A DEEP WOUND

Ayah

I'm still standing in the doorway. My legs were stiff, when I saw some neighbors and someone had finished shaking hands with the head. I was confused and shocked to see what was happening. My feet are still reluctant to step up and ask what happened.

The male and female figures, which I know very well of the two people. Mother widened her smile when she found out where I was, she approached.

“Alhamdulillah, now you are someone's wife. Finally your love that once could not unite, can now be united.” Mother blurted out words that made me wrinkle my forehead simply not accept it. This heart should be happy when it finally marries the man I love.

However, there is a deep pain to feel. Two days ago, I was willing to marry and become my second wife. It's just, not a wedding like this. What does it mean that the mother suddenly consented to the man marrying his daughter in my absence first. It's like a hurry.

In every marriage, surely someone wants if the family gathers whether it's a family of men or women. Because for me, it's a marriage that will make my heart feel peaceful and happy. All this time, the old man I once loved had also hated and insulted. I tried to forgive them, because I was so blinded by love for their son. It was Kyai's son who made me kneel down with a tired feeling to feel.

Meanwhile, this mouth has already shared with my friends and coworkers if this self is going to get married. Why this kind of marriage happens. There are things that are awkward, from the beginning of the relationship until now actually the mother never agreed. However, after coming several times suddenly mother agreed if I married ustaz Aris. This head felt surrounded by various questions, I was really confused by what happened.

I can even marry someone who already has a wife. That's by thinking a thousand times I want to support his first wife to be a second wife. In fact, at the age of 21, my mother wanted to see me continue my school in college. It's just that I changed my mind and agreed to this marriage. Is this wrong? Will becoming a second wife change everything?

“Why have I suddenly become a wife? What is this wedding, Ma?” I asked while clenching my hand.

I looked at the mother who was still standing in front of me, tears that felt like they wanted to flow down this cheek. “Why did the wedding start without me first, Buk?” ask me with teary eyes.

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi.

Hi everyone, how are the readers of deep wounds? May we all be well, yes, and always protected by God.

Previously, I apologize for never updating again because there is something that must be done first in the real world, but this time I will give a little picture of the Manda story. And probably won't be updated again here. Again, please forgive.

But I with a heavy heart had to move platforms. You can read the story of the next Manda in the application****** with the title that remains "Deep Wounds" by Amy Umm.

So much and thank you for wanting to read my work that is still far from this good word. 😊