A DEEP WOUND

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"Huh, death does not look at age.Maybe, God loves you more.You are someone who has been present in my life, you have painted and colored this life.I am very grateful for that."

"Yes!!"Call someone from the door.

Aya looked back"what's up?"Someone walked towards Aya.

"Fast eat."His words were flat, stepping away.

"I didn't think you'd care about me."He stopped and returned the body.

"Mama told me to."Continue stepping.

Aya was silent, staring at Rey's back that was getting away.

"He's so funny."Laugh a little, stand up and walk into the house.

"Yes, it's okay to eat."

When Aya sat down, Aya turned to her left, which was none other than Lucifer's chair.

"Yes, are you okay?"Ask Aunt Alya.

"Hm, yeah."Forced smile.

"Quick, eat."Rey said, without seeing anyone.Focus on the food.

"Eating a lot of children, health is important."Give side dishes and rice.

"Thank you, aunt."

"You can call mom and dad."Said Uncle Yunus.

"Thank you."

Aya glanced at Rey, and it turned out that Rey was also looking towards Aya.Dengan immediately Rey avert her gaze.

Like Rey, he doesn't like me.Maybe, he hates.I'm the cause of all this.* Back to eating.

***

In the morning Aya woke up, doing his activities as usual.And did not escape the sneers of the neighbors who disturbed the mind Aya.Why go, but where?Want to disappear, but where is it possible?Want it feels not to hear, but have ears.Want it feels indifferent, but have a heart.Sabar, patience is the most appropriate word for life Aya now.Better yet sincere, but darling, he has not been able to do it.

***

Now Aya is in the rooftop, sitting alone.Accompanied by wind and warm sunlight.The weather is bright, but not like the heart of Aya.

Aya opened the book and grasped a pencil in her right hand.Staring at the sky like she was thinking of something.

Not long after, he began to write sentences according to what was in his heart.

(Seconds changing minutes, day after day have changed.But not with this heart,it still feels the same as a few days ago.There is no sun that shines after night.Like a night that is always night never morning.It feels like a dream, like a dream,I can only hope and pray if this is not the reality.

Dark, dark is the color of my life now.The rain comes so hard, without a sign.There is no rainbow after the rain, there is only a black cloud enveloping the sky.)

"Huh! Can I go through a dark day like this?"

"Of course you can."

Aya turned"you? What brings you here?"Back to front.

"May I sit down?"

"It's a public place."Someone was sitting to the right of Aya

"Hm, are you angry with me?"Looking towards Aya.

"No, aren't you?"Without looking.

"I'm just a little upset, I just realized, if it's not your fault."

Aya silently did not answer.

"I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"I realize I've hurt you more."

Aya turned her head"you want to forgive me?"

"What should I forgive, has happened." Front-facing.

"So, you don't want to?"

"I'll never forgive you."

"I've been dug-"She turned her head.

"Because you have nothing wrong with me."Smilingly.

Intan was stunned by Aya's sentence, she smiled happily.By immediately hugging Aya, She also hugged her.

"Ehm!"They're looking.

"Good, hug the hug here without taking me."

"Eh, you just came."Release hug.

"Huhah!!"Laughing indistinctly, Aya and Intan just stared in wonder.

"Yes too."Scratching his non-itchy head.

"Yes this is how it is, kalo was born from the womb of a male frog."Said Aya.

"What did you write?"Ask Intan.

"No, it doesn't matter."

"What did you write?"Seizing Aya's diary.

"Eh,Ragil.Return!"Wanna take.

"Ets, it's not that easy baby."

"Baby,baby.Just be disgusted I'm horrified!"Take it as fast as lightning.

"Gee!"

"Damn !"

"Patience,broo.Sometimes we'll know."Intan patted Ragil's shoulder.

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No tears, it had flowed profusely and fell for a thousand times.

"Huh, what should I say? Bad or good memories?"

"Yes!"

Aya turned her head"It's already dusk son, don't you come in? Lots of mosquitoes here." Said Dad, sitting on the seat to the right of Aya's swing.

"Why is it? Even I've felt a variety of feelings in this life."

"Dad's next to you, son."

"I know, dad is sitting next to me right now."

"Eh, that's not what I meant."Aya.

"Your eyes are swollen, are you crying?"

"Don't think about your past again son, direct your eyes forward.Not backward.If you think about it every day, time will not be repeated."

"I know, I try not to think about it.But my heart and mind, refuse to do it."

"How much I refuse her to remember, all of it will come with her own."

"I'm tired of all this, it's hard.Losing both my loved ones, simultaneously.Should have been that time, Lucifer didn't save me, this wouldn't have happened."

"It's been almost a year, you're like this Aya."

"But I'm enjoying this hellish life, I'm going to try."Smilingly.

"All right, that's the new father's son.Now we're in."Holding Aya's hand.

***

Aya is now lying on a simple mattress.Seeing at the sky of the room, while thinking of something that has not been resolved.

"Why didn't anyone tell me about this, did I have to come to that hospital?"

"Well, tomorrow I'll come, after school."

Soon Aya was asleep in a dream.

***

Fajr, Yes start to wake up.Start to activate it.

After completion Aya is ready to be ready to go to school, because Aya school is quite a distance away, Aya departs early.

"Dad, where's the key?"Finish eating.

"Here, be careful?"

"Yes, umm."Kissing the back of his father's and mother's hands.

"Wa'alaikumsalam."

Aya started the engine of the motor, and advanced at medium speed.

As for Kak Nana, he has departed, because there are additional materials he said.

Ray and his friends are training hard to win next week's basketball game.

Circumstances are crowded, many children are watching her.The women cheered cheers cheering Rey.

"Come Rey, zest!! You can do it!!"

And there are still many vague screams.

"Rey, your fans are so noisy, like a duck."Said Tomi.

"Iri said boss."

"Are you joking? Where there is a boss envied by subordinates."Little laugh.

"Whisper, stay quiet.Focus on the ball."Leaving Tomi who talks a lot.

**CONNECT....

Okay guys, I don't understand please re-read the chapter (Fucking Cat**)