached her face after hearing herself on the call.

"*Make me tea yes"

"Good Bu*"

Mba Ana came back with a cup of tea she brought at the dinner table.

"Why all night?"

Ask mom when Ana puts tea on the table.

He was almost surprised by his employer's question.

"Sorry Mom, I didn't intentionally"

"What happened last night?"

Mama who became more curious after seeing mba Ana who became surprised by her question.

"Mmmm, I really don't want what?"

Ask Ana by watching mom.

Mama shook her head.

"What happened"

"Mother slapped non Aera last night with a slap of words"

Mba Ana explained with her gaze that became sad because she remembered what she saw.

"I? I slapped Aera?"

Ask Mama not to believe it.

Mba Ana nodded and then turned around to leave.

My mother kept quiet remembering what really happened.

Mom was surprised after remembering all of it. His slap and speech to Aera.

"Well.. What have I done"

Mama was surprised also by her guilt.

Mama closed her eyes instantly by propping her forehead with her fingers.

Mom immediately shed tears with guilt, and pity imagines how Aera feels right now.

Today my mom decided not to work and will wait for Aera to come home from school, just to make sure how she is.

Tired of running away from reality.

Busy looking for escape and busy just make a long time not to be empty because of sadness. Not only Aera who was lonely herself Mama also felt the same thing. Especially with the guilt of his treatment to Aera all that happened and done her is not without reason. Regret it but do not understand do not know where to go back to repeat it after very far all happened.

A long day full of remorse and guilt as in forcibly stepping over his many tiny needle-piercing needles.

The world is filled with demands and responsibilities. Everything that should have strengthened had disappeared.

Unfortunately for me, there is no parent who does not love his child. Sometimes parents are reluctant to show it, or even do not know how to show it and there are also parents who are busy arranging responsibilities until they forget to acknowledge their affection and also some step at the wrong point until finally forgotten by I feel and make a mistake. It all happens not without reason, right?

There is nothing wrong with a child obsessing or even rebelling about something he does not have or with what he wants, especially without someone who is able to guide and speak. Will get lost with his unstable feelings.

Mama, Aera, I don't know what the two will be like. Two humans who are bound by destiny, coexist but are left at their side.

Do not let the time both run out just because one continues to regret and cannot forget his mistakes, while the other is busy looking for answers to many questions.

Who used to be the one who had to start a hug deck, a child, a mother or both?

Back to Aera.

Aera still enjoys the quiet atmosphere of UKS by leaning her head on Sia's shoulders.

"Stay in control of circumstances, do not control circumstances"

Said Sia while rubbing Aera's head.

Sia who does not understand the true events can really understand Aera.

Fina barged in after hearing Aera was in the UKS.

"Lo why?"

"Papa Fin's lack of sleep"

Aera re-aligns her position.

"Fall again"

Reply Sia to Fina.

"Well funny you anjirr"

Aera returns home with Sia on board.

When entering, Aera saw the mother who was sitting on the sofa with the door opened.

"Aera"

Call your mom to get up from her seat.

"Mama"

Aera looked at her mother with her sadness.

"Well, don't you work?"

Aera with a wide smile held back. Recalling Sia's words to Aera can control her.

"Mama's off today?"

Still watching Aera.

"*Good, too busy work is also not good for health"

"Eating*"

"Aera ate ma"

"Mm Aera go up first want clean clean"

My mother was silent without answering. Noticing Aera who stepped away from her. Why does it feel so hard to just apologize to Aera.

Aera shut herself in the room lying still with her head dizzy.

Mama came up to Aera knocking on the door. Since coming home from school until tonight like this Aera has not gone out of the room.

"Tok.butt.."

Mom knocks softly on Aera's room door.

"Lock the door not in the key"

Aera thought Ana was knocking on the door.

Mama opened the door and entered making Aera a little surprised.

"Mama, sorry ma Aera kira mba Ana"

"Mom can come in?"

Aera nodded at him.

"Sit ma"

With Aera who woke up from her fall.

Mama sat on Aera's bed not too close.

"You're not out of the room? because there's a mama?"

Aera shook her head with her thin smile.

" Aera just no longer feel good ma"

"Mama has thought that no, you've continued his rest later let mama tell mba Ana to make anterin drink"

With a faint smile, she woke up from her seat staring at Aera for a moment before turning her back to Aera.

"Wrongly not ma? Kalo Aera wishes mom would apologize to Aera. That way one unpleasant feeling could wear off Aera's chest"

Aera was no longer with her smile just a sad look that was currently staring at my back.

Mama closed her eyes holding back tears with what she had just heard.

Mama turned to look at Aera.

"Sorry mom"

Short mama was right with her guilt.

"You too, Aera did not come out of the room because Mama because maybe Aera was not ready with this awkward feeling because we both really are like strangers Ma"

Aera's eyes became teary.

"You deserve to be angry and disappointed because it should be like that. There will be a time when you understand"

Mama also joined the glass and turned back to Aera.

The atmosphere became more serious and a bit depressing.

"Don't take too long to make Aera wait for Ma, there's too much prejudice in Aera's head"

Mama who passed after listening to her, rushed over with a teardrop.