Like the Fragile Who Tried to Stay Whole
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Waiting, such a boring thing is also exhausting. But often it still makes a lot of people fixated on something. Until he let his mind be tormented alone. It would seem foolish to be just those who see and witness it. But different to those who do it, it seems difficult, exhausting, but it becomes meaningful to him and to what he is waiting for.
An hour and a half passed and Azka had not yet arrived. Sitting coldly in front of the house thought that Azka would come among the falling rain.
"Hhhhhhh.."
Sia was holding her breath. Awakening to what he is currently doing. The first time and the new thing in his life, waiting for the presence of someone. And feeling so stupid after what he did only hurt and disappointed him.
It should have been Sia's proper attitude, but this made it difficult for herself just by the instincts that were suddenly possessed by the presence of her strange feelings for Azka. In just a few days or rather 10 days or more or less Sia was made to fall in love with Azka.
Sia woke up to return to her room with a bag and a cellphone that was deliberately left behind. The reason if later Azka comes Sia will not be found out it is so ready and is waiting for her.
Sia opened the phone and found 3 missed calls and 2 incoming messages from Azka. Sia sat down and read a message from Azka.
✉ Azka
"Sia sorry yes we are looking for seedlings of his plants can not today, again also test? No papa right"
"Once again sorry yes, hopefully you no longer wait for the cave. Will be very guilty if you wait for the cave"
Deck..
Sia felt an instant tightness after reading the incoming message from Azka. We lose a lot of energy.
Sia smiled tergap ngap with her perceived tightness.
"Sobstructed vows"
Mumbled Sia smiled inwardly who grumbled in annoyance and wanted to shout very loudly.
How could it be so easy by Azka after many things that Sia did and prepared just to accompany her. What is the proper designation for this, in campakan, is neglected or unnoticed in its existence.
"Well..."
Sia reached for the glass to give her the water that was on her decker table sitting down. Chugging away instantly, just muffle his annoyance and disappointment.
The rain subsided Azka and Aera back together, this time really will be in between home without stopping by somewhere else again.
"Eh yes Za about that time sorry yes"
With Aera who has come down from the Azka motorbike.
"That time?"
Azka who came down stood opposite Aera.
"Last time the cave to the cafe and the cave even fought the same nyokap cave, our event so failed"
Obviously Aera a few days ago Aera remembered with her meeting with Azka and Azka who would give something to Aera, but all failed with the sudden showdown between Aera and Mama.
"Oh about that, do not have to think too much Ra cave still have a lot of time ko, the day after you can we get out"
"Mmm, can ko"
"Jam 4 cave pick ya up"
"Mmmm"
That's the cave back"
Azka smiled so sweetly, joining in with Aera who was nodding her happily.
"The heart is yes"
Noticing Azka speeding between the muddy streets.
Aera immediately entered her sighted suit Azka who was already nowhere to be seen anymore.
Aera goes in and puts her bag on the dining table for her kitchen to take a glass of cold water. Just about to open the refrigerator saw as a small sheet of paper stuck on the refrigerator door. Aera let go and read her.
"Mba there needs to be outside and go home again night Ra, but before mom comes home already at home ko. Food already ready later if you want to eat stay in heatain aja yes"
A sheet of paper that Ana left behind. Aera was silent about guessing where Ana was going, until she was coming home at night, not as usual.
Aera re-attached the paper on the refrigerator door, opening her pour up to half a glass. Drunk down, Aera poured a full glass back to bring him upstairs.
Aera put a glass on the table and took the time to feed her pet fish.
"Rasia you know the day after tomorrow will be a special night for the cave and Azka"
Aera returned cheerful with a sense of pleasure to remember with her plans the day after tomorrow with Azka. Is it worth the day after tomorrow to be called a date? Just imagining it has made Aera pounding and very happy, then what if what is in her mind becomes reality, Azka expressed her feelings. Aera went for a dresser shirt to sit in front of the mirror watching the package containing a gift for Azka, even though just the book was a special thing that would be given her tastefully in her.
When he put the package back after being noticed long enough, the existence of the novel that Titan gave suddenly was in his gaze. Aera grabs and re-reads the title of her book, To Ada. Aera watched him for a while and remembered Titan's words that day "Ngga needs to be read, saved, if new bosen deh" . Aera chuckled with the word Titan. If it doesn't need to be read then do what it loves.
For Titan with that word, what he said was the existence of Titan just wanted to give to Aera with what she liked. No need to read, because Titan does not want to force it, read it if you are bored. For Aera it was just a word she heard, but it was a parable. No need to read which means no need to look at the existence of Titan. Read it if you are bored which means look at it and notice the existence of Titan when it is getting bored and alone. For many Titan does not want to force it at all. Just want Aera to stay in her place and allow Titan to step up to her at will. Titan only wants Aera to know her true feelings instead of forcing Aera to reciprocate.
Aera opened the novel she was holding. Read a not-so-long article on the first page.
"To Exist.
A person's footing on earth.
Just stopping or staying still will imprint in memory. Just for a little while or for a long time.
My present presence to exist. Be where you are. I will accompany every step even if I never know. This long story will be fun for me, because I can notice a lot of things about you"
"sets...
Something arrived regarding Aera's feelings very deeply.
"Titan"
Aera exclaimed in the words she had just read.
